going through the very hard times

[marshjohn30]

i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !

 

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You may have read the posts named "Hate" we all put up with crap but we're not eating at the soup kitchen and sleeping in a shelter. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger! Keep your faith in Father Satan, do His will, and no matter how long it takes (I will say "patients is a virtue" not out of the buy-bull, but from older Greek philosophy) things will balance out!
HAIL LERAJIE!!!
HAIL SATAN!!!Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... Sender: Date: Tue, 28 Feb 2012 06:21:31 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: going through the very hard times
  i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !

 

[kvnfidler]

Why don't you move away?

--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:

i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !

 

[marshjohn30]

--- In , "kvnfidler" <kvnfidler@... wrote:

Why don't you move away?

--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@ wrote:

i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !

i cant move away to anywhere yet@kvnfidler brother

 

[marshjohn30]

yeah you are right eremoslukos brother. im getting time for meditation in morning. and i keep my faith stronger in father

 

[Paul Pseudonym]

Agreed.

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------Original Message------
From: kvnfidler <kvnfidler@...
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Date: Tuesday, February 28, 2012 1:18:21 PM GMT-0000
Subject: Re: going through the very hard times

Why don't you move away?

--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:

i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !

 

[Paul Pseudonym]

Agreed.

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------Original Message------
From: kvnfidler <kvnfidler@...
To:
Date: Tuesday, February 28, 2012 1:18:21 PM GMT-0000
Subject: Re: going through the very hard times

Why don't you move away?

--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:

i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !