i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !

going through the very hard times
marshjohn301 min to read
You may have read the posts named "Hate" we all put up with crap but we're not eating at the soup kitchen and sleeping in a shelter. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger! Keep your faith in Father Satan, do His will, and no matter how long it takes (I will say "patients is a virtue" not out of the buy-bull, but from older Greek philosophy) things will balance out!
HAIL LERAJIE!!!
HAIL SATAN!!!Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... Sender: Date: Tue, 28 Feb 2012 06:21:31 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: going through the very hard times
i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !
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You may have read the posts named "Hate" we all put up with crap but we're not eating at the soup kitchen and sleeping in a shelter. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger! Keep your faith in Father Satan, do His will, and no matter how long it takes (I will say "patients is a virtue" not out of the buy-bull, but from older Greek philosophy) things will balance out!
HAIL LERAJIE!!!
HAIL SATAN!!!Sent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... Sender: Date: Tue, 28 Feb 2012 06:21:31 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: going through the very hard times
i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !
Why don't you move away?
--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:
i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !
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Why don't you move away?
--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:
i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !
--- In , "kvnfidler" <kvnfidler@... wrote:
Why don't you move away?
--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@ wrote:
i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !
i cant move away to anywhere yet@kvnfidler brother
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--- In , "kvnfidler" <kvnfidler@... wrote:
Why don't you move away?
--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@ wrote:
i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !
i cant move away to anywhere yet@kvnfidler brother
yeah you are right eremoslukos brother. im getting time for meditation in morning. and i keep my faith stronger in father
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yeah you are right eremoslukos brother. im getting time for meditation in morning. and i keep my faith stronger in father
Agreed.
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Date: Tuesday, February 28, 2012 1:18:21 PM GMT-0000
Subject: Re: going through the very hard times
Why don't you move away?
--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:
i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !
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Agreed.
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------Original Message------
From: kvnfidler <[ email redacted ]
To:
Date: Tuesday, February 28, 2012 1:18:21 PM GMT-0000
Subject: Re: going through the very hard times
Why don't you move away?
--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:
i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !
Agreed.
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------Original Message------
From: kvnfidler <[ email redacted ]
To:
Date: Tuesday, February 28, 2012 1:18:21 PM GMT-0000
Subject: Re: going through the very hard times
Why don't you move away?
--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:
i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !
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Agreed.
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------Original Message------
From: kvnfidler <[ email redacted ]
To:
Date: Tuesday, February 28, 2012 1:18:21 PM GMT-0000
Subject: Re: going through the very hard times
Why don't you move away?
--- In , "marshjohn30" <marshjohn30@... wrote:
i felt that it is best for us to unite in bond of our unity as father said in al jilwah. my family is holding back,peeps in what i do everything Especially my idiot elder brother. And i hate him, i want to spend more and more time in meditation with father but i hardly can do it but father satan and satanic thoughts are on my mind 24hours. im keep praying to Father to get me out of this sh*t. make him run away. my parents,siblings who are without are nothing for me but just a piece of sh*t. they are f*cking controlling me,my life. F*ck !
