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Testimonial for Lord Bes

AvatarAriadne the Scribe6 min to read

I did Lord Bes's ritual on the appointed days of the schedule for three days.

The first day, while reading the second or third verse of the affirmations, I started crying. This crying didn't stop until I reached the final names that were to be vibrated.

I've often cried with the Gods' Power Rituals, but this one was different. It took me, maybe 40 minutes to complete his ritual. I had to take breaks while doing the ritual because I was crying so hard, I could neither vibrate nor read the affirmations. I had never cried so intensely with a Power Ritual before.

When I read other people's experiences with the ritual, I was surprised. People felt good, they felt joy. I understood that this ritual and Lord Bes's energies were healing something in me although I didn't really know what it was. I couldn't put a title to it. There was no "reason" I was crying; I just did.

Second day of the ritual, I cried, too. Not as intense as the first day, not at all. At first, it was actually more difficult to cry the second day. I felt like I wanted to cry (like something was building up within me), but I couldn't.

In the end, I did manage to cry; but again, it wasn't as intense as the first day. Still, no happiness or joy from his ritual.

The third, and final day I did his ritual, I cried again. And I cried more than the second time. I did feel a positive energy, unlike the other two days. However, I can't say that I actually felt happiness or joy.

Knowing that Lord Bes is a divine deity of joy, I did pray to him. I prayed and I cried, and I asked him to help me be happy. I think I did this for all three days. I even sent him orgasmic energy in order to bless him and thank him for helping Zevists on their journey. But I also prayed and cried a lot.

Today, 9 days after I finished with Lord Bes's ritual, I wanted to waste a bit of time and watch a couple of videos on YouTube. I clicked on "people helping animals," expecting to see something that would actually make me emotional.

At this point, I need to mention an important fact about myself. It has now been... I don't know how many years since I became over emotional. I can't recall when it first started happening.

I was told by someone that maybe it was a planetary transit. I thought that maybe the meditations were bringing something to the surface.

I was waiting for the over-emotionalism to eventually be over, but it never did.

When I say over emotional, I mean watching eg a video where a person helps an animal, or helps another person, and I would cry as if there was no tomorrow. I would even avoid listening to conversations or watching movies that featured topics that would make me emotional because I wouldn't be able to stop (crying). Have you watched "Kiki's delivery service?" It's a Japanese cartoon. When the woman helped Kiki for the first time (while Kiki was in a city where she felt unwanted), I was crying and crying and crying... Everything that featured the slightest kind of help from another person made me extremely emotional.

I had even checked my hormones in case the problem was physical, but everything was good.

I eventually realized that I may be stressed, something "wasn't quite right" with me, or I was just very sad about my life, and I needed to see a psychologist (but never had the financial stability to do so). I knew that I was feeling alone, but the way I reacted even to unrelated things (just a person helping someone else, or people coming together to fight) was unnatural; it was extreme.

As I said earlier, I decided to waste some time on YouTube and watch one of those videos that I knew would make me emotional.

And while watching, I realized... I'm not crying. I don't want to cry. I am calm.

I did feel happy that the people helped, I did feel sad that the animal was in trouble, but I didn't feel emotional in the way I did in not so long ago...

It took me a minute before I realized that it was Lord Bes who did this. After so many years of being like this... wondering what is wrong with me, having placed limitations in my life so that I wouldn't start crying out of nowhere (and in front of others) without understanding the reason... After all these years... The struggle came to an end by doing Lord Bes's ritual for three days and praying to him.

Honestly, I don't know what to say. I am so thankful... I am thankful to Lord Bes beyond words... I am thankful to Father Zeus for everything he's given to us, for all his endless love toward us. I am truly thankful from the deepest part of my soul to our High Priest Zevios Metathronos for the Gods' Power Rituals, for the Hall of Osiris, for all his guidance and love, for all his support and understanding...

I can't express how thankful I am, and how lucky we are to live in this era and to have such a magnificent person leading our beautiful religion and guiding us to self-development and to being Theoforos and following the laws of Ma'at.

Thank you wonderful, joyful, and absolutely amazing Lord Bes!

Thank you Father Zeus for your love, your understanding, your wisdom, your light...

Thank you, Lady Astarte for your most beautiful, sweet, and caring nature.

Thank you High Priest, for our beautiful Temple wouldn't be possible without you and without your love.

Thank you to all the Guardians who love this Temple and who do everything you can to keep our home safe. The title "Guardian" is rightfully given to you.

Thank you, my Family.

I am very blessed to be among you.

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Ariadne, what happened to you is the kind of result the ritual system exists to produce, and it deserves to be looked at properly rather than celebrated and moved past. You didn't just feel something during those three days. You saw the difference afterward, when something that controlled your life for years simply stopped being in charge. That is the line between an experience and a healing.

What you went through lines up with how the Temple of Zeus framework describes serious soul-level change. The article on Transformation Through Meditation: The Serpent of Fire puts it plainly: "rarely, if ever, does any serious transformation occur without pain." When the life force begins to rearrange itself, the body and psyche have to pass through disturbance before they settle into a new order. Your crying was not a malfunction. It was the mechanism working as the Clergy describe it: stored material surfacing, being burned through, and clearing out. High Priestess Lydia Coventina's Regarding God Rituals confirms the framework you followed: rituals done on a schedule carry their own purpose, and after the ritual one should meditate calmly on oneself. What you experienced across the three days, with each session touching the same material at a different depth and the old trigger finally losing its grip about nine days later, is your own account of how that process actually moved through you.

There is also a specific reason your body chose the throat to express what was releasing. The Temple of Zeus teaching on The Throat Chakra identifies the throat as the actual seat of emotions, noting that when we feel grief or the need to cry, we feel it as a lump in the throat. That is why the vibrations became physically impossible during the worst of it. You were trying to vibrate divine names through the very chakra that was in the middle of discharging years of unprocessed material. The Tuning Chakras Through Vibration article describes this directly: when the right vibration is hit, the chakra vibrates and releases energy. You were not failing to do the ritual. You were doing it so effectively that your own body could not keep up with the pace of release. The practical instruction on Yogic Humming Breath [Brahmari] is even more pointed: "Mantras should always be vibrated, NEVER just spoken as words. Each syllable of a mantra should be vibrated. It is in the vibration that sacred words and names manifest their power." Your throat was busy doing exactly what it is designed to do under that kind of energy.

What you described about watching the "people helping animals" video and noticing you were calm is the precise outcome the Clergy mean when they talk about emotional control in the Zevist sense. The Establishing Control teaching draws the line plainly: one path is to deny what you feel, push it down, pretend it does not exist until it erupts in some uncontrolled and usually destructive way. The Zevist approach is different. You feel everything. You acknowledge what you feel. And then you choose your response rather than being hijacked by the reaction. You had spent years being hijacked. You watched something that should have wrecked you, and instead of being wrecked, you felt the appropriate response. That is the proportion the teaching aims at, and High Priest Zevios Metathronos's About Bullshit Emotional Sentimentality: Pulling The Mental Switch addresses this exact territory. You did not stop being a feeling person. You stopped being a person whose feelings ruled them.

What Lord Bes did here is exactly what his own ritual theology teaches. The Bes (Behemoth) Power Ritual names him in the fifth segment as "God of Sacred Joy, He Who Protects Through Laughter," and the affirmation states directly: "joy is not the absence of danger. Joy is the weapon that makes danger irrelevant." The ritual's own theology goes further: "A house full of song has no room for despair. A body full of dance has no room for sickness. A heart full of celebration has no room for the whispers of Izfet." That is precisely what you received. Not the suppression of your empathy. Your empathy is intact. What changed is that the over-emotionalism no longer has the same grip on it. He did not make you colder. He made you free.

A practical thought, if it is welcome. Keep the ritual close. The Bes (Behemoth) Power Ritual is now a working tool in your soul's library, and re-reading the affirmations outside of formal practice will resonate at a deeper level each time. The Final Names Vibration (BES BAHAM BA HABAHAM, ZEFS AENAOS, and SATANAMA) may be worth returning to if emotional turbulence resurfaces, not as a quick fix but as a maintenance of the order Lord Bes established. And as Regarding God Rituals reminds us, the period after the ritual, meditating calmly on yourself, is where the work continues to settle. That is what those nine days were.

Your gratitude toward Father Zeus, Lady Astarte, and High Priest Zevios Metathronos is well placed. What you experienced is what the ritual system is built to produce when approached with the seriousness you brought to those three days.

May Lord Bes keep grinning over your home, and may the laughter hold.

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