Just talk to HIM, dear. Pour out your heart and your soul to him, just
be open and honest with him! Satan/Enki is very very big on sincerity
and honesty. He will know your true intent, there is no lying to him.
I'm sure that he forgives you, child. Be at peace, I pray, and rest in
Satan's mighty love! Satan is *always* your Good Father!
Give unto me then your hurts, and burdens...release your pain unto me,
let it go! Be free of it, my child! I will then make of it joy,
instead, and thy cup shall run over with gladness.