Disturbing dreams

[raevenel]

After a bit of meditation and sleep, I had a rather disturbing dream. My family doesn't know I'm a satanist. In my dream I finally came to confess to the most understanding person in my life, my mother. However, she was less than understanding and spoke adamantly about her distaste in my choice of religion. I woke up and fought to go back to sleep. It was here I had a second dream, a bit more vague.

I stood on a barren field pocketed with burning holes in the ground and corpses strewn about. At the very end, I could see a tree, full of life and vibrant in the field. As I made my way toward the tree I could feel the hands of the dead clawing and grabbing at my pant legs, tearing the fabric and cutting into my skin. As I finally reached the tree, I could see very bright and beautiful fruit hanging down. Plucking one, I took a bite. As I chewed and swallowed, I felt someone behind me. It was a very beautiful woman, she smiled at me and took me into her arms.

I woke up shortly after but could clearly feel someone unseen holding me. So...should I read into this too much?

 

[High Priestess Lydia]

It sounds like a message, and messages are usually quite straight-forward, to make them simple for us to decipher. First dream, to not reveal your beliefs to your mother, perhaps you were thinking about doing so? The second dream could be of your Guardian. It sounds like she gave you the first message, and is letting you know that she is there for you, while your family may not be.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "raevenel" <raevenel@... wrote:

After a bit of meditation and sleep, I had a rather disturbing dream. My family doesn't know I'm a satanist. In my dream I finally came to confess to the most understanding person in my life, my mother. However, she was less than understanding and spoke adamantly about her distaste in my choice of religion. I woke up and fought to go back to sleep. It was here I had a second dream, a bit more vague.

I stood on a barren field pocketed with burning holes in the ground and corpses strewn about. At the very end, I could see a tree, full of life and vibrant in the field. As I made my way toward the tree I could feel the hands of the dead clawing and grabbing at my pant legs, tearing the fabric and cutting into my skin. As I finally reached the tree, I could see very bright and beautiful fruit hanging down. Plucking one, I took a bite. As I chewed and swallowed, I felt someone behind me. It was a very beautiful woman, she smiled at me and took me into her arms.

I woke up shortly after but could clearly feel someone unseen holding me. So...should I read into this too much?

 

[krazymuthauka]

yes especially because you meditated. sounds like a preminition...find out what it means today or tomarrow before something happens

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "raevenel" <raevenel@... wrote:

After a bit of meditation and sleep, I had a rather disturbing dream. My family doesn't know I'm a satanist. In my dream I finally came to confess to the most understanding person in my life, my mother. However, she was less than understanding and spoke adamantly about her distaste in my choice of religion. I woke up and fought to go back to sleep. It was here I had a second dream, a bit more vague.

I stood on a barren field pocketed with burning holes in the ground and corpses strewn about. At the very end, I could see a tree, full of life and vibrant in the field. As I made my way toward the tree I could feel the hands of the dead clawing and grabbing at my pant legs, tearing the fabric and cutting into my skin. As I finally reached the tree, I could see very bright and beautiful fruit hanging down. Plucking one, I took a bite. As I chewed and swallowed, I felt someone behind me. It was a very beautiful woman, she smiled at me and took me into her arms.

I woke up shortly after but could clearly feel someone unseen holding me. So...should I read into this too much?

 

[raevenel]

I came to that conclusion myself but I feel I needed some of you to chime in. I've had the confession on the tip of my tongue for weeks, I just don't know exactly how to say it or even bring it up. I don't know about my guardian. I don't have nightmares like I used to but when I do dream it's cryptic or very straight forward and eye opening.

Would appreciate more people chiming in.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

It sounds like a message, and messages are usually quite straight-forward, to make them simple for us to decipher. First dream, to not reveal your beliefs to your mother, perhaps you were thinking about doing so? The second dream could be of your Guardian. It sounds like she gave you the first message, and is letting you know that she is there for you, while your family may not be.

Hail Satan!


--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "raevenel" <raevenel@ wrote:

After a bit of meditation and sleep, I had a rather disturbing dream. My family doesn't know I'm a satanist. In my dream I finally came to confess to the most understanding person in my life, my mother. However, she was less than understanding and spoke adamantly about her distaste in my choice of religion. I woke up and fought to go back to sleep. It was here I had a second dream, a bit more vague.

I stood on a barren field pocketed with burning holes in the ground and corpses strewn about. At the very end, I could see a tree, full of life and vibrant in the field. As I made my way toward the tree I could feel the hands of the dead clawing and grabbing at my pant legs, tearing the fabric and cutting into my skin. As I finally reached the tree, I could see very bright and beautiful fruit hanging down. Plucking one, I took a bite. As I chewed and swallowed, I felt someone behind me. It was a very beautiful woman, she smiled at me and took me into her arms.

I woke up shortly after but could clearly feel someone unseen holding me. So...should I read into this too much?

 

[jelcinboris]

i agree with lydia, it could be your guardian. you are very lucky because guardians are sometimes very hard to reach. looks like yours is dream related which i find very impressive. it might be hard at first to interpret its messages but with time you will probably understand them completely. hopefully you'll be able to establish a reliable communication channel with it in the future. i wish you the best of luck, guardians are your closest friends you'll ever meet.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "raevenel" <raevenel@... wrote:

After a bit of meditation and sleep, I had a rather disturbing dream. My family doesn't know I'm a satanist. In my dream I finally came to confess to the most understanding person in my life, my mother. However, she was less than understanding and spoke adamantly about her distaste in my choice of religion. I woke up and fought to go back to sleep. It was here I had a second dream, a bit more vague.

I stood on a barren field pocketed with burning holes in the ground and corpses strewn about. At the very end, I could see a tree, full of life and vibrant in the field. As I made my way toward the tree I could feel the hands of the dead clawing and grabbing at my pant legs, tearing the fabric and cutting into my skin. As I finally reached the tree, I could see very bright and beautiful fruit hanging down. Plucking one, I took a bite. As I chewed and swallowed, I felt someone behind me. It was a very beautiful woman, she smiled at me and took me into her arms.

I woke up shortly after but could clearly feel someone unseen holding me. So...should I read into this too much?

 

[raevenel]

Some are very moving and others are incredibly hard to get anything out of. The common factor in the dreams is often family. Not always pleasant, to be honest. If you don't mind my asking, why is a dream related guardian impressive?

Thanks for answering my questions.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "jelcinboris" <jelcinboris@... wrote:

i agree with lydia, it could be your guardian. you are very lucky because guardians are sometimes very hard to reach. looks like yours is dream related which i find very impressive. it might be hard at first to interpret its messages but with time you will probably understand them completely. hopefully you'll be able to establish a reliable communication channel with it in the future. i wish you the best of luck, guardians are your closest friends you'll ever meet.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "raevenel" <raevenel@ wrote:

After a bit of meditation and sleep, I had a rather disturbing dream. My family doesn't know I'm a satanist. In my dream I finally came to confess to the most understanding person in my life, my mother. However, she was less than understanding and spoke adamantly about her distaste in my choice of religion. I woke up and fought to go back to sleep. It was here I had a second dream, a bit more vague.

I stood on a barren field pocketed with burning holes in the ground and corpses strewn about. At the very end, I could see a tree, full of life and vibrant in the field. As I made my way toward the tree I could feel the hands of the dead clawing and grabbing at my pant legs, tearing the fabric and cutting into my skin. As I finally reached the tree, I could see very bright and beautiful fruit hanging down. Plucking one, I took a bite. As I chewed and swallowed, I felt someone behind me. It was a very beautiful woman, she smiled at me and took me into her arms.

I woke up shortly after but could clearly feel someone unseen holding me. So...should I read into this too much?

 

[darrklady13]

The dream is symbolic of you eating the tree of knowledge....finding a guardian....ENLIGHTENMENT.

You want to throw away the filth of religion and open yourself to Satan and the Gods.
Go for it.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "raevenel" <raevenel@... wrote:

After a bit of meditation and sleep, I had a rather disturbing dream. My family doesn't know I'm a satanist. In my dream I finally came to confess to the most understanding person in my life, my mother. However, she was less than understanding and spoke adamantly about her distaste in my choice of religion. I woke up and fought to go back to sleep. It was here I had a second dream, a bit more vague.

I stood on a barren field pocketed with burning holes in the ground and corpses strewn about. At the very end, I could see a tree, full of life and vibrant in the field. As I made my way toward the tree I could feel the hands of the dead clawing and grabbing at my pant legs, tearing the fabric and cutting into my skin. As I finally reached the tree, I could see very bright and beautiful fruit hanging down. Plucking one, I took a bite. As I chewed and swallowed, I felt someone behind me. It was a very beautiful woman, she smiled at me and took me into her arms.

I woke up shortly after but could clearly feel someone unseen holding me. So...should I read into this too much?

 

[raevenel]

It would be nice to escape all the 'an xian God is the greatest thing to ever happen to me' type of shit floating around me right now. I've already dedicated a few months back. Exactly the same month I've not had any terrible nightmares I've had in the past. It's been smooth sailing, really. Compared to the rest of my family that believes in the book of bullshit.

To be honest though, I wouldn't know how to start.

Hail Satan!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:


The dream is symbolic of you eating the tree of knowledge....finding a guardian....ENLIGHTENMENT.

You want to throw away the filth of religion and open yourself to Satan and the Gods.
Go for it.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "raevenel" <raevenel@ wrote:

After a bit of meditation and sleep, I had a rather disturbing dream. My family doesn't know I'm a satanist. In my dream I finally came to confess to the most understanding person in my life, my mother. However, she was less than understanding and spoke adamantly about her distaste in my choice of religion. I woke up and fought to go back to sleep. It was here I had a second dream, a bit more vague.

I stood on a barren field pocketed with burning holes in the ground and corpses strewn about. At the very end, I could see a tree, full of life and vibrant in the field. As I made my way toward the tree I could feel the hands of the dead clawing and grabbing at my pant legs, tearing the fabric and cutting into my skin. As I finally reached the tree, I could see very bright and beautiful fruit hanging down. Plucking one, I took a bite. As I chewed and swallowed, I felt someone behind me. It was a very beautiful woman, she smiled at me and took me into her arms.

I woke up shortly after but could clearly feel someone unseen holding me. So...should I read into this too much?