Disturbing crazy, garbled sentences when waking...

[wargamer44]

This is becoming more and more a problem and is not schizophrenia or anything.  Nothing is talking to me, simply scrambled thoughts [I guess in my own voice] that don't even complete sentences.  Like someone changing the TV channel every 4 seconds, complete with imagery.  
WTF is that all about?  It's disturbing me, but be sure you understand that nothing at all is telling me to do anything.  It's called hypnagagic sleep / waking apparently  Someone went so far to imply that maybe they were hearing snippets of future conversations and so on.  I don't know about that though.
I'm dedicated for two years now?  and really suck at the meditations / visualizations but try.  I want to succeed.  Am I being contacted?  Is it the future or past? (I call B.S. on that one)
But why does it not no sense, nor even complete a full sentence?  Sometimes it's one line from a song, over and over and over...  cannot stop it, but after sitting up gone.... I am very coherent at the time.  (no psych meds btw, don't believe in them)
And the "exploding head" syndrome.  look it up...  Gunshots, fireworks, doors slamming, that make you jerk up in panic...  loud!!! that did not happen other people were in the room.  Apparently not a common thing, but harmless.  I am under an incredible amout of stress right now, trust me.  Thoughts?

 

[erica6678]

Its happened to me to . its ok the voices will settle so you can hear you guardian. They can protect you from any weird voices you hear will disappear in time. When you feel the need to meditate with protective light aura.

 

[erica6678]

To cut out and replace a chakras by healer wonder what it means!

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Void meditation.
Hail Satan!

On Monday, October 20, 2014 6:51 PM, "jefftoe@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  This is becoming more and more a problem and is not schizophrenia or anything.  Nothing is talking to me, simply scrambled thoughts [I guess in my own voice] that don't even complete sentences.  Like someone changing the TV channel every 4 seconds, complete with imagery.  
WTF is that all about?  It's disturbing me, but be sure you understand that nothing at all is telling me to do anything.  It's called hypnagagic sleep / waking apparently  Someone went so far to imply that maybe they were hearing snippets of future conversations and so on.  I don't know about that though.
I'm dedicated for two years now?  and really suck at the meditations / visualizations but try.  I want to succeed.  Am I being contacted?  Is it the future or past? (I call B.S. on that one)
But why does it not no sense, nor even complete a full sentence?  Sometimes it's one line from a song, over and over and over...  cannot stop it, but after sitting up gone.... I am very coherent at the time.  (no psych meds btw, don't believe in them)
And the "exploding head" syndrome.  look it up...  Gunshots, fireworks, doors slamming, that make you jerk up in panic...  loud!!! that did not happen other people were in the room.  Apparently not a common thing, but harmless.  I am under an incredible amout of stress right now, trust me.  Thoughts?

 

[erica6678]

Thanks,Do they ever for you seem distant then walk close right next to you so you hear them close. And stay that way when sleeping sometimes?

 

[Sims Motal]

I often go to sleep with warm, wonderful hugs.
Hail Father Satan!
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On Wed, 11/12/14, erica6678@... [JoyofSatan666] <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:


Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Disturbing crazy, garbled sentences when waking...
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Wednesday, November 12, 2014, 10:28 AM


 









Thanks,Do they ever for you seem distant then walk
close right next to you so you hear them close. And stay
that way when sleeping sometimes?










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[magnum.arcanum]

I woke up with very disturbing thoughts, emotions and especially disturbing ideas, before dedicating.  But, now, I just confront the bastards doing it and ask them if I can introduce them to my new allies.  I'm very mean back to them.  That shit magically stopped. Of course I'm merely dealing with some low level dipshits here.  You've been doing this awhile now.  It could be your fighting with someone and upon waking you think its something to have to do with you.  That's what they do to you.  They create and attempt to manipulate a disturbing dream based on random things your thinking about at the time.  Then they twist it all up so when you wake up, you have these disturbing ideas still in your head.  And then its exactly like you said.  You don't no what's going on.  They bring you out of the dream so fast that you forget most of it accept for the disturbing parts.  You need to open up to the experience more and see that your probably not starting anything, or agreeing to anything, even though you feel like you may be.  Once you step out of the dream at the right time and see who the assholes doing it too you are - then you can kick them to the curb.  Once the void mediation really kicks in and your Aura of protection is working well, in my opinion, you will simply not even be aware of them.  You're Aura will be programmed to shut the door on them automatically.  No more being messed with. by low order dipshits.  I'd hammer on the 9 or so basic yogic breathing exercises and really work hard on "opening the soul" meditations i.e. opening the chakra meditations.  Hope you solve your problem soon and good luck!