Deprogramming your mind

[conradproudlysatanic]

Brothers and sisters I'm so frustrated and starting to hate myself and feeling worthless, a disappointment to Father Satan and the Demons... Due to random thoughts, not that random to be honest as I know exactly when they're going to pop up, a sick presence...
I've been battling with thoughts that pop up especially when I'm praying to Satan or reading about Satan and the Demons, these thoughts very from insults, swearing, name calling, disrespectful remarks, christian verses, christian methology about Satan etc to visual insults etc... I block them off as much as I can but I'm at a stage where I think twice before saying Hail Satan after prayer or whatever cause I know what's comming, I restate Hail Satan sometimes up to 6 times and accept the best visual and statement possible e.g. I like to visualize Father Satan and whispering Most Powerful True God as I say Hail Satan...

Please help me, how do I deprogram my mind? I feel so horrible and worthless after experiencing them thoughts even though I fight with them, it always feels like they've won... And its not small insults, its really brutal with a feeladdictioning a trater... I'm a recovering drug addict and I know a lot of this has to do with my past addiction... I do slip up sometimes and when I do use, it's ten times worse... I've had thoughts that maybe that's Father Satan's way of showing me how important it is not to slip up... But I can't see how Father Satan will be teaching me lesson based on insults towards Him? I block it off easier when I'm clean which is most of the time but sometimes I do loose the fight...

 

[kieithnightmare0]

First of all, it’s never a good idea to do drugs! Even a small slip up can do damage, as you’ve experienced. Drugs severely weaken and damage your aura, making it easier for the enemy to harass you.

For the invasive thoughts, it’s really important you do void meditation daily. Even if you start out small with 3 minutes, just work up to doing it longer. Several times a day if you can.
Giving these awful thoughts attention just makes them stronger. Ignore them, they’re from the enemy, NOT YOU!

Clean your aura!!! And empower it daily too! Here are some links to help you with that. You can also program your aura to repel drug cravings and such, be creative.
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=94
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopi ... =3&t=10736

I would also recommend you eat cleanly and start out with a basic yoga program. This can do wonders for your body. If you still have problems with drugs, why not seek professional help?

Don’t give up!! Never give up

 

[conradproudlysatanic]

Thanks so much for the adviceI have only been doing void meditation to the minimum so I'm definitely going to do void meditation as much as I can... As for the drug problem I was busy planing programming my aura tonight to repel drug cravings and temptation. White Gold would be the perfect color right?

 

[kieithnightmare0]

Yep, bright like the sun. You can even breathe in energy directly from the sun if you’re able to. Just don’t forget to clean your aura too.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... urses.html
This one will throw the enemy garbage back at them. Just whatever meditation program you have, stay consistent.