Unwanted Thoughts and Inner Struggle

[New member]

Unwanted, disapproved, and unstoppable bad thoughts about the Gods constantly come to my mind. This really bothers me. I am writing here because these thoughts have reached an unbearable point. Sometimes, because of this, I even feel guilty. I tell myself not to worry, because these thoughts do not belong to me. Yet I still do not want to live with these thoughts and obsessions. I feel very disturbed. I do not want to feel this way or be disturbed when I am not sinful.

How can I free myself completely from these thoughts and feel both innocent and at peace?

 

[Lucius Invictus [NG]]

You can start with void meditation, which helps you control unwanted thoughts. Aside from that, I recommend that you study the Temple of Zeus daily. Fill your mind with the knowledge that redeems the Gods in your own consciousness. Once you begin to know the Gods via meditation + study, you'll have no reason to have unconscious doubts, worries, fears, etc.

Right now, it's just low level mental chatter to obstruct Zevic evolution. What you experiencing isn't really abnormal to start and not exclusive to you.

Best

 

[Apprentice]

The old programming in your own mind sometimes fights against you wanting to become a better human being. Follow the advice NG gave you.

 

[Stormblood]

Self-hypnosis can help a great deal here.

You already correctly recognise that this thoughts don't belong to you. How do you feel about crafting some self-hypnosis affirmations to release them?

There is also a guide here that can help you eliminate those thoughts: https://templeofzeus.org/Deprogramming_from_Christianity_Hypnosis.php

I also suggest reading this: https://templeofzeus.org/Freeing_the_Mind_from_Christianity_and_Islam.php

The guide should be taken as a primer for this most basic operation of freeing yourself of limiting beliefs and harmful patterns in general, as you can use the same structure for other things as well.