Depression?

[slailievenyara]

ever snice i attempted a real ritual ive been feeling worse and worse..i tryed astrally giving my soul to father and snice then ive been getting injured by my surrondings bruised,cut,scrapped,swollen all over, also my parents have been getting worser and worser and pushed God apoun me i am getting sadder and sadder everyday, i cant find a way to see if im truely dedicated or not and im scared its only gonna become worse , i feel a grey is trying to kill me or somthing cause ive never been hurt so much in one week before i prayed for protection but its only becoming harder on me im at wit's end what can i do??


Hail Father lucifer!

 

[Heavenraiser]

Yeah, I got the same way too. Just be strong. I'm sorry that's all I can say. I hope you get better soon. Hail Satan and happy Yule!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "slailievenyara" <slailievenyara@... wrote:

ever snice i attempted a real ritual ive been feeling worse and worse..i tryed astrally giving my soul to father and snice then ive been getting injured by my surrondings bruised,cut,scrapped,swollen all over, also my parents have been getting worser and worser and pushed God apoun me i am getting sadder and sadder everyday, i cant find a way to see if im truely dedicated or not and im scared its only gonna become worse , i feel a grey is trying to kill me or somthing cause ive never been hurt so much in one week before i prayed for protection but its only becoming harder on me im at wit's end what can i do??


Hail Father lucifer!

 

[Apathy Aerosmith]

In JOS, it said that after doing the dedication ritual, at first you may feel negative effects on your life. This happens so that the positive effects can take place. So just wait it out and be strong because Father never turns his back on us.

From: Heavenraiser <mayeshakpah@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wed, December 9, 2009 3:01:56 PM
Subject: [Teens4Satan] Re: Depression?

 
Yeah, I got the same way too. Just be strong. I'm sorry that's all I can say. I hope you get better soon. Hail Satan and happy Yule!

--- In Teens4Satan@ yahoogroups. com, "slailievenyara" <slailievenyara@ ... wrote:

ever snice i attempted a real ritual ive been feeling worse and worse..i tryed astrally giving my soul to father and snice then ive been getting injured by my surrondings bruised,cut, scrapped, swollen all over, also my parents have been getting worser and worser and pushed God apoun me i am getting sadder and sadder everyday, i cant find a way to see if im truely dedicated or not and im scared its only gonna become worse , i feel a grey is trying to kill me or somthing cause ive never been hurt so much in one week before i prayed for protection but its only becoming harder on me im at wit's end what can i do??


Hail Father lucifer!

 

[Erica]

Don't give up on Father. Keep talking to him. Keep your mind occupied, the depresion will get better. Talk to your Guardian Demon even if you do not know his/her name. Know noone can kill you you are protected by Satan. Pray to Father mentally when your parents try to push that on you for protection. Do meditations everyday advice on this link
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html
The aura of Protection
http://www.666blacksun.com/Protection.html
Breath in energy and "it will protect you".
A meditation of protection with blue energy
http://satanssite.yolasite.com/more-meditations.php
Protection scroll down:

Visualize a shield covering your whole body and any of your personal items( your house, your astral temple).Color it very strongly blue, vibrant blue. You specify exactly what you want it to block. Then mentally cover yourself with it before you sleep.

Push blue light onto the bad entities. They'll absorb the light. You overload it. In a higher level than there's to much onto them. They can't take it. Very high level.

Don't give up and everything will be better than it was before.
HS!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "slailievenyara" <slailievenyara@... wrote:

ever snice i attempted a real ritual ive been feeling worse and worse..i tryed astrally giving my soul to father and snice then ive been getting injured by my surrondings bruised,cut,scrapped,swollen all over, also my parents have been getting worser and worser and pushed God apoun me i am getting sadder and sadder everyday, i cant find a way to see if im truely dedicated or not and im scared its only gonna become worse , i feel a grey is trying to kill me or somthing cause ive never been hurt so much in one week before i prayed for protection but its only becoming harder on me im at wit's end what can i do??


Hail Father lucifer!

 

[F F]

You wont find help from anyone but yourself.If you cannot help yourself, then why would anyone want to help you?First attempt to improve your own life, and then perhaps you will beblessed by something or someone else, and luck will start finding its way to you.
If you are depressed, find something that makes you happy
Start Meditating and try to find balance in your life


-M

 

[psychoanamull666]

Fight it,you control life not the other way around.Envision a bright (i mean BRIGHT) light around your heart chakra (middle of your chest area) exploding out surronding you and pushing away any negativity.It works pretty well for me and it keeps me from cutting.So,good luck and stay strong HAIL SATAN!