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Demons...

My name is Erica and I consider myself a Witch but am highly drawn to Satanism. 
I read a lot of the material on JOS but have a question anyway. Please excuse any ignorance on my part, i just have no one else I can ask...
I have had what I thought were visions and visitations by demons but they were out to hurt me, or so it seemed... I am nervous for Dedication due to this. Have I been deluded this whole time??? We're these "demons" actually angels?! Can I know before Dedication or must I get trust knowledge later?
Again, I smile serious and very much appreciate any genuine thoughts on or experiences with this.
Thank you.
 
The enemy greys often pose as the misrepresentation of demons, in order to try scaring people away from the truth. They also pose as so-called "angels." Keep searching for the truth. You'll find it. Approach the Gods respectfully and you'll likely find them very loving and helpful. Hail Father Satan and ALL the Gods and Goddesses of Duat!
 
@ enorde261I was drawn to Witchcraft at first, being a prominent Witch in a previous life.  But, I'm very much about this now after reading everything on the website and understanding it.  You are correct, that some demons will hurt you and you were probably absolutely correct in your assumption.  Not all demons like humans.  Having studied the materials myself and nearing my own personal time to perform the dedication ritual; it's my understanding that, Satan's demons, will not harm you, but you do not want to try to summon them until after you have performed the dedication ritual.  Once in Satan's Kingdom so to speak, you will experience his demons which are true ally demons.  At that time you will be able to make clear and very distinct, differentiation's between Satan's demons and other demons.  Simply put, Satan's demons won't try to harm you and will help you to advance in native spiritual awareness and advanced spiritual development and other demons may try to take advantage of you or harm you.  Under Satan's Kingdom this will stop.  You will be protected.  This is so true that many I feel who are psychically or spiritually inclined, seek out Satan at first merely for his protection, and then later discover the wise choice they have made.  You should study the website and find out who exactly the enemies of Satan are.  There are a lot of broken links and stuff, which personally I find degrading and embarrassing, but never-the-less the data is there to be had.  Once you've fully studied it and can get behind the specific extraterrestrial influences, it will be very clear.  You also will want to look at building an aura of protection around yourself and why that is important.  You can do that without being obligated to perform the dedication ritual.  That is listed in the meditations section.  ---In [email protected], <enorde261@... wrote :My name is Erica and I consider myself a Witch but am highly drawn to Satanism. I read a lot of the material on JOS but have a question anyway. Please excuse any ignorance on my part, i just have no one else I can ask...I have had what I thought were visions and visitations by demons but they were out to hurt me, or so it seemed... I am nervous for Dedication due to this. Have I been deluded this whole time??? We're these "demons" actually angels?! Can I know before Dedication or must I get trust knowledge later?Again, I smile serious and very much appreciate any genuine thoughts on or experiences with this.Thank you.
 
@ Call_Me_Something_ElseNo.  Not yet.  Everything is going well though.  I had a very tough time confronting the data.  For weeks and weeks; “every day”.  It was horrible.  I finally crawled out of the swamp on that last Sunday as I surmised I eventually would; with spiritual help from you guys.  Thanks a lot for that buy the way.  I know now that not only is Spiritual Satanism for me, its hands down the best one out of all of them in my opinion.  When I say “confront”, I mean that it seemed very disorganized and hard to grasp.  So, I just kept braking it down to where it was organized and made logical sense to me.  I know that sounds weird probably, but I learn things like that.  I realize it’s not the normal way people learn things.  Yesterday and tonight I will be studying everything.  When I say “studying”, I mean reading.  And when I say “reading” I mean understanding.  I when I say “understanding” I mean reading and never going past a word or symbol that I don't understand without looking it up on the website or dictionary or encyclopedia etc.  That type of thing.  I’m just going to follow straight through the bulk of it.  I’m using the 592 page Joy of Satan PDF compiled by Logan McDonnell.  It’s through JoyofSatan.com.  I’ve already looked over all the individual pages on the website, so I won’t be steered in the wrong direction.  The purpose is to sequentially go through the bulk of materials and look up and understand every concept I don’t understand.  Once I can say I’ve done that, I can really say that I read the materials and didn’t just skip things I didn’t understand.  I’ll have a rudimentary understanding.  Obviously I’ll have to get more and more detailed about it later on.  Then I can say that I’ve read the materials “for real”.  I want to know just a little bit about Astrology right now.  I’d settle for a computer program that doubles as a teaching tool.  There is a $70 one I was looking at on Amazon.com.  I could call this women I know that could tell me about that, but I’d rather find out from High Priestess Maxine Dietrich.  I know from her Sermons that she’s “very” knowledgeable on that.  The Astrology thing isn’t going to be a delay factor, but it would be nice to know a good time to do various rituals.  For now, I just want to use a program to help figure it out.  I just defined what the term “ritual” meant yesterday.  I thought I knew what it meant before.  I was wrong.  I’m at the library right now and I’ll be studying until they close.  I stopped working out at the Health club so I could devote all my time to this and I want to get back to that, so I’m not screwing around with this at all.  As far as help goes, you could give me a short paragraph on what Satan’s enemies are doing to destroy the Yezidi.  I want an alter in my apartment and I have a wall in my living room facing the street, but it seems kind of cheesy.  I’ve got an alarm system.  I’d put it in my bedroom but spirits would probably inadvertently scare the crap out of my neighbors.  Some apartment fashion tips would be nice.  It will take a little while to get through 592 pages and understand everything, but I’m on the home stretch now.  High Priestess Maxine Dietrich mentioned it was “very important” and that it was “an initiation” and I’m simply taking it very seriously.  I’m not saving up for a gold-plated knife to poke my finger with or anything.  Maybe a razor sharp long axe like my Viking Guardian.  Guys just a total bad-ass.  That one would be pretty expensive…      
 
I have a question.. I performed the dedication ritual however I messed up.. I uses the blood from my right arm where I was already injured I peeled the skin off from the sca. Because I couldn't get enough blood to come out to write my name , I didn't notice it said to use my left index finger I still felt comfort after words but I hope I didn't mess up to bad.. I want to know If I should do it again with my left index finger to be safe .. I once had the energy but after that I can't seem to find it.. Its like its gone in a way.. Idk what to do i meditated and still didn't find or summon energy ... It had work the day before.. I'f I can redue the retual I will I just want to make sure it will be. Okay like I don't want anything bad to happen I'm not scared or anything but I just can't seem to find the energy ..
 
The dedication is only meant to be done once.That energy you felt was probably a Demon's or Demoness'. You'll be able to feel it again once you empower yourself and have a relationship (any type, not just dating) with a Demon/ess.
 
What matters most about the dedication ritual is your intent. Almost everyone has problems with it, but the end result is always the same. As long as your intent was pure you will be fine.
 
You do not need a long handled axe or anything else fancy to cut yourself with for the dedication ritual. All you need is a razor blaze, lancet (used by diabetics and available at drug stores), or any other clean implement you feel comfortable to draw the blood with.
 
No.  I want the blood to really pour out man!!  When I referred to the ax, I was attempting to be ironic.  I never thought of a Diabetics razor blade lancet though.  That's a really good idea.  Thanks.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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