@ Call_Me_Something_ElseNo. Not yet. Everything is going well though. I had a very tough time confronting the data. For weeks and weeks; “every day”. It was horrible. I finally crawled out of the swamp on that last Sunday as I surmised I eventually would; with spiritual help from you guys. Thanks a lot for that buy the way. I know now that not only is Spiritual Satanism for me, its hands down the best one out of all of them in my opinion. When I say “confront”, I mean that it seemed very disorganized and hard to grasp. So, I just kept braking it down to where it was organized and made logical sense to me. I know that sounds weird probably, but I learn things like that. I realize it’s not the normal way people learn things. Yesterday and tonight I will be studying everything. When I say “studying”, I mean reading. And when I say “reading” I mean understanding. I when I say “understanding” I mean reading and never going past a word or symbol that I don't understand without looking it up on the website or dictionary or encyclopedia etc. That type of thing. I’m just going to follow straight through the bulk of it. I’m using the 592 page Joy of Satan PDF compiled by Logan McDonnell. It’s through JoyofSatan.com. I’ve already looked over all the individual pages on the website, so I won’t be steered in the wrong direction. The purpose is to sequentially go through the bulk of materials and look up and understand every concept I don’t understand. Once I can say I’ve done that, I can really say that I read the materials and didn’t just skip things I didn’t understand. I’ll have a rudimentary understanding. Obviously I’ll have to get more and more detailed about it later on. Then I can say that I’ve read the materials “for real”. I want to know just a little bit about Astrology right now. I’d settle for a computer program that doubles as a teaching tool. There is a $70 one I was looking at on Amazon.com. I could call this women I know that could tell me about that, but I’d rather find out from High Priestess Maxine Dietrich. I know from her Sermons that she’s “very” knowledgeable on that. The Astrology thing isn’t going to be a delay factor, but it would be nice to know a good time to do various rituals. For now, I just want to use a program to help figure it out. I just defined what the term “ritual” meant yesterday. I thought I knew what it meant before. I was wrong. I’m at the library right now and I’ll be studying until they close. I stopped working out at the Health club so I could devote all my time to this and I want to get back to that, so I’m not screwing around with this at all. As far as help goes, you could give me a short paragraph on what Satan’s enemies are doing to destroy the Yezidi. I want an alter in my apartment and I have a wall in my living room facing the street, but it seems kind of cheesy. I’ve got an alarm system. I’d put it in my bedroom but spirits would probably inadvertently scare the crap out of my neighbors. Some apartment fashion tips would be nice. It will take a little while to get through 592 pages and understand everything, but I’m on the home stretch now. High Priestess Maxine Dietrich mentioned it was “very important” and that it was “an initiation” and I’m simply taking it very seriously. I’m not saving up for a gold-plated knife to poke my finger with or anything. Maybe a razor sharp long axe like my Viking Guardian. Guys just a total bad-ass. That one would be pretty expensive…