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You can't believe, but i am a 66 Years old catholic monk, and during a crisis I decided to become a follower of Satan. It's true! Now I have big problems. It seems to me unpossible to leave the monastery cause financial dependence. But deep in my soul I feel close to the satanic belief. I have loose the former religion, avoid any prayer to X and am ready to follow the old religon of Azazel and Lilith. You can't imagine how desperate I am sometimes, but the invocation to Satan helps me a lot. The dark vision of the Prince an Goddess of the world will stay until I'm dead, it will endure all infection of the losen creed. What is your advice? Please answer me and give spiritual help! I NEED IT VERY MUCH! 'Thanks!
 
"follow the old religon of Azazel and Lilith"

With that, I hope you don't believe that Azazel is Satan or Satanism is the reverse of xianity, right?Azazel is Satan/Enki's half brother's grandson, they are different beings. Read http://www.joyofsatan.org and http://www.exposingchristianity.com We predate xianity and are about raising the kundalini and spiritual powers with meditation and kundalini yoga and reaching Godhead, that's the foundation of Spiritual Satanism.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Feodor Dickel" <feodordickel@... wrote:

You can't believe, but i am a 66 Years old catholic monk, and during a crisis I decided to become a follower of Satan. It's true! Now I have big problems. It seems to me unpossible to leave the monastery cause financial dependence. But deep in my soul I feel close to the satanic belief. I have loose the former religion, avoid any prayer to X and am ready to follow the old religon of Azazel and Lilith. You can't imagine how desperate I am sometimes, but the invocation to Satan helps me a lot. The dark vision of the Prince an Goddess of the world will stay until I'm dead, it will endure all infection of the losen creed. What is your advice? Please answer me and give spiritual help! I NEED IT VERY MUCH! 'Thanks!
 
woah um welcome. well brother all i can say is ask father for help, and all will come into play for you. hail father and the mighty gods!
-----Original Message-----
Date: Friday, April 01, 2011 1:08:37 am
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Feodor Dickel" <feodordickel@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] converted

You can't believe, but i am a 66 Years old catholic monk, and during a crisis I decided to become a follower of Satan. It's true! Now I have big problems. It seems to me unpossible to leave the monastery cause financial dependence. But deep in my soul I feel close to the satanic belief. I have loose the former religion, avoid any prayer to X and am ready to follow the old religon of Azazel and Lilith. You can't imagine how desperate I am sometimes, but the invocation to Satan helps me a lot. The dark vision of the Prince an Goddess of the world will stay until I'm dead, it will endure all infection of the losen creed. What is your advice? Please answer me and give spiritual help! I NEED IT VERY MUCH! 'Thanks!
 
I'm also sure if you meditate every day (If you don't you should, because this is the most important thing in SS) you can program your aura, or use kabalistic squares or other mind workings to get over your financial dependance and find some money or some other way. There's other ways to attract money in the files of this group.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "binger123456" <binger123456@... wrote:

"follow the old religon of Azazel and Lilith"

With that, I hope you don't believe that Azazel is Satan or Satanism is the reverse of xianity, right?Azazel is Satan/Enki's half brother's grandson, they are different beings. Read http://www.joyofsatan.org and http://www.exposingchristianity.com We predate xianity and are about raising the kundalini and spiritual powers with meditation and kundalini yoga and reaching Godhead, that's the foundation of Spiritual Satanism.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Feodor Dickel" <feodordickel@ wrote:

You can't believe, but i am a 66 Years old catholic monk, and during a crisis I decided to become a follower of Satan. It's true! Now I have big problems. It seems to me unpossible to leave the monastery cause financial dependence. But deep in my soul I feel close to the satanic belief. I have loose the former religion, avoid any prayer to X and am ready to follow the old religon of Azazel and Lilith. You can't imagine how desperate I am sometimes, but the invocation to Satan helps me a lot. The dark vision of the Prince an Goddess of the world will stay until I'm dead, it will endure all infection of the losen creed. What is your advice? Please answer me and give spiritual help! I NEED IT VERY MUCH! 'Thanks!
 
Forgive me for sounding maliciously reptilian, but wouldn't it be great to have an infiltrator right within enemy walls?
I'm just thinking it's a way for us to fight back and to give them a taste of their own bullshit - infiltration.
We've been suffering under the hands of enemy intruders for far too long - far too frequently.
This is a perfect opportunity for us to strike back.

Another great thing with having Sir Feodor stay in his monastery is that he gets to have access to the wasted xian energy all around him.
I think we'd all agree if we'd rather that xian energy be used to strengthen Mother Earth (of course, only after proper cleansing and consecration procedures have been followed) than further empower the jewhovah thoughtform.

Also, the deeper he gets within the ranks, the more dirt he'll be able to provide us.


&&


Now, to answer your questions.

1. The Church Of Azazel founded by Diane Vera is in no way affiliated with the JoS, nor do they practice the same beliefs and ideas we do.
Vera has been endlessly ranting bullshit against the JoS - she is our enemy.
Azazel and Satan are separate beings. Maxine would know, since Azazel is one of her guardian demons (if I'm not mistaken).
Satan is the half-brother of Azazel's grandfather.
You can't be both yourself and your own grandfather's half-brother. ;)

2. I understand you want to leave. I have some advice for you though, while you are unable to leave.
I'm pretty sure the monastery will allow you to leave gradually - until you are ready to go completely on your own.
More or less, you'll probably be able to completely live that place in 6 months (trust in Father - He can get you out in less).
Since you'll have much more time to meditate (instead of studying the bible as they task you to) within a day than any of us do, it's best you make use of as much time as possible - open your chakras 1-3 times a day (depending on the chakra assigned to that day) and then empower them by chanting during the night.

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... akras.html 
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html 

If you find you might have trouble with people hearing you chant, you can also chant within your mind using your astral voice.
I wrote an article on this:
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/JoyofSata ... sage/32879 

Note: Don't worry about the breathing patterns. You can do the regular inhale + chant on the exhale; or just in hale and exhale whenever you feel like it.

Also, here are some mantras to greatly improve psychic senses:
"AUM CHIVA TUM E" = Clairaudience && feel the vibration in your throat chakra
"ISIS" = Clairvoyance && feel the vibration in the middle of your forehead
Here are some other mantras: http://gnosticgirl.wordpress.com/2008/1 ... faculties/


Now, you'll need an astral temple because you clearly cannot perform rituals in the physical.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... emple.html


As soon as your chakras are completely open and empowered, begin a Kabalistic Square to ensure your finances outside of the monastery.

I hope this helped.


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i'll make you scream, baby
as long as you pay me

--- In [email protected], "Feodor Dickel" <feodordickel@... wrote:

You can't believe, but i am a 66 Years old catholic monk, and during a crisis I decided to become a follower of Satan. It's true! Now I have big problems. It seems to me unpossible to leave the monastery cause financial dependence. But deep in my soul I feel close to the satanic belief. I have loose the former religion, avoid any prayer to X and am ready to follow the old religon of Azazel and Lilith. You can't imagine how desperate I am sometimes, but the invocation to Satan helps me a lot. The dark vision of the Prince an Goddess of the world will stay until I'm dead, it will endure all infection of the losen creed. What is your advice? Please answer me and give spiritual help! I NEED IT VERY MUCH! 'Thanks!
 
<td val[/IMG]You are an inspiration to us all my brother.I once was a charismatic minister for a large church myself.Glad we both woke up to the lies,before it was too late.
Hail Satan!
BG

--- On Fri, 4/1/11, Feodor Dickel <feodordickel@... wrote:
From: Feodor Dickel <feodordickel@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] converted
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, April 1, 2011, 12:20 AM

  You can't believe, but i am a 66 Years old catholic monk, and during a crisis I decided to become a follower of Satan. It's true! Now I have big problems. It seems to me unpossible to leave the monastery cause financial dependence. But deep in my soul I feel close to the satanic belief. I have loose the former religion, avoid any prayer to X and am ready to follow the old religon of Azazel and Lilith. You can't imagine how desperate I am sometimes, but the invocation to Satan helps me a lot. The dark vision of the Prince an Goddess of the world will stay until I'm dead, it will endure all infection of the losen creed. What is your advice? Please answer me and give spiritual help! I NEED IT VERY MUCH! 'Thanks!
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<td val[/IMG]HAIL SATAN


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To: <[email protected];
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] converted
Sent: Sat, Apr 2, 2011 12:45:39 PM

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<td val[/IMG]You are an inspiration to us all my brother.I once was a charismatic minister for a large church myself.Glad we both woke up to the lies,before it was too late.
Hail Satan!
BG

--- On Fri, 4/1/11, Feodor Dickel <feodordickel@... wrote:
From: Feodor Dickel <feodordickel@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] converted
To: [email protected]
Date: Friday, April 1, 2011, 12:20 AM

  You can't believe, but i am a 66 Years old catholic monk, and during a crisis I decided to become a follower of Satan. It's true! Now I have big problems. It seems to me unpossible to leave the monastery cause financial dependence. But deep in my soul I feel close to the satanic belief. I have loose the former religion, avoid any prayer to X and am ready to follow the old religon of Azazel and Lilith. You can't imagine how desperate I am sometimes, but the invocation to Satan helps me a lot. The dark vision of the Prince an Goddess of the world will stay until I'm dead, it will endure all infection of the losen creed. What is your advice? Please answer me and give spiritual help! I NEED IT VERY MUCH! 'Thanks!
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Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

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