Feodor Dickel
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- Feb 6, 2002
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You can't believe, but i am a 66 Years old catholic monk, and during a crisis I decided to become a follower of Satan. It's true! Now I have big problems. It seems to me unpossible to leave the monastery cause financial dependence. But deep in my soul I feel close to the satanic belief. I have loose the former religion, avoid any prayer to X and am ready to follow the old religon of Azazel and Lilith. You can't imagine how desperate I am sometimes, but the invocation to Satan helps me a lot. The dark vision of the Prince an Goddess of the world will stay until I'm dead, it will endure all infection of the losen creed. What is your advice? Please answer me and give spiritual help! I NEED IT VERY MUCH! 'Thanks!