Communing with Marchosias: My Experience

[magus.immortalis1]

I laid down in my bed and started praying to Lady Marchosias. I talk to the Gods the same way I would talk to my friends, with openness and I try to remain honest, not just to Them but to myself.

I guess that's my style of praying, perhaps others are different. I have read about telepathic communication and figured it meant a back and forth conversation, which I had never experienced consciously until today.

I was just talking to Her to apologize (I accidently ignored Her once when She was standing next to me, after chasing away angels. She stood next to me, and me, in my fucking idiocy, ignored Her. I was on some social networking site at the time, or reading emails, I forget) but I remember Her standing to my right. It just didn't register at the time that it was HER looking down at me, with eyes a million times brighter then the sun, burning into the side of my head. (But the burning didn't hurt or feel uncomfortable.) It was as if She was saying to me, without words, "I am here."

Now that I recall it, I remember Her aura was very, very bright white, with a tinge of light blue around the edges. This was a few days ago, when countless angels (thoughtforms, not Nordics...they feel different and act differently) came continuously crashing against me mentally and literally trying to drive me insane. I sucked it up,keeping calm and staying put, thinking it was the kundalini serpent and this was normal, until She came and chased Them away.
I am thankful to Her for this.

Got sidetracked there. Like I was saying earlier, I was praying to Her on my bed, and I felt someone standing at the edge of my bed, and a bright white light filled my third eye vision (it's not fully empowered yet, I need more practice) and I felt a female Satanic energy fill the room. It was strong.

Again, I feel so fucking slow sometimes, it took a while to register it was HER. She was there. Her aura is incredibly bright, and there's a warrior-like energy to Her. Only this time it was stronger then when She came to me, after chasing away the enemy (Her energy was more calming then). There was a wildness to Her energy, as if She could get totally into fighting. There was an ecstatic feel to fighting, that once you are in the full of it, you get lost and just DANCE.
Words fail me to describe Her.

She reminded me of something that Lord Satan told me to do, over a year ago.
He told me to study. To put my time into studying the Joy of Satan and its sister sites.
I brushed it off because I thought it was a figment of my imagination and not actually HIM. I consider it a big deal to have Lord Satan talk to me, surely it wasn't Him. But it was.

I was newer then, and am still currently learning to discern the voices and communication of Lord Satan, my kundalini serpent and the Powers of Hell. It's based more on feeling and intuition, and the seeing of the energy of the voices and the communication (for me, at least). You use more then one of your senses. It's also experience. I have made mistakes in the past.

She helped me today to remember His voice, the feeling I had when I heard His command, and how I felt afterwards, a surety.

I know this got rather long, but I didn't want to miss out on anything, and to get it all down here.

Thanks for reading.

Hail Lord Satan! Hail Lady Marchosias! Hail the Powers of Hell!

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]That sounds about how open I am too.Sometimes its a hit and miss conversation wise but never energy wise.I have told me wife that sometimes I don't always get the messages right.It still takes time to decide between what's me and the Gods but like you I am getter better and more acurate all the time.


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From: magus.immortalis <magus.immortalis@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Communing with Marchosias: My Experience
Sent: Thu, Sep 13, 2012 8:52:09 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I laid down in my bed and started praying to Lady Marchosias. I talk to the Gods the same way I would talk to my friends, with openness and I try to remain honest, not just to Them but to myself.

I guess that's my style of praying, perhaps others are different. I have read about telepathic communication and figured it meant a back and forth conversation, which I had never experienced consciously until today.

I was just talking to Her to apologize (I accidently ignored Her once when She was standing next to me, after chasing away angels. She stood next to me, and me, in my fucking idiocy, ignored Her. I was on some social networking site at the time, or reading emails, I forget) but I remember Her standing to my right. It just didn't register at the time that it was HER looking down at me, with eyes a million times brighter then the sun, burning into the side of my head. (But the burning didn't hurt or feel uncomfortable.) It was as if She was saying to me, without words, "I am here."

Now that I recall it, I remember Her aura was very, very bright white, with a tinge of light blue around the edges. This was a few days ago, when countless angels (thoughtforms, not Nordics...they feel different and act differently) came continuously crashing against me mentally and literally trying to drive me insane. I sucked it up,keeping calm and staying put, thinking it was the kundalini serpent and this was normal, until She came and chased Them away.
I am thankful to Her for this.

Got sidetracked there. Like I was saying earlier, I was praying to Her on my bed, and I felt someone standing at the edge of my bed, and a bright white light filled my third eye vision (it's not fully empowered yet, I need more practice) and I felt a female Satanic energy fill the room. It was strong.

Again, I feel so fucking slow sometimes, it took a while to register it was HER. She was there. Her aura is incredibly bright, and there's a warrior-like energy to Her. Only this time it was stronger then when She came to me, after chasing away the enemy (Her energy was more calming then). There was a wildness to Her energy, as if She could get totally into fighting. There was an ecstatic feel to fighting, that once you are in the full of it, you get lost and just DANCE.
Words fail me to describe Her.

She reminded me of something that Lord Satan told me to do, over a year ago.
He told me to study. To put my time into studying the Joy of Satan and its sister sites.
I brushed it off because I thought it was a figment of my imagination and not actually HIM. I consider it a big deal to have Lord Satan talk to me, surely it wasn't Him. But it was.

I was newer then, and am still currently learning to discern the voices and communication of Lord Satan, my kundalini serpent and the Powers of Hell. It's based more on feeling and intuition, and the seeing of the energy of the voices and the communication (for me, at least). You use more then one of your senses. It's also experience. I have made mistakes in the past.

She helped me today to remember His voice, the feeling I had when I heard His command, and how I felt afterwards, a surety.

I know this got rather long, but I didn't want to miss out on anything, and to get it all down here.

Thanks for reading.

Hail Lord Satan! Hail Lady Marchosias! Hail the Powers of Hell!

[/TD]

 

[Magus Immortalis]

It's really indescribable when They come to you and help you. I agree with the hit and miss conversations, sometimes I wonder if sometimes it's me.I find it's mostly practice and a lot of void meditation that helps, and discerning Their energy from mine.Thanks for replying, I enjoy reading your posts Brian.
Hail Satan!

From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups com" <[email protected]; "magus.immortalis@..." <magus.immortalis@...
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 6:52:44 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Communing with Marchosias: My Experience

 

<td val[/IMG]That sounds about how open I am too.Sometimes its a hit and miss conversation wise but never energy wise.I have told me wife that sometimes I don't always get the messages right.It still takes time to decide between what's me and the Gods but like you I am getter better and more acurate all the time.


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From: magus.immortalis <magus.immortalis@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Communing with Marchosias: My Experience
Sent: Thu, Sep 13, 2012 8:52:09 PM

<td val[/IMG]   I laid down in my bed and started praying to Lady Marchosias. I talk to the Gods the same way I would talk to my friends, with openness and I try to remain honest, not just to Them but to myself.

I guess that's my style of praying, perhaps others are different. I have read about telepathic communication and figured it meant a back and forth conversation, which I had never experienced consciously until today.

I was just talking to Her to apologize (I accidently ignored Her once when She was standing next to me, after chasing away angels. She stood next to me, and me, in my fucking idiocy, ignored Her. I was on some social networking site at the time, or reading emails, I forget) but I remember Her standing to my right. It just didn't register at the time that it was HER looking down at me, with eyes a million times brighter then the sun, burning into the side of my head. (But the burning didn't hurt or feel uncomfortable.) It was as if She was saying to me, without words, "I am here."

Now that I recall it, I remember Her aura was very, very bright white, with a tinge of light blue around the edges. This was a few days ago, when countless angels (thoughtforms, not Nordics...they feel different and act differently) came continuously crashing against me mentally and literally trying to drive me insane. I sucked it up,keeping calm and staying put, thinking it was the kundalini serpent and this was normal, until She came and chased Them away.
I am thankful to Her for this.

Got sidetracked there. Like I was saying earlier, I was praying to Her on my bed, and I felt someone standing at the edge of my bed, and a bright white light filled my third eye vision (it's not fully empowered yet, I need more practice) and I felt a female Satanic energy fill the room. It was strong.

Again, I feel so fucking slow sometimes, it took a while to register it was HER. She was there. Her aura is incredibly bright, and there's a warrior-like energy to Her. Only this time it was stronger then when She came to me, after chasing away the enemy (Her energy was more calming then). There was a wildness to Her energy, as if She could get totally into fighting. There was an ecstatic feel to fighting, that once you are in the full of it, you get lost and just DANCE.
Words fail me to describe Her.

She reminded me of something that Lord Satan told me to do, over a year ago.
He told me to study. To put my time into studying the Joy of Satan and its sister sites.
I brushed it off because I thought it was a figment of my imagination and not actually HIM. I consider it a big deal to have Lord Satan talk to me, surely it wasn't Him. But it was.

I was newer then, and am still currently learning to discern the voices and communication of Lord Satan, my kundalini serpent and the Powers of Hell. It's based more on feeling and intuition, and the seeing of the energy of the voices and the communication (for me, at least). You use more then one of your senses. It's also experience. I have made mistakes in the past.

She helped me today to remember His voice, the feeling I had when I heard His command, and how I felt afterwards, a surety.

I know this got rather long, but I didn't want to miss out on anything, and to get it all down here.

Thanks for reading.

Hail Lord Satan! Hail Lady Marchosias! Hail the Powers of Hell!

[/TD]

 

[Allison P]

That is so awesome! Hail Father Satan always! Hail Lady Marchosias!

On 9/18/12, Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
It's really indescribable when They come to you and help you. I agree with
the hit and miss conversations, sometimes I wonder if sometimes it's me.
I find it's mostly practice and a lot of void meditation that helps, and
discerning Their energy from mine.
Thanks for replying, I enjoy reading your posts Brian.

Hail Satan!



________________________________
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups com" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url];
"magus.immortalis@..." <magus.immortalis@...
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 6:52:44 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Communing with Marchosias: My Experience



That sounds about how open I am too.Sometimes its a hit and miss
conversation wise but never energy wise.I have told me wife that sometimes I
don't always get the messages right.It still takestime to decide between
what's me and the Gods but like you I am getter better and more acurate all
the time.



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________________________________
From: magus.immortalis <magus.immortalis@...;
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Communing with Marchosias: My Experience
Sent: Thu, Sep 13, 2012 8:52:09 PM



I laid down in my bed and started praying to Lady Marchosias. I talk to the
Gods the same way I would talk to my friends, with openness and I try to
remain honest, not just to Them but to myself.

I guess that's my style of praying, perhaps others are different. I have
read about telepathic communication and figured it meant a back and forth
conversation, which I had never experienced consciously until today.

I was just talking to Her to apologize (I accidently ignored Her once when
She was standing next to me, after chasing away angels. She stood next to
me, and me, in my fucking idiocy, ignored Her. I was on some social
networking site at the time, or reading emails, I forget) but I remember Her
standing to my right. It just didn't register at the time that it was HER
looking down at me, with eyes a million times brighter then the sun, burning
into the side of my head. (But the burning didn't hurt or feel
uncomfortable.) It was as if She was saying to me, without words, "I am
here."

Now that I recall it, I remember Her aura was very, very bright white, with
a tinge of light blue around the edges. This was a few days ago, when
countless angels (thoughtforms, not Nordics...they feel different and act
differently) came continuously crashing against me mentally and literally
trying to drive me insane. I sucked it up,keeping calm and staying put,
thinking it was the kundalini serpent and this was normal, until She came
and chased Them away.
I am thankful to Her for this.

Got sidetracked there. Like I was saying earlier, I was praying to Her on my
bed, and I felt someone standing at the edge of my bed, and a bright white
light filled my third eye vision (it's not fully empowered yet, I need more
practice) and I felt a female Satanic energy fill the room. It was strong.

Again, I feel so fucking slow sometimes, it took a while to register it was
HER. She was there. Her aura is incredibly bright, and there's a
warrior-like energy to Her. Only this time it was stronger then when She
came to me, after chasing away the enemy (Her energy was more calming then).
There was a wildness to Her energy, as if She could get totally into
fighting. There was an ecstatic feel to fighting, that once you are in the
full of it, you get lost and just DANCE.
Words fail me to describe Her.

She reminded me of something that Lord Satan told me to do, over a year
ago.
He told me to study. To put my time into studying the Joy of Satan and its
sister sites.
I brushed it off because I thought it was a figment of my imagination and
not actually HIM. I consider it a big deal to have Lord Satan talk to me,
surely it wasn't Him. But it was.

I was newer then, and am still currently learning to discern the voices and
communication of Lord Satan, my kundalini serpent and the Powers of Hell.
It's based more on feeling and intuition, and the seeing of the energy of
the voices and the communication (for me, at least). You use more then one
of your senses. It's also experience. I have made mistakes in the past.

She helped me today to remember His voice, the feeling I had when I heard
His command, and how I felt afterwards, a surety.

I know this got rather long, but I didn't want to miss out on anything, and
to get it all down here.

Thanks for reading.

Hail Lord Satan! Hail Lady Marchosias! Hail the Powers of Hell!

 

[damnplanetsaturn]

That is wonderful! Just keep practicing.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

I laid down in my bed and started praying to Lady Marchosias. I talk to the Gods the same way I would talk to my friends, with openness and I try to remain honest, not just to Them but to myself.

I guess that's my style of praying, perhaps others are different. I have read about telepathic communication and figured it meant a back and forth conversation, which I had never experienced consciously until today.

I was just talking to Her to apologize (I accidently ignored Her once when She was standing next to me, after chasing away angels. She stood next to me, and me, in my fucking idiocy, ignored Her. I was on some social networking site at the time, or reading emails, I forget) but I remember Her standing to my right. It just didn't register at the time that it was HER looking down at me, with eyes a million times brighter then the sun, burning into the side of my head. (But the burning didn't hurt or feel uncomfortable.) It was as if She was saying to me, without words, "I am here."

Now that I recall it, I remember Her aura was very, very bright white, with a tinge of light blue around the edges. This was a few days ago, when countless angels (thoughtforms, not Nordics...they feel different and act differently) came continuously crashing against me mentally and literally trying to drive me insane. I sucked it up,keeping calm and staying put, thinking it was the kundalini serpent and this was normal, until She came and chased Them away.
I am thankful to Her for this.

Got sidetracked there. Like I was saying earlier, I was praying to Her on my bed, and I felt someone standing at the edge of my bed, and a bright white light filled my third eye vision (it's not fully empowered yet, I need more practice) and I felt a female Satanic energy fill the room. It was strong.

Again, I feel so fucking slow sometimes, it took a while to register it was HER. She was there. Her aura is incredibly bright, and there's a warrior-like energy to Her. Only this time it was stronger then when She came to me, after chasing away the enemy (Her energy was more calming then). There was a wildness to Her energy, as if She could get totally into fighting. There was an ecstatic feel to fighting, that once you are in the full of it, you get lost and just DANCE.
Words fail me to describe Her.

She reminded me of something that Lord Satan told me to do, over a year ago.
He told me to study. To put my time into studying the Joy of Satan and its sister sites.
I brushed it off because I thought it was a figment of my imagination and not actually HIM. I consider it a big deal to have Lord Satan talk to me, surely it wasn't Him. But it was.

I was newer then, and am still currently learning to discern the voices and communication of Lord Satan, my kundalini serpent and the Powers of Hell. It's based more on feeling and intuition, and the seeing of the energy of the voices and the communication (for me, at least). You use more then one of your senses. It's also experience. I have made mistakes in the past.

She helped me today to remember His voice, the feeling I had when I heard His command, and how I felt afterwards, a surety.

I know this got rather long, but I didn't want to miss out on anything, and to get it all down here.

Thanks for reading.

Hail Lord Satan! Hail Lady Marchosias! Hail the Powers of Hell!

 

[damnplanetsaturn]

O and also I almost forgot. The files section is filled with books and information. A good place for learning as well.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Allison P <apocalypseofjon@... wrote:

That is so awesome! Hail Father Satan always! Hail Lady Marchosias!

On 9/18/12, Magus Immortalis <magus.immortalis@... wrote:
It's really indescribable when They come to you and help you. I agree with
the hit and miss conversations, sometimes I wonder if sometimes it's me.
I find it's mostly practice and a lot of void meditation that helps, and
discerning Their energy from mine.
Thanks for replying, I enjoy reading your posts Brian.

Hail Satan!



________________________________
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "JoyofSatan666@yahoogroups com" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url];
"magus.immortalis@..." <magus.immortalis@...
Sent: Saturday, September 15, 2012 6:52:44 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] Communing with Marchosias: My Experience



That sounds about how open I am too.Sometimes its a hit and miss
conversation wise but never energy wise.I have told me wife that sometimes I
don't always get the messages right.It still takestime to decide between
what's me and the Gods but like you I am getter better and more acurate all
the time.



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________________________________
From: magus.immortalis <magus.immortalis@...;
To: <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Communing with Marchosias: My Experience
Sent: Thu, Sep 13, 2012 8:52:09 PM



I laid down in my bed and started praying to Lady Marchosias. I talk to the
Gods the same way I would talk to my friends, with openness and I try to
remain honest, not just to Them but to myself.

I guess that's my style of praying, perhaps others are different. I have
read about telepathic communication and figured it meant a back and forth
conversation, which I had never experienced consciously until today.

I was just talking to Her to apologize (I accidently ignored Her once when
She was standing next to me, after chasing away angels. She stood next to
me, and me, in my fucking idiocy, ignored Her. I was on some social
networking site at the time, or reading emails, I forget) but I remember Her
standing to my right. It just didn't register at the time that it was HER
looking down at me, with eyes a million times brighter then the sun, burning
into the side of my head. (But the burning didn't hurt or feel
uncomfortable.) It was as if She was saying to me, without words, "I am
here."

Now that I recall it, I remember Her aura was very, very bright white, with
a tinge of light blue around the edges. This was a few days ago, when
countless angels (thoughtforms, not Nordics...they feel different and act
differently) came continuously crashing against me mentally and literally
trying to drive me insane. I sucked it up,keeping calm and staying put,
thinking it was the kundalini serpent and this was normal, until She came
and chased Them away.
I am thankful to Her for this.

Got sidetracked there. Like I was saying earlier, I was praying to Her on my
bed, and I felt someone standing at the edge of my bed, and a bright white
light filled my third eye vision (it's not fully empowered yet, I need more
practice) and I felt a female Satanic energy fill the room. It was strong.

Again, I feel so fucking slow sometimes, it took a while to register it was
HER. She was there. Her aura is incredibly bright, and there's a
warrior-like energy to Her. Only this time it was stronger then when She
came to me, after chasing away the enemy (Her energy was more calming then).
There was a wildness to Her energy, as if She could get totally into
fighting. There was an ecstatic feel to fighting, that once you are in the
full of it, you get lost and just DANCE.
Words fail me to describe Her.

She reminded me of something that Lord Satan told me to do, over a year
ago.
He told me to study. To put my time into studying the Joy of Satan and its
sister sites.
I brushed it off because I thought it was a figment of my imagination and
not actually HIM. I consider it a big deal to have Lord Satan talk to me,
surely it wasn't Him. But it was.

I was newer then, and am still currently learning to discern the voices and
communication of Lord Satan, my kundalini serpent and the Powers of Hell.
It's based more on feeling and intuition, and the seeing of the energy of
the voices and the communication (for me, at least). You use more then one
of your senses. It's also experience. I have made mistakes in the past.

She helped me today to remember His voice, the feeling I had when I heard
His command, and how I felt afterwards, a surety.

I know this got rather long, but I didn't want to miss out on anything, and
to get it all down here.

Thanks for reading.

Hail Lord Satan! Hail Lady Marchosias! Hail the Powers of Hell!

 

[Magus Immortalis]

^.^ Thanks I will. And I almost forgot about the books and other material in the JoS Files, will check them out.
Hail Satan!
From: damnplanetsaturn <damnplanetsaturn@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Sunday, September 23, 2012 12:32:55 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Communing with Marchosias: My Experience

 
That is wonderful! Just keep practicing.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

I laid down in my bed and started praying to Lady Marchosias. I talk to the Gods the same way I would talk to my friends, with openness and I try to remain honest, not just to Them but to myself.

I guess that's my style of praying, perhaps others are different. I have read about telepathic communication and figured it meant a back and forth conversation, which I had never experienced consciously until today.

I was just talking to Her to apologize (I accidently ignored Her once when She was standing next to me, after chasing away angels. She stood next to me, and me, in my fucking idiocy, ignored Her. I was on some social networking site at the time, or reading emails, I forget) but I remember Her standing to my right. It just didn't register at the time that it was HER looking down at me, with eyes a million times brighter then the sun, burning into the side of my head. (But the burning didn't hurt or feel uncomfortable.) It was as if She was saying to me, without words, "I am here."

Now that I recall it, I remember Her aura was very, very bright white, with a tinge of light blue around the edges. This was a few days ago, when countless angels (thoughtforms, not Nordics...they feel different and act differently) came continuously crashing against me mentally and literally trying to drive me insane. I sucked it up,keeping calm and staying put, thinking it was the kundalini serpent and this was normal, until She came and chased Them away.
I am thankful to Her for this.

Got sidetracked there. Like I was saying earlier, I was praying to Her on my bed, and I felt someone standing at the edge of my bed, and a bright white light filled my third eye vision (it's not fully empowered yet, I need more practice) and I felt a female Satanic energy fill the room. It was strong.

Again, I feel so fucking slow sometimes, it took a while to register it was HER. She was there. Her aura is incredibly bright, and there's a warrior-like energy to Her. Only this time it was stronger then when She came to me, after chasing away the enemy (Her energy was more calming then). There was a wildness to Her energy, as if She could get totally into fighting. There was an ecstatic feel to fighting, that once you are in the full of it, you get lost and just DANCE.
Words fail me to describe Her.

She reminded me of something that Lord Satan told me to do, over a year ago.
He told me to study. To put my time into studying the Joy of Satan and its sister sites.
I brushed it off because I thought it was a figment of my imagination and not actually HIM. I consider it a big deal to have Lord Satan talk to me, surely it wasn't Him. But it was.

I was newer then, and am still currently learning to discern the voices and communication of Lord Satan, my kundalini serpent and the Powers of Hell. It's based more on feeling and intuition, and the seeing of the energy of the voices and the communication (for me, at least). You use more then one of your senses. It's also experience. I have made mistakes in the past.

She helped me today to remember His voice, the feeling I had when I heard His command, and how I felt afterwards, a surety.

I know this got rather long, but I didn't want to miss out on anything, and to get it all down here.

Thanks for reading.

Hail Lord Satan! Hail Lady Marchosias! Hail the Powers of Hell!

 

[landi0623]

We all have our paths of progress, dear Warrior of Truth.

You will find that you are the most critical judge of yourself. Father Satan and Gods have great patience for us. They understand our human nature and the situations we are influenced with.

Be gentle with yourself. Trust that you are being led in the path that Father Satan wishes for you to travel and experience. We are all learning to let go of sicknesses, and it usually takes about as much time to get rid of xian influences in our minds and hearts as we were previously influenced. That's just human nature. We are creatures of habits, and habits are difficult to change. Keep up thee good work in your meditations and two-way communications with Father Satan, the Gods, and Guardians. They will enter your mind and guide your thoughts with wisdom and greater understanding. Problems that others get frustrated over will become jokes to you. You will find easy solutions and find that patience is one of the greatest solutions. Because with the KNOWLEDGE that things will work out to YOUR benefit, in due time, the "big" problems become VERY temporary, and as such, they shrink into very very small problems. Heheh, not even recognizeable as problems, just different situations.

I hope this helps. Respect.

--Blue Earth

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

I laid down in my bed and started praying to Lady Marchosias. I talk to the Gods the same way I would talk to my friends, with openness and I try to remain honest, not just to Them but to myself.

I guess that's my style of praying, perhaps others are different. I have read about telepathic communication and figured it meant a back and forth conversation, which I had never experienced consciously until today.

I was just talking to Her to apologize (I accidently ignored Her once when She was standing next to me, after chasing away angels. She stood next to me, and me, in my fucking idiocy, ignored Her. I was on some social networking site at the time, or reading emails, I forget) but I remember Her standing to my right. It just didn't register at the time that it was HER looking down at me, with eyes a million times brighter then the sun, burning into the side of my head. (But the burning didn't hurt or feel uncomfortable.) It was as if She was saying to me, without words, "I am here."

Now that I recall it, I remember Her aura was very, very bright white, with a tinge of light blue around the edges. This was a few days ago, when countless angels (thoughtforms, not Nordics...they feel different and act differently) came continuously crashing against me mentally and literally trying to drive me insane. I sucked it up,keeping calm and staying put, thinking it was the kundalini serpent and this was normal, until She came and chased Them away.
I am thankful to Her for this.

Got sidetracked there. Like I was saying earlier, I was praying to Her on my bed, and I felt someone standing at the edge of my bed, and a bright white light filled my third eye vision (it's not fully empowered yet, I need more practice) and I felt a female Satanic energy fill the room. It was strong.

Again, I feel so fucking slow sometimes, it took a while to register it was HER. She was there. Her aura is incredibly bright, and there's a warrior-like energy to Her. Only this time it was stronger then when She came to me, after chasing away the enemy (Her energy was more calming then). There was a wildness to Her energy, as if She could get totally into fighting. There was an ecstatic feel to fighting, that once you are in the full of it, you get lost and just DANCE.
Words fail me to describe Her.

She reminded me of something that Lord Satan told me to do, over a year ago.
He told me to study. To put my time into studying the Joy of Satan and its sister sites.
I brushed it off because I thought it was a figment of my imagination and not actually HIM. I consider it a big deal to have Lord Satan talk to me, surely it wasn't Him. But it was.

I was newer then, and am still currently learning to discern the voices and communication of Lord Satan, my kundalini serpent and the Powers of Hell. It's based more on feeling and intuition, and the seeing of the energy of the voices and the communication (for me, at least). You use more then one of your senses. It's also experience. I have made mistakes in the past.

She helped me today to remember His voice, the feeling I had when I heard His command, and how I felt afterwards, a surety.

I know this got rather long, but I didn't want to miss out on anything, and to get it all down here.

Thanks for reading.

Hail Lord Satan! Hail Lady Marchosias! Hail the Powers of Hell!

 

[mancunianninja]

And don't worry about making it to long, not for my sake at least. Thank you for sharing.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

You're welcome. ^.^

On Thursday, February 19, 2015 12:38 PM, "mancunianninja@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  And don't worry about making it to long, not for my sake at least. Thank you for sharing.

 

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So is this only the place anyone gets together and discusses world wisdom im kind of dissapointed and who cares about dangerous peopleon the internet if im going to do a ritual dedication where i give my give my loyalty to my Father Satan shouldnt my brothers and sisers be there to share the moment just as in ritual or group mediation powers gather for purpse the internet is not a gathering and if u have fear of anyone u meet on here then do some push ups or evaluate who joins the fold cause last time i checked there is no fear among Satanist i join for the honor of Satan i would like to see for myself that others hold the the same respect 
     
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[the_fire_starter666]

@colinjohnson473 Actually Spiritual Satanism is a solitary thing, you've got the wrong idea if you think it's all about having a big party with random people. You don't need any other people to practice or learn, it's something you learn and do on your own and actually most practices can be distracting if there are others, like power meditation which needs you to be concentrated. Yes, this group is the only place to discuss things. And no, there have been enemy infiltrators many times, and usually if you try to meet up with someone you'll most likely attract an infiltrator who wants to do that. There have also been things like fake covens before.

 

[promitheuss881]

Thanks a lot for sharing this !