Yes, the Jokehova's wittlesses are deluded idiots, and insane too. Even normal xians(who are deluded too) think they're insane.
What you can do is read the JoS site, and especially start power meditations. It should be helpful to realize that Satanism isn't really about depending on other beings. Satan is here not to heal us, but to teach us how to heal ourselves using magick and unlock our inner powers and raise our kundalini. That's the major difference between us and the enemy religions. While the enemy religions teach to become slaves and grovel and beg like worthless scum and depend upon a fake god, Satan wants us to be free and empowered and to not depend on him.
H[/IMG]</var> but that's ok. I love saying that, I agree with Oprah when she said if your faith isn't working for you change it. Jerkhovah never worked for me, he enslaved me, now that I left I am empowered and have a better and reward full future