Ave Satanas

[kahiemstra]

Hello all. Newbie here, just signed up. Why? Because I've been on the fence, had questions, been curious for years, have had recent suspicions that I may be a natural Satanic witch. But something happened to me last Thursday night, at a black metal concert. A group came on who began their set with an little Satanic blessing. They played, and I was moved, I mean MOVED. Their music coursed through me in a way that has never happened before. I felt myself vibrating at the exact same level as the music. Both my hands naturally went into the horns, I raised them, I found myself crying out "Hail Satan," and dancing, hard. I went into a meditative state, I felt rapturous, full of joy and exhiliration. I felt compelled to bow down before the stage, in a supplicant pose. I felt more calm and still than I have in a long time, I could feel my eyes slit. Something came over me. People came to me and started talking to me, asking me questions. I answered them, without even knowing where the answers were coming from. I felt more like a channel. I said things I've never said outloud before. People were drawing around me. They looked uncomfortable, but drawn nonetheless. One said I just turned his whole world upside down. I laughed that strange mocking, laugh, the one I get when I realize I've struck fear in someone, when I enjoy watching them squirm. It only lasted a few minutes, I came back to my normal state and left the venue, feeling powerful, confident, and so at peace. I felt like I'd just been initiated somehow.

A door opened that night. I want this. Where do I begin? Figure here is a good place to start, as I did feel joy that night, and magnificent. I am a positive, happy person, one with an incredibly open mind. I've always been actively anti-Christian, but in the last couple months I have lost my tolerance. I've begun to despise them. This is one of many signs that have been telling me to open the door to Satanism. I need to learn to control and magnify my power. I feel chaotic. I seek direction and control. I seek the guidance offered by this community. Thank you.

 

[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Welcome!Read as much as you can from http://www.joyofsatan.org as you can.I believe you will find a balance to you chaotic energy,and through Power Meditations,be able to develop true power.
HAIL SATAN!
Brian. 

--- On Sun, 1/16/11, kahiemstra <kahiemstra@... wrote:

From: kahiemstra <kahiemstra@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Ave Satanas
To: [email protected]
Date: Sunday, January 16, 2011, 3:40 AM

  Hello all. Newbie here, just signed up. Why? Because I've been on the fence, had questions, been curious for years, have had recent suspicions that I may be a natural Satanic witch. But something happened to me last Thursday night, at a black metal concert. A group came on who began their set with an little Satanic blessing. They played, and I was moved, I mean MOVED. Their music coursed through me in a way that has never happened before. I felt myself vibrating at the exact same level as the music. Both my hands naturally went into the horns, I raised them, I found myself crying out "Hail Satan," and dancing, hard. I went into a meditative state, I felt rapturous, full of joy and exhiliration. I felt compelled to bow down before the stage, in a supplicant pose. I felt more calm and still than I have in a long time, I could feel my eyes slit. Something came over me. People came to me and started talking to me, asking me questions. I answered them, without even knowing where the answers were coming from. I felt more like a channel. I said things I've never said outloud before. People were drawing around me. They looked uncomfortable, but drawn nonetheless. One said I just turned his whole world upside down. I laughed that strange mocking, laugh, the one I get when I realize I've struck fear in someone, when I enjoy watching them squirm. It only lasted a few minutes, I came back to my normal state and left the venue, feeling powerful, confident, and so at peace. I felt like I'd just been initiated somehow.

A door opened that night. I want this. Where do I begin? Figure here is a good place to start, as I did feel joy that night, and magnificent. I am a positive, happy person, one with an incredibly open mind. I've always been actively anti-Christian, but in the last couple months I have lost my tolerance. I've begun to despise them. This is one of many signs that have been telling me to open the door to Satanism. I need to learn to control and magnify my power. I feel chaotic. I seek direction and control. I seek the guidance offered by this community. Thank you.

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[M.]

Welcome!

What was the band called?

HS!

 

[kahiemstra]

WitchDick~ some bad ass mo-fo's! Real preachers. I'd been on the fence for years, but I realized my experience at that show was my baptism into the true faith.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "M." <nekrosidvs@... wrote:

Welcome!

What was the band called?

HS!

 

[kahiemstra]

Thank you Brian. I completed my formal dedication last night. Not 1 minute after the paper finished burning, my daughter interrupted me. She was shaken by a horrendous noise she heard outside. A roar, followed by human like screams. Repeated 6 times. She was afraid ~ I could only smile. I thought it was an awesome confirmation.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Welcome!Read as much as you can fromhttp://www.joyofsatan.org as you can.I believe you will find a balance to you chaotic energy,and through Power Meditations,be able to develop true power.
HAIL SATAN!
Brian. 

--- On Sun, 1/16/11, kahiemstra <kahiemstra@... wrote:

From: kahiemstra <kahiemstra@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Ave Satanas
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Sunday, January 16, 2011, 3:40 AM







 









Hello all. Newbie here, just signed up. Why? Because I've been on the fence, had questions, been curious for years, have had recent suspicions that I may be a natural Satanic witch. But something happened to me last Thursday night, at a black metal concert. A group came on who began their set with an little Satanic blessing. They played, and I was moved, I mean MOVED. Their music coursed through me in a way that has never happened before. I felt myself vibrating at the exact same level as the music. Both my hands naturally went into the horns, I raised them, I found myself crying out "Hail Satan," and dancing, hard. I went into a meditative state, I felt rapturous, full of joy and exhiliration. I felt compelled to bow down before the stage, in a supplicant pose. I felt more calm and still than I have in a long time, I could feel my eyes slit. Something came over me. People came to me and started talking to me, asking me questions. I
answered them, without even knowing where the answers were coming from. I felt more like a channel. I said things I've never said outloud before. People were drawing around me. They looked uncomfortable, but drawn nonetheless. One said I just turned his whole world upside down. I laughed that strange mocking, laugh, the one I get when I realize I've struck fear in someone, when I enjoy watching them squirm. It only lasted a few minutes, I came back to my normal state and left the venue, feeling powerful, confident, and so at peace. I felt like I'd just been initiated somehow.



A door opened that night. I want this. Where do I begin? Figure here is a good place to start, as I did feel joy that night, and magnificent. I am a positive, happy person, one with an incredibly open mind. I've always been actively anti-Christian, but in the last couple months I have lost my tolerance. I've begun to despise them. This is one of many signs that have been telling me to open the door to Satanism. I need to learn to control and magnify my power. I feel chaotic. I seek direction and control. I seek the guidance offered by this community. Thank you.