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Ludden174 said:
Four questions,

What happened with Mageson?

Don't have a rosary and I really need to clean my soul, how do I proceed?

I want to dedicate my soul to Lucifer but my time is being taken up and I don't think there are any occult shops near me, anyway I can work around that?

What is Lucifer's real name?
Mageson is gone. He was a rat. He was allowed to post some things because they were useful, and all the bad influences he tried to post were all blocked and removed. And now he has also been removed because there is no use for him.

You do not need a rosary if you have some other way to count. This is a tool for helping you count, and that is it. You can get a hindu Mala with 108 beads if you want, it is the same thing and might be easy to find.

You do not need any occult shops. You do not need any props or anything special. You do not need any specific candle. I just used one of the little candles for a birthday cake.

He has many names.
 
I have returned to doing longer meditation session.

And this is about void besides sleepy feelings it induces making me want to crawl to bed and sleep.

Is the 5-20 minutes of void after cleaning/protecting, hatha savasana, kundalini savasana, and end of my meditation session.

Is those 5-10 and for now up to 20 minutes of void. Does that practice override the natural thinking I do all day every day?

I try my best to halt my thoughts and silence my mind but I like to think and I've never felt void for long enough to relish in it but it seems like I may have an irrational fear that I lose out on thinking and processing my day. Is that what void does? Do people feel like void makes them lose track of their day and not think or use their minds?

And if I'm a thinker and mentioned this before but like to think a lot. Does the small bit of void teach me how to override hours upon hours of normal every day thinking that I perform?

Perhaps I'm confusing void with mindfulness(aka thought observation).
 
Gear88 said:
I have returned to doing longer meditation session.

And this is about void besides sleepy feelings it induces making me want to crawl to bed and sleep.

Is the 5-20 minutes of void after cleaning/protecting, hatha savasana, kundalini savasana, and end of my meditation session.

Is those 5-10 and for now up to 20 minutes of void. Does that practice override the natural thinking I do all day every day?

I try my best to halt my thoughts and silence my mind but I like to think and I've never felt void for long enough to relish in it but it seems like I may have an irrational fear that I lose out on thinking and processing my day. Is that what void does? Do people feel like void makes them lose track of their day and not think or use their minds?

And if I'm a thinker and mentioned this before but like to think a lot. Does the small bit of void teach me how to override hours upon hours of normal every day thinking that I perform?

Perhaps I'm confusing void with mindfulness(aka thought observation).
One can go about in his day without having unnecessary thoughts. Doing void is about calming the mind and having no thoughts, void will make it easier also to concentrate when doing other mind activities like thinking. You don't have to stop thinking completely, sometimes thinking is totally useless and it's just mind chatter, know when to think and know when is the time to not think.
 
So for the money spell it says to do it on special days, and while the moon is waxing.
This working should be performed on Sundays during the hours of Jupiter,
Thursdays during the hours of the Sun or Venus [the Sun is more potent] and
Fridays during the hours of Jupiter. The Moon should be waxing and in any
of the following signs: Taurus, Leo, Libra, Sagittarius, or Aquarius.

I was wondering if it's necessary or if those just are just the strongest times to do it? I was thinking I could do it everyday just to keep building power for it. Right now the moon is waning so would that be bad for the spell and it's energy?
 
Someone.something_ said:
So for the money spell it says to do it on special days, and while the moon is waxing.
This working should be performed on Sundays during the hours of Jupiter,
Thursdays during the hours of the Sun or Venus [the Sun is more potent] and
Fridays during the hours of Jupiter. The Moon should be waxing and in any
of the following signs: Taurus, Leo, Libra, Sagittarius, or Aquarius.

I was wondering if it's necessary or if those just are just the strongest times to do it? I was thinking I could do it everyday just to keep building power for it. Right now the moon is waning so would that be bad for the spell and it's energy?
You begin the working on one of those days, and continue daily for 40, 80, or 90 days. Don't begin during a waning moon.
 
So what happened to me recently was very unusual. I was doing kundalini yoga and in the 5th pose, where we have to flex upper spine back and forward, as I was in mild trance, I did it for a minute and then suddenly started to flex my spine in a way serpent moves and I started to move my whole spine. And I felt huge energy at the bottom of my spine and I continued doing that because it felt amazing but then I heard a voice saying to me to stop, that I am not ready yet. Obviously I stopped as I couldn't take that much energy. To be honest, my mind is really messing with me so most of the time I ignore voices in my head as I know that it is my mind playing with me but this one was calm so I listened.

Now I read here somewhere that this might be connected with kundalini waking up or something?
It can't be my lower chakras being blocked or anything as my bottom 4 chakras are fully open, just need to be empowered.
Or was it something completely normal and I got a little hyped :D but then that can't explain voice in my head.
I dont know if this was kundalini how was it already awakening when I still haven't finished opening all my chakras and their extensions.

Someone please explain so I can get this confusion out of my way :D
 
So this path we working on becoming gods? So why set limits on what we gods n goddess can do? I’m pretty sure they have gods who can teleport super human abilities and etc. so becoming gods is hard and I caught a lil cold so I can’t smell what the hell is that
 
Someone.something_ said:
So for the money spell it says to do it on special days, and while the moon is waxing.
This working should be performed on Sundays during the hours of Jupiter,
Thursdays during the hours of the Sun or Venus [the Sun is more potent] and
Fridays during the hours of Jupiter. The Moon should be waxing and in any
of the following signs: Taurus, Leo, Libra, Sagittarius, or Aquarius.

I was wondering if it's necessary or if those just are just the strongest times to do it? I was thinking I could do it everyday just to keep building power for it. Right now the moon is waning so would that be bad for the spell and it's energy?

An exception I would say is always possible if there is a power date or astrological event going on that greatly enhances that. I started my working on the Lunar Eclipse I believe that was a Wednesday during full phase of the eclipse which wasn't any of those hours either it was hour of Mercury but it was during the full part of the eclipse so way more powerful anyways I believe.

Do not begin this on moon waning. Just wanted to add this input. I will continue doing the money working till I am to the place I want to be with money.

It's really cool if you can look for some astrological alignment that enhances this or power date with this as a time to start that is special or moon or planets on special degrees this however feels ocd like but may greatly add power to anything if it fits the energy of the astrological degree signs and alignment only otherwise it probably won't help. I often Try to do it in any working I start.

But yeah do this when moon is on one of the signs listed. I should add Capricorn is an ok sign for this too especially if one is seeking more money from a career or job.

Good luck.
 
Ardgion said:
So what happened to me recently was very unusual. I was doing kundalini yoga and in the 5th pose, where we have to flex upper spine back and forward, as I was in mild trance, I did it for a minute and then suddenly started to flex my spine in a way serpent moves and I started to move my whole spine. And I felt huge energy at the bottom of my spine and I continued doing that because it felt amazing but then I heard a voice saying to me to stop, that I am not ready yet. Obviously I stopped as I couldn't take that much energy. To be honest, my mind is really messing with me so most of the time I ignore voices in my head as I know that it is my mind playing with me but this one was calm so I listened.

Now I read here somewhere that this might be connected with kundalini waking up or something?
It can't be my lower chakras being blocked or anything as my bottom 4 chakras are fully open, just need to be empowered.
Or was it something completely normal and I got a little hyped :D but then that can't explain voice in my head.
I dont know if this was kundalini how was it already awakening when I still haven't finished opening all my chakras and their extensions.

Someone please explain so I can get this confusion out of my way :D
For the Serpent to be activated, or even to start rising the chakras do not need to be open, but open and clean chakras are required for a healthy ascension. Meaning, when you have blocks and such, you will suffer from that process. Hence the voice telling you are not ready.
 
Henu the Great said:
Ardgion said:
So what happened to me recently was very unusual. I was doing kundalini yoga and in the 5th pose, where we have to flex upper spine back and forward, as I was in mild trance, I did it for a minute and then suddenly started to flex my spine in a way serpent moves and I started to move my whole spine. And I felt huge energy at the bottom of my spine and I continued doing that because it felt amazing but then I heard a voice saying to me to stop, that I am not ready yet. Obviously I stopped as I couldn't take that much energy. To be honest, my mind is really messing with me so most of the time I ignore voices in my head as I know that it is my mind playing with me but this one was calm so I listened.

Now I read here somewhere that this might be connected with kundalini waking up or something?
It can't be my lower chakras being blocked or anything as my bottom 4 chakras are fully open, just need to be empowered.
Or was it something completely normal and I got a little hyped :D but then that can't explain voice in my head.
I dont know if this was kundalini how was it already awakening when I still haven't finished opening all my chakras and their extensions.

Someone please explain so I can get this confusion out of my way :D
For the Serpent to be activated, or even to start rising the chakras do not need to be open, but open and clean chakras are required for a healthy ascension. Meaning, when you have blocks and such, you will suffer from that process. Hence the voice telling you are not ready.

Alrighty, thanks for clearing this out. Does that mean that I've been working on my kundalini in past lives as it is already awakening and I haven't even started working on it in this lifetime?
 
Gear88 said:
Sirhc666 said:
Blitzkreig said:
The chakra openings exercises are just an initial opening. They still need continual empowerment, cleaning, unblocking, and so on. Do the prescribed days and reps for the chakras, then move on. You can do more or at once, and you can always come back to them later, either with targeted empowerment or the chakra opening exercises themselves.

The Laguz rune can be used for increasing astral sensitivities. Something simple like 10x Laguz and affirmed properly, for example. Don't stress too much as a beginner though.

Focus on building up your initial energy, then I would recommend doing deep cleaning, as this will remove lots of gunk holding you back, plus it is very empowering in its own right.

Doing yoga is very good. I am happy you started doing this. Don't stop. There are too many benefits of it to list.

Speak mentally through Satan's sigil to him and respectfully ask for assistance with the RC meditations. Focus as if you are putting thoughts right into his head. He will send someone.

Thank you Blitzkreig.

As of now I am stuck with the days in opening the third eye, although started feeling pulsating sensations between the eyebrows, I want to be definite that I has already opened.
Also someone has told me that first thing to open are the minor chakras and not the third eye, i am a bit confused but still i am following the 40day program of HC.
I will move on to the next phase.
If there are other links that you can share with regards to third eye opening please share it to me.
Now I am doing daily Returning Curses together with the program that I started since waning moon of this month. I am still continuing up to now as it is beneficial as advised on the Returning curses page to do it continually.

As for the deep cleansing, Is the 216 SURYA vibration ok?? Also I do sunbathing if there is enough sunlight while I do gardening and grounding as well.

Ill check about the Laguz rune. Is there a specific timing for this as I am already doing 2 routines the daily 40prog day and night and RC in the afternoon.

I do daily Hatha Yoga as well during afternoon after workout routine. Yes I like it and also the Kundalini where I felt electrical pulses at the end of my hands feet and funny I even felt it on my Phallus.

On speaking to Satan I will try it tonight. yes I ask for Satan to send me a demoness to help me with RC. althouth I havent felt anyone yet I talked to him and I asked if Satan could gently show up in my dreams so I can ask him what to do next.
not yet successful on this part though..I hope I can feel the progress of my daily routine.

@O.P.(Sirhc666)

You don't have to do a MASSIVE blasting of the chakras. The idea is to be a turtle or maybe more of a snail since snails move smoother.

For example the opening the chakra has some-odd numbers of reps for example Raum being 5 or Yaum being 16 or Sahasrara having both Bx7/Maumx8. These are just for initial blasting but you don't have to do what the basic opening does after your done with basic opening. Is it recommended to do basic opening sure but if you want you can [balance] your chakras with say 7-10 vibrations.

So just remember you only need 7-10 vibrations. So visualize the chakra, vibrate into it X(7-10), and then it's not 100% necessary but as time goes on you'll understand why affirmation is very important so state one to several affirmations, and then spend a few minutes visualizing and working with the chakra. The idea is to build up it's smooth and steady not blast 108 or whatever at some point. Even people meditating for years would find 4-5 hours of chakra mantras insane.

A good technique is to spin them so for example you can combine chakra mantra with chakra spinning and since your working from TOP to BOTTOM your good. That's not to state chakra spinning hurts you doing it bottom to top. Just might as well take advantage of chakra meditation schedule and spin them. So yeah follow the 40-day guide seems your doing good but don't dial it up too high just be gentle kinda like yoga gentle stretching and gentle resistance to build up.

We also advise people to perform spiritual warfare F-RTR, Anti-Tetragrammaton, SJD rituals or any ritual schedule. It's real easy once you get the hang of it. Try a 1, 3 or 9 rep of F-RTR try it out for several weeks maybe a month or two and then expand. The recommended by HP.Cobra is 3-5 multiples or 27-45 either 9, 9, 9 or 9, 9, 9, 9, 9 or a multitude of 27-to-45 reps. Don't go crazy in the beginning it's better to do just one rather than none or else a high amount then failing to do more. Spiritual warfare is very important for our organization unlike other organizations.

As for your message on 3rd eye all indications are good. Your third eye is tingling or throbbing or feeling. But again you work on it also it's not just a matter of pumping up the 3rd eye but using it. So try and "see" through it of course that takes time.

Also for basic chakra work and no not opening but basic chakra work I said 7-10 vibrations but there are 10 chakras to work on importantly.

From top to bottom:

1. Crown
2. Center Ajna
3. 3rd Eye
4. Pineal gland(Gaum vibration there's also other mantras like Aum or certain breathing exercises)
5. Center Vishuddi
6. Both shoulder chakras(stick to the ZZZZ vibration and also spin the shoulders to pump them up not mandatory as they are the watchtower chakras but non-the less I personally consider them important)
7. Center Anahata
8. Center Manipura
9. Center Svadisthana
10. Center Muladhara

We work on the center chakras first and foremost.

BTW Returning Curses is done on a Void of Course-less moon. So I hope you look at the calendar and check out a date. It's a ritual and requires a VoC-less day. So double check. Once you do the ritual on the VoC-less date i.e. recite the prayer your golden keep it up. You can do it as many times as you clean so minimum twice a day after waking and just before sleep.

BTW you don't have to clean 216 blast start with a low amount like 9 reps or 18 or maybe 36. It's going the distance not burning yourself out. Also you don't have to do mantra blasting for now you can keep cleaning with aura cleaning and then chakra cleaning the center chakras later on IF you feel you can clean the watchtower chakras i.e. side/front/back chakras but some people have stated center cleaning makes the s/f/b chakras simulate the center. So as long as you clean the center the others mimic the health and become better. It probably depends on the person.

Also I might suggest cleaning in the one minute or more minutes cleaning Aura/Chakra/Aura. I've been thinking this is just my personal theory if the entity is helping clean and whatnot I can see why it's a bit silly. But lets look at this logical. If your cleaning your aura your removing gunk from your aura, a part of your soul, and then cleaning your chakras which releases negative energies as your de-gunking the chakras. Well funny enough with the entity they can help clean without you can make an argument of if negative energies stick to you then what if negative energy is removed and some of it sticks to your aura in the process of cleaning it out. So in my own personal factor I like to clean aura, chakra, then aura again at least 3 minutes but can take longer.

Oh and don't worry how long cleaning takes for a cleaner person maybe a year for someone who is dirtier maybe 2 or 3. And don't forget about aura of protection VERY important the very AoP protects you and keeps you cleaner.

All in all I'd suggest you stick to this schedule for a while maybe in a few months like two or three months at least once your daily meditating consistently you can probably do a freeing the soul or maybe expand on other meditations.

So chakra exercises, one or two breathing exercises, yoga H/K, and deep/er cleaning.

ALSO very important void meditation. I have a few suggestions. Void AFTER cleaning aura/chakra as cleaning has an impact on Void i.e. the dirt/gunk causes issues to the person. And also after your meditation session void. I recall someone back in 2013-2014 on the former yahoo forums. Stating if you think about if while void in the beginning is nice a few minutes 5 minutes to set up a relaxation to meditation. One of the reasons why some suggest breathing exercises before a ritual or before meditation. But AFTER you meditate your at the highest pumped up state of bioelectrical activity which will slowly settle down and drop until your next meditation session.

So why not meditate i.e. void during your session after meditation so the highest level of bioelectricity is the strength level by which your void stays at. So in essence if you void at the highest point you void during the highest resistance and the idea is after your done meditating your void is used to a higher level and thus the next time you void. You void stronger.

You'll come to find out void is very important and we definitely recommend it as important along with trance training. So try and practice trance as well.

hello Gear88.
these are very helpful reminders and I will most definitely take note.
May I ask have you also done some megick?
with these preparation I am getting ready for something that I would like to get rid of, like negative people from my past. and when that is done i would like to work on attracting something like new connections and business. can you recommend a specific rune or working that may direct me toward the success of these goals?
i am still following the 40days HC. and held up some days longer due to not feeling anything out of the certain meditations. i will try my best to get back the momentum on meditations and yoga as the 40day guide suggests.

im still having a hard time visualizing aura cleanse it might take me several tries before i can see bright light but i do see them eventually. that is why I am doing blasting of AC and AP during sunny days to clear up maybe someone is trying to control or get into my vibe.

I am also thinking of a spell on how to benefit from those who are talking bad things about me. i mean if they mention my name or discuss anything about me I want to gain something from them. the more they talk bad about me the more i become powerful or more abundant wealth-wise and also in health.
has anyone done that kind of spell? because I know the psychic who done all the bad things to me. i want revenge by doing that spell to all those people who that psychic has controlled.
 
Ardgion said:
Alrighty, thanks for clearing this out. Does that mean that I've been working on my kundalini in past lives as it is already awakening and I haven't even started working on it in this lifetime?
That is something you should ask yourself first and foremost.

Besides doing 8-fold path activities IS working on it.
 
Henu the Great said:
Ardgion said:
Alrighty, thanks for clearing this out. Does that mean that I've been working on my kundalini in past lives as it is already awakening and I haven't even started working on it in this lifetime?
That is something you should ask yourself first and foremost.

Besides doing 8-fold path activities IS working on it.

Thanks a lot for your help. You have helped me a lot here with answering my questions and I really appreciate it.
I can't thank you enough.
 
Ludden174 said:
Another trio of questions:

Are you sure I don't need black candles for dedicating my soul to Satan? (My roommate is very superstitious against the occult)

Due to privacy issues, I was wondering what can take fire without leaving burn marks or how do I clean burn marks from fire resistant surfaces (completely and leaving no trace)?

How to sterilize a needle/razor using household items for my name in blood? (researched before but the results were rather unsatisfactory and as a precaution, I also don't want my roommate to see red on the things I touch)

Just take this outside during the burn part if you can. When I did my dedication I accidentally burned the carpet a little and was caught cause the smoke filled the house more than I thought it would. I was 15 at the time maybe dumb. The Satanic Symbol pentagram found on the JOS website I had taped up in the background. Still feel bad about my excuses like I was taken over by a bad spirit etc but eventually it was forgotten about for the most part. So I think I did good with the story I came up with. My parents are strong xtians.

On my partners dedication I burned the thing outside on my balcony on a bowl then kind of just threw out the ashes. No harm done to anything no one would ever know I burned something here I did it at night.

Same kind of thing you can do. Use alcohol like the rubbing alcohol thing wash it off in antibacterial soap etc. The Goal is not to really cut yourself to the point you would leave traces of that just get enough blood so that you can put a drop on there do sign your name in blood if you can or just sign your name and put a couple drops of blood on it doesn't matter.

The simplest thing someone could do is get a diabetic needle for this whole thing if they know how to draw blood that would be enough to sign your name and unused needles are supposed to be always sterile But many don't know how to do this.

Good luck.
 
Ludden174 said:
Another trio of questions:

Are you sure I don't need black candles for dedicating my soul to Satan? (My roommate is very superstitious against the occult)

Due to privacy issues, I was wondering what can take fire without leaving burn marks or how do I clean burn marks from fire resistant surfaces (completely and leaving no trace)?

How to sterilize a needle/razor using household items for my name in blood? (researched before but the results were rather unsatisfactory and as a precaution, I also don't want my roommate to see red on the things I touch)

Black red or blue candles are fine. To be respectful though make sure that the candle has never been used in anything xtian or enemy and is not blessed or intended for that purpose by it's creator that's the only thing I will say. Just buy a regular candle.
 
Ludden174 said:
Another trio of questions:

Are you sure I don't need black candles for dedicating my soul to Satan? (My roommate is very superstitious against the occult)

Due to privacy issues, I was wondering what can take fire without leaving burn marks or how do I clean burn marks from fire resistant surfaces (completely and leaving no trace)?

How to sterilize a needle/razor using household items for my name in blood? (researched before but the results were rather unsatisfactory and as a precaution, I also don't want my roommate to see red on the things I touch)
Any candle works, the intent of you is more important than the candle.

You can avoid the second by going to some remote location outside. Or you could get a drinking glass and burn it inside it. You can dispose this glass later. Not sure if glass can be cleaned from this completely, but you could try some universal cleaning agent (slighthly alcalic) to try to clean it.

Strong alchohol works, like vodka. But less of a makeshift solution is to get wound cleaning supplies from pharmacy.
 
Which mobile app is most accurate for planetary hours?
I use Astro Hours, don't know how accurate that one is and if anyone have any other recommendations.
Appreciate it.
 
Ardgion said:
Which mobile app is most accurate for planetary hours?
I use Astro Hours, don't know how accurate that one is and if anyone have any other recommendations.
Appreciate it.

I use Chronos.
 
Aquarius said:
rosenfeld said:
Hello, I am new to this forum and would like to ask an important question regarding my race that has been plaguing me for a while:
My mother is brown and my father is white.
I am white, brown eyes and straight hair, but I read in this forum that physical appearance is not a determining factor to know the race. And I also read about an SS who apparently does not belong to any race.

I did not succeed in regression and did not do the work of racial clarity, but still I decided to question. I consulted the runes and got yes some times and no other times....

Is it possible that I belong to the white race? (Of course, not being pure white).
Find a picture of someone who looks like you and post it, gonna make it very easy to say what race you're part of.

I couldn't find any images that looked like me :| , so I took features loosely. I hope it helps:



Maybe this face shape and hair color, with some blond strands


 
Is it possible to rotate other chakras than the seven main ones?
Like for example the eighth and ninth chakras, the shoulder and hip chakras?
 
Is there any like discord’s or something we can join? I need friends in this i falter by myself. I know though together we are strong and I need your strength brothers and sisters. Please reach out to me!
 
Greetings to my fellow Satanists. Until recently, I believed I had an active contact with my GD and the gods, but after reading some things here, I started having doubts about it. I'll tell you a little of what happened to me, so you can better understand the context.

When I first got into it, I immediately wanted to know who my guardian demon was. I tried the method of evoking some of the gods listed on the site, vibrating their name and focusing on their sigil, as taught in a post here. I had no success, so I decided to just pray to God Satan to show me who my GD was. I just did this and put this matter aside and focused on meditation and RTRs.

A few weeks after this request, I received a sign where I was walking down the street and met a bird that was a symbol of one of the high ranking goddesses of hell. At first I was surprised and just stared at the bird, which looked back at me and let out its characteristic sound. After a few moments, I went on my way and the bird flew away and landed on a pole that was part of the path I was going to follow. Days later, when I am going to the bakery, the cashier was wearing a blouse with the same animal printed in black, white and red.

During this period, on a day when I was meditating, the goddess whose animal-symbol I had seen manifested to me. It didn't have any very obvious physical signs like objects moving or anything, but I could feel her aura, and it was something extremely powerful and at the same time very pleasant. I couldn't see her, but apparently I "heard" her voice telepathically.

Out of concern, I asked her if she was from Satan, and she said yes and confirmed that she was my GD. Furthermore, she gave me a kind of warning, telling me that the enemy entities would try to kill me at all costs. And so, according to her, a daemon under her orders would stay with me the whole time, at least until I evolved in power level to the point of being able to protect myself on my own. After that, she advised me to use the runes to reinforce the meditation I was already doing (I explained about it in this thread: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=270927#p270927 ). After that, she told me a few more things and left.

As soon as she left, I felt another presence in my room, not as strong as the previous one, but at the same time, it also had a pleasant aura, when I felt it. When I asked her if she was from Satan, she confirmed that she was, and that she was under the orders of my GD to assist with my protection. Since then, every time I focus on this entity, I feel her presence by my side. I will list the positive points regarding her presence:
- She always encourages me in my meditation and RTRs
- She advised me to do some soul-release work, which since I started I already feel is having an effect
- Since she appeared, the enemy attacks I used to suffer from have become much milder and practically do not affect me anymore.
- She even helps me in everyday matters, as citing an example, where I had an important deal to settle with my boss in which he could probably be angry with me, but he was calm, to my surprise, and at that moment, I felt her touching me on the shoulder and saying something like, "rest assured, you are an SS, you are with us, there is no reason to fear."
- Every time I think about feeling guilt or something, I almost always hear her saying something like, "don't feel guilt, you will be vulnerable if you cultivate that thought. Just go ahead and do your best."
- She even helps me with my family members who live with me by keeping them out of my room while I meditate, so much so that at no time when I was doing meditation did they ever show up or call me or anything like that. My meditations go smoothly thanks to this.
Despite this, some things that happen to me, but I'm pretty sure it's not because of her, but I'll mention them anyway:
- Almost every time I finish kundalini yoga and take the time to do meditation in the void, I almost always doze off, but I think it's because I sleep very little these days (less than 5h a night), to allow time to do the meditations, RTR, and soul release work.
- When I finish the soul releasing work that I do every night, I almost always feel exhausted, so much so that I have to raise my energy to do the RTR (and the soul releasing work I do is what the High Priest Hooded Cobra 666 taught me, which is to breathe blue energy into the chakras and vibrate ANSUZ or URUZ).
- There have been times when, due to tiredness, I fall asleep in the middle of the RTR (not every time, just once or twice), but even then I wake up and pick up where I left off.

Although I sleep very little, I can stay awake during the day, and this hardly affects me, I think it is due to the power meditation, even my mind is apparently working better than before. I can solve things in my work with my intellect more easily, I can identify a problem and reason the solution with more clarity as well.

But the main reason for my suspicion would be why the enemy entities would attack me with such determination that it is necessary to have a daemon protecting me 24 hours a day? Apparently the attacks are so intense that I cannot protect myself by myself yet, and I need the help of a daemon to keep me alive. Has this kind of situation ever happened to any of you? Requiring the presence of a daemon with you 24 hours or else you could be killed or incapacitated?

Also, what makes me thoughtful is this situation as well. Like, it's okay that my guardian is a high ranking goddess, but why this treatment of me, of allocating a daemon just to protect me? I'm not saying I'm special or anything, on the contrary, I'm just an ordinary SS, so I wonder if this isn't something in my head or an enemy entity, which I think is very unlikely, but what do you think about this based on my account? Do I just have a very vivid imagination or is this situation likely to happen?

Thinking about this, I even thought about a kind of attack that could occur, where hypothetically, the enemy entity arrives at the SS in question, and the SS cautiously asks if she is from Satan. This entity, taking advantage of the fact that the SS does not have fully developed astral senses, confuses his astral senses, making him believe that the entity declared itself to be of Satan, when in fact it just kept quiet and said nothing with respect to the question. Is this possible to happen or is it just my paranoia?

Sorry for the long report, but I needed to resolve this doubt. I left out some details that I don't feel comfortable putting in a public forum, but I believe they don't affect the understanding of the story.
 
Yopant3r said:
Is there any like discord’s or something we can join? I need friends in this i falter by myself. I know though together we are strong and I need your strength brothers and sisters. Please reach out to me!

You have allies here; however, there are no voice/video chats. It's a safety concern.
 

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