Duece White
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I repented a day after I performed the permanent soul dedicating ritual to become a Satanist. The reason was because I felt guilty for turning against the Christian God, due to not studying the entire site like I should have, and lost faith when I felt my workings weren't working. I want to know if Satan still on my side because now that I have studied upon the past and the lies Christians are being told about Chri-shit-anity, I want to become deeper and deeper in Satanism so that I can become immortal and a God like Iris lol. I'm a beginner. I've been doing breathing exercises (i.e. Yogic breathing exercise, Sun/moon breathing exercise); yet, I have trouble doing the Yogic breathing exercising because I get confused by breathing in my nose and moving the air to lower, middle and upper lungs. Can someone help me? And I would also like to know, when I complete a breathing exercise, what can I do next? I'm brave enough to talk to a demon now that I know that some appear as humans, which is ideal for. Can you inform me on that or send me a link? I'm super psyched about this immortally and powerful year ahead of me!