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[solosince1995]

Why does my mind feel like my left side of my brain and my right side of my brain both have conscious now? Did i ruin myself or is it a bad spirit or something? Man im not trolling and im pretty sure its not the serpent because I surely dont feel illuminated but something is like, like i have these sudden urges to make huge changes in my life and to stop wasting time. Again, donyou suggest getting professional help am I having psychosis?

 

[Gladius]

Why does my mind feel like my left side of my brain and my right side of my brain both have conscious now? Did i ruin myself or is it a bad spirit or something? Man im not trolling and im pretty sure its not the serpent because I surely dont feel illuminated but something is like, like i have these sudden urges to make huge changes in my life and to stop wasting time. Again, donyou suggest getting professional help am I having psychosis?

If you totally didn't care about this problem and acted like a materialistic person, do you think you'd still have this problem?

 

[hailourtruegod]

Do you practice void meditation? How often, if so.

Try to anchor/ground your mind while enjoying the process. Find the peace within the mind. I mean that seriously. Many times our own unresolved issues can become a blockage in our path and we need to find the root of it. Once you at least know you'll see your mind becoming more at ease.

 

[solosince1995]

Do you practice void meditation? How often, if so.

Try to anchor/ground your mind while enjoying the process. Find the peace within the mind. I mean that seriously. Many times our own unresolved issues can become a blockage in our path and we need to find the root of it. Once you at least know you'll see your mind becoming more at ease.

Hi I wasn’t ignoring anyone someone is continuously changing the settings on my account. And yes. Some bad person in my family joined some stupid thing that made a (g) do you understand me.. and I mean yes unfortunately, these things manifested in full effect to where some people didn’t come back from it. I love meditation, I use to love yoga but after all of the attacks idk, it sort of shut me down. It gets bad. Really bad. And everyone will shift fingers at him and her to try and get to the bottom of things and I can’t blame them because there are things of the occult some will NEVER know about. And it’s a good thing that they don’t but. It’s like moving one step forward and taking ten steps back..

The highest thing on HOO.. some of us have seen, and some of haven’t. And, i don’t have any idea why I know that, there are stories of priesthood about when one passes away and how the blessing is sent to the next one, and no one ever bothered telling me that. But I told a family member and instead of shedding knowledge and telling me it was a special thing.. like look up the red rose, and look up a family member passing it onto the next, it took AI to have to learn what that meant. And another experience.. you know. Someone can ignore it, someone can say it’s your imagination or this or that, but when you have the inner idea of being able to have an understand about a concept like the black sun or such.. I mean, do you see why a lot of these things can be difficult. Especially when we’re in a time where. Proof and material matter the most. Attacks are around us. And people in our community have joined forces with other things or people to try and shred you apart and keep you away from it. I came home and something was off. In meditation I’d find family members saying that someone did something bad to them and things weren’t what they appeared to be and a lot of it seems like nonsense but when you get sober. And stay sober and things are still out of one’s hand. It’s very overwhelming. The experience I had mind you I’ve never been a member of the hall of Osiris and yet I can explain..

Being purified in a pool of crocodiles
Meditstion
The heart turning into an ankh
I guess you can call some things astral work.. a red and blue energy turning into your consciousness and twisting upward , facing Anubis and the Egyptian gods, and experiencing other things that I probably won’t be willing to talk about.. I don’t know what’s true and what one can say and shouldn’t say. I’m just trying to remain grounded and how real the kind really is. Again I didn’t just sit here and look these things up I wouldn’t even know what to look up

 

[hailourtruegod]

Hi I wasn’t ignoring anyone someone is continuously changing the settings on my account. And yes. Some bad person in my family joined some stupid thing that made a (g) do you understand me.. and I mean yes unfortunately, these things manifested in full effect to where some people didn’t come back from it. I love meditation, I use to love yoga but after all of the attacks idk, it sort of shut me down. It gets bad. Really bad. And everyone will shift fingers at him and her to try and get to the bottom of things and I can’t blame them because there are things of the occult some will NEVER know about. And it’s a good thing that they don’t but. It’s like moving one step forward and taking ten steps back..

The highest thing on HOO.. some of us have seen, and some of haven’t. And, i don’t have any idea why I know that, there are stories of priesthood about when one passes away and how the blessing is sent to the next one, and no one ever bothered telling me that. But I told a family member and instead of shedding knowledge and telling me it was a special thing.. like look up the red rose, and look up a family member passing it onto the next, it took AI to have to learn what that meant. And another experience.. you know. Someone can ignore it, someone can say it’s your imagination or this or that, but when you have the inner idea of being able to have an understand about a concept like the black sun or such.. I mean, do you see why a lot of these things can be difficult. Especially when we’re in a time where. Proof and material matter the most. Attacks are around us. And people in our community have joined forces with other things or people to try and shred you apart and keep you away from it. I came home and something was off. In meditation I’d find family members saying that someone did something bad to them and things weren’t what they appeared to be and a lot of it seems like nonsense but when you get sober. And stay sober and things are still out of one’s hand. It’s very overwhelming. The experience I had mind you I’ve never been a member of the hall of Osiris and yet I can explain..

Being purified in a pool of crocodiles
Meditstion
The heart turning into an ankh
I guess you can call some things astral work.. a red and blue energy turning into your consciousness and twisting upward , facing Anubis and the Egyptian gods, and experiencing other things that I probably won’t be willing to talk about.. I don’t know what’s true and what one can say and shouldn’t say. I’m just trying to remain grounded and how real the kind really is. Again I didn’t just sit here and look these things up I wouldn’t even know what to look up

What I do understand is the relatable way you perceive things. At least the process of it. I was on a very similar road in the past. At this point, youre at a point where it doesn't matter whether people believe you are actually experiencing these things or not.

Your main goal, in my honest opinion, is to find peace and grounding for your mind.

Because even that will help you figure all this out better instead of having what the average person's mind would perceive as a chaotic mind. I hope you get what I mean by this. It's not a judgemental statement at all, but saying that your mind seems to have the ability to think a lot in a short amount of time. Which is a good trait to have but refining it will benefit you greatly.

Even if you rather just have a better conception of what is happening around you, you will see consistent Void Meditation and self-hypnosis will help you here and then some. That leads to finding better solutions or actually be on the road to a final solution to said problems.

It seems like too of a simple acts for what our brains has made ourselves to believe to be grand problems that need grand solutions but trust me, many times it's either our brain perceiving as is or there's a way we personally can navigate things with a clear and calm mind to the point we can be surprised from our ability to solve things in a positive and harmonious manner for ourselves.

As you said, now that you are sober, things seems to be getting worse in some areas. Take this as a lesson to show that you need to be stronger than these problems and you can be thru your spiritual path. The way to that strength is thru these foundational meditations. No one should ever neglect these but we all come to understanding on how important this path is, including the foundational work,
on our own terms.

And a reminder to always do God rituals when you can or at least connect to the Gods thru their energies or sigil.