Alcohol

[hateeternal90]

Drank some, went to a bar for 15 minutes, still drunk at the moment. Shouldn't have done it. Just by looking the overall shit taking down in a bar you can't help but think "wow, humanity really is doomed". I asked politely a half-acquaintance of mine whether a common friend of ours was in the bar and the guy started fucking disrespecting me for no reason. I felt like fucking kicking his ass to death right then and there, instead I just left.

What I wanted to say was... just don't drink. You don't have to. It's fucking pathetic no matter what POV you take looking at the situation.

Sorry guys, just had to vent. Honesty and being who you really are takes you a long way in a sense of not having to artificially lose your inhibitions. Just by doing what you want and what you really have to in the long run, and always living to make tomorrow easier really makes ordinary life a walk in the park. The path we walk is not a walk in the park though, and not for the retards you see puking their guts out and acting like idiots.

This was the fucking last time I ever touch the stuff. I only drank 4 cans of beer but still, I got the feeling of it being... just wrong on every level imaginable. Self-control is crucial in what we do and we should never lose it. Pain is temporary. What we are striving to achieve is immortality, which is eternal. Something to keep in mind.

This episode makes me more determined than ever to pursue my dreams and exert myself to the peak of my potential.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[darrklady13]

I agree Hateeternal.

My dear mother died from jaundice due to alcoholism. She was quite talented and a natural channeller.

I myself cqannot tolerate alcohol. Its gross. And I don't enjoy the hangover afterwards.

hails!!

--- In , "hateeternal90" <tapioilvesniemi@... wrote:

Drank some, went to a bar for 15 minutes, still drunk at the moment. Shouldn't have done it. Just by looking the overall shit taking down in a bar you can't help but think "wow, humanity really is doomed". I asked politely a half-acquaintance of mine whether a common friend of ours was in the bar and the guy started fucking disrespecting me for no reason. I felt like fucking kicking his ass to death right then and there, instead I just left.

What I wanted to say was... just don't drink. You don't have to. It's fucking pathetic no matter what POV you take looking at the situation.

Sorry guys, just had to vent. Honesty and being who you really are takes you a long way in a sense of not having to artificially lose your inhibitions. Just by doing what you want and what you really have to in the long run, and always living to make tomorrow easier really makes ordinary life a walk in the park. The path we walk is not a walk in the park though, and not for the retards you see puking their guts out and acting like idiots.

This was the fucking last time I ever touch the stuff. I only drank 4 cans of beer but still, I got the feeling of it being... just wrong on every level imaginable. Self-control is crucial in what we do and we should never lose it. Pain is temporary. What we are striving to achieve is immortality, which is eternal. Something to keep in mind.

This episode makes me more determined than ever to pursue my dreams and exert myself to the peak of my potential.

HAIL SATAN!

 

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From: darrklady13 <darkladyschild@...
To:
Sent: Sunday, August 14, 2011 11:45:34 AM
Subject: Re: Alcohol

  I agree Hateeternal.

My dear mother died from jaundice due to alcoholism. She was quite talented and a natural channeller.

I myself cqannot tolerate alcohol. Its gross. And I don't enjoy the hangover afterwards.

hails!!

--- In , "hateeternal90" <tapioilvesniemi@... wrote:

Drank some, went to a bar for 15 minutes, still drunk at the moment. Shouldn't have done it. Just by looking the overall shit taking down in a bar you can't help but think "wow, humanity really is doomed". I asked politely a half-acquaintance of mine whether a common friend of ours was in the bar and the guy started fucking disrespecting me for no reason. I felt like fucking kicking his ass to death right then and there, instead I just left.

What I wanted to say was... just don't drink. You don't have to. It's fucking pathetic no matter what POV you take looking at the situation.

Sorry guys, just had to vent. Honesty and being who you really are takes you a long way in a sense of not having to artificially lose your inhibitions. Just by doing what you want and what you really have to in the long run, and always living to make tomorrow easier really makes ordinary life a walk in the park. The path we walk is not a walk in the park though, and not for the retards you see puking their guts out and acting like idiots.

This was the fucking last time I ever touch the stuff. I only drank 4 cans of beer but still, I got the feeling of it being... just wrong on every level imaginable. Self-control is crucial in what we do and we should never lose it. Pain is temporary. What we are striving to achieve is immortality, which is eternal. Something to keep in mind.

This episode makes me more determined than ever to pursue my dreams and exert myself to the peak of my potential.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Allyson Ford]

Great topic and way to look at it. I drank alcoholically from 13-19 and I'm almost 21 right now. Make a long story short, Satan has taught me if I'm going to do it be responsible and safe. So if I choose to drink I don't do it out of depression or anger. I don't need to drink but if I do I don't drink to get drunk anymore. My body cannot handle it anyways. I believe this post was here for a reason so thank you!!!! Hail Satan!

-Allyson Ford 

On Aug 14, 2011, at 8:45 AM, "darrklady13" <darkladyschild@... wrote:

  I agree Hateeternal.

My dear mother died from jaundice due to alcoholism. She was quite talented and a natural channeller.

I myself cqannot tolerate alcohol. Its gross. And I don't enjoy the hangover afterwards.

hails!!

--- [/IMG][/email][/url], "hateeternal90" <tapioilvesniemi@... wrote:

Drank some, went to a bar for 15 minutes, still drunk at the moment. Shouldn't have done it. Just by looking the overall shit taking down in a bar you can't help but think "wow, humanity really is doomed". I asked politely a half-acquaintance of mine whether a common friend of ours was in the bar and the guy started fucking disrespecting me for no reason. I felt like fucking kicking his ass to death right then and there, instead I just left.

What I wanted to say was... just don't drink. You don't have to. It's fucking pathetic no matter what POV you take looking at the situation.

Sorry guys, just had to vent. Honesty and being who you really are takes you a long way in a sense of not having to artificially lose your inhibitions. Just by doing what you want and what you really have to in the long run, and always living to make tomorrow easier really makes ordinary life a walk in the park. The path we walk is not a walk in the park though, and not for the retards you see puking their guts out and acting like idiots.

This was the fucking last time I ever touch the stuff. I only drank 4 cans of beer but still, I got the feeling of it being... just wrong on every level imaginable. Self-control is crucial in what we do and we should never lose it. Pain is temporary. What we are striving to achieve is immortality, which is eternal. Something to keep in mind.

This episode makes me more determined than ever to pursue my dreams and exert myself to the peak of my potential.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[diznit26]

Because most souls are in such a low spiritual level people like and get addicted to disgusting things like these. I stopped smoking after doing some power meditations for a month and was actually very easy to quit it. I now don't understand why I liked it though, it leaves a bad taste in your mouth. Of course us who meditate regularly have no problem with those things because power meditation cleans the soul, but those without do.

--- In , Shannon Outlaw <soutlaw92@... wrote:

I know its disgusting, I never liked it. It feels like drinking rubbing alchohol. Now little bits of wine is great once in a blue moon for me but all that other stuff is so bad..What are you putting in your body but disgusting slop and something to make you feel bad in the morning and make you vomit. There is no point in that stuff! eeeww!


From: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
To:
Sent: Sunday, August 14, 2011 10:51 AM
Subject: Re: Alcohol


 
I'm with you there. I used to drink a lot in my late teens (legal drinking age is 19 here in BC), a friend and I once spent almost a whole week drunk or hungover. Drunk in the afternoon, evening, and night, hungover in the morning, and repeat. Now, I rarely ever touch it, and when I do, it's only 1 drink if I'm out for dinner. I can't understand anymore why people want to be drunk. I feel so powerful, being sober, with meditating. And I would much rather feel powerful, almost invincible after certain meditations, than feel week, wobbly, slow, and not in 100% full control of myself.

Hail Satan!

--- In , "hateeternal90" <tapioilvesniemi@ wrote:

Drank some, went to a bar for 15 minutes, still drunk at the moment. Shouldn't have done it. Just by looking the overall shit taking down in a bar you can't help but think "wow, humanity really is doomed". I asked politely a half-acquaintance of mine whether a common friend of ours was in the bar and the guy started fucking disrespecting me for no reason. I felt like fucking kicking his ass to death right then and there, instead I just left.

What I wanted to say was... just don't drink. You don't have to. It's fucking pathetic no matter what POV you take looking at the situation.

Sorry guys, just had to vent. Honesty and being who you really are takes you a long way in a sense of not having to artificially lose your inhibitions. Just by doing what you want and what you really have to in the long run, and always living to make tomorrow easier really makes ordinary life a walk in the park. The path we walk is not a walk in the park though, and not for the retards you see puking their guts out and acting like idiots.

This was the fucking last time I ever touch the stuff. I only drank 4 cans of beer but still, I got the feeling of it being... just wrong on every level imaginable. Self-control is crucial in what we do and we should never lose it. Pain is temporary. What we are striving to achieve is immortality, which is eternal. Something to keep in mind.

This episode makes me more determined than ever to pursue my dreams and exert myself to the peak of my potential.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Jason]

Hello, all. I'd like to take the time to give another perspective, point of view on this topic. First off, this will not be an attempt to try to justify anyone's behaviour, including my own personal downfall's of the past. This is regarding, for the most part, people with alcaholics on both parental sides going back generations.
Yes, most of these people will experiment due to peer preasure, mostly due to a pre-existing disposition to the inability to open up, to feel comfortable enough to chill out and have fun. Seeing how others lose their inabitions and let go, they will figure out that by drinking you are able to let go and emerge from that dark, lonely closet in your mind, to "open up." After all, if you do get called out on acting like an ass, there's, "well, I was drunk/high." It could start with someone drinking composively for years, for what ever reason they started, and get to the point where they need to drink (to get over the hang-over, and vomiting, shakes and D.T.'s, "Delerium Tremor's.) Even then if they do quit, taking powerful sedative's so as to not have a violent seizure, its like everything has to be learned again, in a very uncomfortable state. It can be like a crucial part is missing from every part of you, with constant anxiety. At this point there is permanent nerve damage. I've even heard of things like people being absalutly horrified of "sober sex"
Alcahol in the state that its bought in, is a poison, until it passes through the liver where enzymes convert it into the drug that causes the "high" feeling. The liver being used to filter this poison causes it to acumulate "fatty tissue", the liver itself being yellow causes the skin to turn yellow, as well. This is the "jaundice" that was mentionedent.
This is mostly the physical part, but not all the info. There's an important fact that people either don't know, don't believe, or will simply call it nothing more than an excuse and condem the person. I personaly would not put someone down for having to eat chocolate or drink orange juice to controle their blood suger, or call someone who's sneezing all over the place with snot running from their nose, discusting. Granted it is, and not pleasant to look at, however this is a physical issue and nothing they can controle. That fact is that it IS a disease, and should be treated as such. Again, I am not trying to make excuses, its just that not everyone knows that these things can be overcome with meditation, self-willed. I personaly have overcome this a few years ago, of course, in my personal situation, when things build up enough, I have succomed to this old habit, but once since coming to Father. This is the power of not only the disease, but the psycic hold as well, as Don stated.
Well, I think I've said enough, I just had the earge to write an essay of sorts. I hope it wasn't a complete waist of time, and although I didn't write this with this sole purpose in mind, I would apreciate any comments so I at least know it was read. Thank you all, have a good one, and...
HAIL SATAN!!!

 

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I had my own battle with the bottle but I've been clean for several years now and I got my power back. HS
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[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

Good to hear!

Hail Satan!

--- In , clb_pgnjohn@... wrote:

I had my own battle with the bottle but I've been clean for several years now and I got my power back. HS
Sent from my BlackBerry® powered by Virgin Mobile.

 

[Shan823]

Lydia! You are on a roll lately! HS
-----Original Message-----
Date: Monday, August 15, 2011 9:58:14 pm
To:
From: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
Subject: Re: Alcohol

Good to hear!

Hail Satan!

--- In , clb_pgnjohn@... wrote:

I had my own battle with the bottle but I've been clean for several years now and I got my power back. HS
Sent from my BlackBerry® powered by Virgin Mobile.

 

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--- In , "Jason" <eremoslukos8@... wrote:



Hello, all. I'd like to take the time to give another perspective, point of view on this topic. First off, this will not be an attempt to try to justify anyone's behaviour, including my own personal downfall's of the past. This is regarding, for the most part, people with alcaholics on both parental sides going back generations.
Yes, most of these people will experiment due to peer preasure, mostly due to a pre-existing disposition to the inability to open up, to feel comfortable enough to chill out and have fun. Seeing how others lose their inabitions and let go, they will figure out that by drinking you are able to let go and emerge from that dark, lonely closet in your mind, to "open up." After all, if you do get called out on acting like an ass, there's, "well, I was drunk/high." It could start with someone drinking composively for years, for what ever reason they started, and get to the point where they need to drink (to get over the hang-over, and vomiting, shakes and D.T.'s, "Delerium Tremor's.) Even then if they do quit, taking powerful sedative's so as to not have a violent seizure, its like everything has to be learned again, in a very uncomfortable state. It can be like a crucial part is missing from every part of you, with constant anxiety. At this point there is permanent nerve damage. I've even heard of things like people being absalutly horrified of "sober sex"
Alcahol in the state that its bought in, is a poison, until it passes through the liver where enzymes convert it into the drug that causes the "high" feeling. The liver being used to filter this poison causes it to acumulate "fatty tissue", the liver itself being yellow causes the skin to turn yellow, as well. This is the "jaundice" that was mentionedent.
This is mostly the physical part, but not all the info. There's an important fact that people either don't know, don't believe, or will simply call it nothing more than an excuse and condem the person. I personaly would not put someone down for having to eat chocolate or drink orange juice to controle their blood suger, or call someone who's sneezing all over the place with snot running from their nose, discusting. Granted it is, and not pleasant to look at, however this is a physical issue and nothing they can controle. That fact is that it IS a disease, and should be treated as such. Again, I am not trying to make excuses, its just that not everyone knows that these things can be overcome with meditation, self-willed. I personaly have overcome this a few years ago, of course, in my personal situation, when things build up enough, I have succomed to this old habit, but once since coming to Father. This is the power of not only the disease, but the psycic hold as well, as Don stated.
Well, I think I've said enough, I just had the earge to write an essay of sorts. I hope it wasn't a complete waist of time, and although I didn't write this with this sole purpose in mind, I would apreciate any comments so I at least know it was read. Thank you all, have a good one, and...
HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[tanya.azazel]

I must say I don't drink at all. Firstly it never appealed to me and secondly I had tasted it and it was nasty. Never wanted it again. Most people I tell that I don't drink they say that's good or you should try it and have fun. I don't want any of that toxin within my body as I said before I don't like it. I do have people in my family who love to drink and some who do it on occasions and some who don't drink at all either.

Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Zeus! Hail the Gods of Duat!

--- In , "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... wrote:

Good to hear!

Hail Satan!

--- In , clb_pgnjohn@ wrote:

I had my own battle with the bottle but I've been clean for several years now and I got my power back. HS
Sent from my BlackBerry® powered by Virgin Mobile.

 

[High Priestess Lydia Coventina]

Oh, with all my posting? I know, I've never posted so much as I have this past month... it's the meditations I've been doing. I seem to be quite social lately lol. It's usually after I do the pineal gland meditations.

--- In , "Shannon Outlaw" <soutlaw92@... wrote:

Lydia! You are on a roll lately! HS
-----Original Message-----
Date: Monday, August 15, 2011 9:58:14 pm
To:
From: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
Subject: Re: Alcohol

Good to hear!

Hail Satan!

 

[siguarddraconis]

The case with alcohol is quite simple - it deprives you of your self-control. And it may be that an enemy may take control over you - HP Lucius Dragonwolf in his 'Ordo Umbra' clearly states this.

You don't have to be a Satanic Shadow to observe this particular law. It's common sense. However, I'm not talking about small amounts of alcohol; as for me, I myself don't drink.

Siguard Draconis.

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE ELDER GODS!!
DEATH TO THE RIGHT HAND PATH!!

--- In , "tanya.azazel" <tanya.azazel@... wrote:

I must say I don't drink at all. Firstly it never appealed to me and secondly I had tasted it and it was nasty. Never wanted it again. Most people I tell that I don't drink they say that's good or you should try it and have fun. I don't want any of that toxin within my body as I said before I don't like it. I do have people in my family who love to drink and some who do it on occasions and some who don't drink at all either.

Hail Satan! Hail Azazel! Hail Zeus! Hail the Gods of Duat!

--- In , "lydia_666@" <lydia_666@ wrote:

Good to hear!

Hail Satan!

--- In , clb_pgnjohn@ wrote:

I had my own battle with the bottle but I've been clean for several years now and I got my power back. HS
Sent from my BlackBerry® powered by Virgin Mobile.

 

[Shan823]

After I do the pineal gland meditations I get very floaty, high and introvertical. I feel like a philosopher. Haha.
-----Original Message-----
Date: Tuesday, August 16, 2011 10:30:07 am
To:
From: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
Subject: Re: Alcohol

Oh, with all my posting? I know, I've never posted so much as I have this past month... it's the meditations I've been doing. I seem to be quite social lately lol. It's usually after I do the pineal gland meditations.

--- In , "Shannon Outlaw" <soutlaw92@... wrote:

Lydia! You are on a roll lately! HS
-----Original Message-----
Date: Monday, August 15, 2011 9:58:14 pm
To:
From: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@...
Subject: Re: Alcohol

Good to hear!

Hail Satan!

 

[[email protected]]

Ingesting foods to control blood/sugar, sneezing coughing, whatever are results of a physical disease which without the knowledge of power meditation are uncontrollable, for the most part, for the person suffering. In the same way that an alcoholic/addict needs drugs/ alcohol to keep them from being sick, or at dis-ease, due to it being a physical issue it can be categorised as an illness. Being such, I would not judge such a person, and certainly not call them "disgusting". I see it as walking up to someone who has just sneezed and telling them their gross and need to change their ways, however true this may be. Does this clarify things any better? I'm pretty sure it should as I'm guessing you know what I'm saying, but I do enjoy a smart-ass. Hope you enjoyed your chocolate!
HSSent via BlackBerry by AT&TFrom: "lydia_666@..." <lydia_666@... Sender: Date: Tue, 16 Aug 2011 01:55:30 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: Re: Alcohol
  How is eating chocolate and drinking orange juice to control blood sugar comparable to sneezing all over the place?

Just had to comment, so you know this was read. Because I'm a smart-ass at times. But seriously, I love chocolate, I'm even eating it right now. So, I'm a little confused. But the rest of your post was great.

Hail Satan!

--- In , "Jason" <eremoslukos8@... wrote:



Hello, all. I'd like to take the time to give another perspective, point of view on this topic. First off, this will not be an attempt to try to justify anyone's behaviour, including my own personal downfall's of the past. This is regarding, for the most part, people with alcaholics on both parental sides going back generations.
Yes, most of these people will experiment due to peer preasure, mostly due to a pre-existing disposition to the inability to open up, to feel comfortable enough to chill out and have fun. Seeing how others lose their inabitions and let go, they will figure out that by drinking you are able to let go and emerge from that dark, lonely closet in your mind, to "open up." After all, if you do get called out on acting like an ass, there's, "well, I was drunk/high." It could start with someone drinking composively for years, for what ever reason they started, and get to the point where they need to drink (to get over the hang-over, and vomiting, shakes and D.T.'s, "Delerium Tremor's.) Even then if they do quit, taking powerful sedative's so as to not have a violent seizure, its like everything has to be learned again, in a very uncomfortable state. It can be like a crucial part is missing from every part of you, with constant anxiety. At this point there is permanent nerve damage. I've even heard of things like people being absalutly horrified of "sober sex"
Alcahol in the state that its bought in, is a poison, until it passes through the liver where enzymes convert it into the drug that causes the "high" feeling. The liver being used to filter this poison causes it to acumulate "fatty tissue", the liver itself being yellow causes the skin to turn yellow, as well. This is the "jaundice" that was mentionedent.
This is mostly the physical part, but not all the info. There's an important fact that people either don't know, don't believe, or will simply call it nothing more than an excuse and condem the person. I personaly would not put someone down for having to eat chocolate or drink orange juice to controle their blood suger, or call someone who's sneezing all over the place with snot running from their nose, discusting. Granted it is, and not pleasant to look at, however this is a physical issue and nothing they can controle. That fact is that it IS a disease, and should be treated as such. Again, I am not trying to make excuses, its just that not everyone knows that these things can be overcome with meditation, self-willed. I personaly have overcome this a few years ago, of course, in my personal situation, when things build up enough, I have succomed to this old habit, but once since coming to Father. This is the power of not only the disease, but the psycic hold as well, as Don stated.
Well, I think I've said enough, I just had the earge to write an essay of sorts. I hope it wasn't a complete waist of time, and although I didn't write this with this sole purpose in mind, I would apreciate any comments so I at least know it was read. Thank you all, have a good one, and...
HAIL SATAN!!!

 

[BlueDragon68]

Hey everyone i'm will and I had an important question that isn't cleared up on JoS and that has to do with alcohol what happens if I fully meditate half of the day but then go out with friends to party? Would the effort I put in my practices come out to be pointless? Please anyone let me know thanks..
Hail Satan!!

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[jeremy montoya]

It really depends, one shouldnt "party" everyday or every week.Once in a while might be okay But overall you should just stay away from it all if you really want to advance spiritually.

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Responsibility to the responsible.Be aware that your actions have consequences.
Hail Satan!
From: BlueDragon68 <h.will18@...
To:
Sent: Sunday, March 31, 2013 1:15:08 PM
Subject: Alcohol

  Hey everyone i'm will and I had an important question that isn't cleared up on JoS and that has to do with alcohol what happens if I fully meditate half of the day but then go out with friends to party? Would the effort I put in my practices come out to be pointless? Please anyone let me know thanks..
Hail Satan!!

Sent from my iPod