Breaking from commenting? Why on earth for? Because you are not perfect? You see your mindset says alot about you. Stop trying to be perfect and just be you.. We accept you for who you are. We love you and cherish you as part of our family.
Are you gonna make mistakes? Yeah so what? Even figure of the past made mistakes. He learned from them. You dont ever have to be this perfect thing up on a podium for us to accept you. Just be YOU. Relax and see meditation as a slow unfolding path to a greater and greater you.
Your funny quirks are what make you great. Dont try to run off and become a computer program software that posts perfectly without emotion. Be as you are now and learn to cherish it. This is not a place you are use to that asks you to repress everything of your independant identity and act as a Borg.
Welcome to this great path of learning, light, love and self acceptance. If you need anything do not hesitate to ask.