AC, AP in the mind?

[SouthCentralBum]

Okay so I managed to reach the state of being in the moment and was able to see myself in the mirror...I see that I was dirty in my soul, I was black and my face was sorta warping sideways becoming ugly...so if I'm always in my mind and I'm doing the rtrs ,aura of cleaning, and aura protection...does that mean that they're not valid?( I've been doing these for a month before having the experience described above) how do I close my mind? Even if I do void people around me can hear noises that I hear, telepathically. So even if I'm quiet, I annoy people telepathically because they hear what I hear

 

[Gearshift]

But how can others hear what you hear, if people aren't spiritually advanced for that kind of capacity?

How do you know they don't just chalk it up to their own imagination or their mind running wild as with the average person?

I hate to implant ideas into your head but have you ever tried to state in your mind "Hey random person can you hear my thoughts talking to you if so open up your mouth and say "I hear you"?

Pardon the disrespect I'm not trying to attack you. I just find it strange you state "they" hear you, most people people can't hear such things without they themselves delving into the occult sciences.

Also while many activities are done mentally and even some people delved into the topic of mental kaballah. The fact of the matter is the act of opening your mouth and stating an RTR or vibrating a word of power is to bring the as below effect, to the as above effect.

In other words vocal physical kaballah > mental kaballah. So your imprinting both a physical and a spiritual effect with your voice. While that is true for mental kaballah it doesn't resonate out in the World like the mental capacity of a being of higher power.

It's not wrong, malefic, or invalid. Just it's lesser, something occurred just not as prominent as opening your mouth and reciting something.

 

[SouthCentralBum]

Also what I meant by my "in mind" is that when I speak the words out loud I hear myself speak and it kinda echos in my mind, and I guess when I'm visualising cleaning myself or spinning my chakras, other people can see those visualisations and they complain so am I doing it wrong? I found out that if my mind is open I can't be in the moment fully.. i feel im always a couple secounds behind

 

[Jack]

Also what I meant by my "in mind" is that when I speak the words out loud I hear myself speak and it kinda echos in my mind, and I guess when I'm visualising cleaning myself or spinning my chakras, other people can see those visualisations and they complain so am I doing it wrong? I found out that if my mind is open I can't be in the moment fully.. i feel im always a couple secounds behind

Look at yourself through the third eye by going into trance and see if you see the same things

 

[SouthCentralBum]

Also most of the people on my block can astrial project cause I can see them as blurrs and I know it's them cause I hear em talk...but I'm not even full "awake" or that's what they say, "how can he see" "how can he hear" "he's asleep" so I think it's kinda crazy how most are Christianity Catholics

 

[SouthCentralBum]

Im sure it's not the enemy, I'm 100 percent sure it's neighbors and family
for astrial projection, I can almost do it but it feels like I'm stretching my upper body but then i see this black cloud that acts like a force pushing me back towards my body or holding me so I don't go any further then I go back to just dreaming.
Seeing astrial projectors while im still in my physical body is kinda annoying cause I feel I have no privacy and those lil Gray's aliens peaking at me from my door then disappearing make me paranoid of being abducted or attacked by em.
I have a strong unconfort with having thoughts or using my imagination to see images or remember things I've seen because everyone on my block can see it or most...that I've developed a heavy anxiety when having alot of energy and start having this self sabotaging/destructive thought pattern
I feel I'm the one who's crazy/ a pussy because I can't handle all of this :// or control my mind when I get to high up there

 

[Genie]

You might lack fire (element), once you get advanced a bit you can try invoking it. Its going to help you with a lot of things and especially this kind of bs.

 

[Gearshift]

You might lack fire (element), once you get advanced a bit you can try invoking it. Its going to help you with a lot of things and especially this kind of bs.

He can do the elements at his level, just akasha. Akasha is totally safe, it contains the primordial element and thus all five elements including itself. Which automatically split up into the unbalanced element. Say you lack fire it'll turn into fire and balance out. Really just work with akasha for a long time and it'll help later when you do breath in the elements.

You can even breath in and vibrate AAA-KKK-AAA-SHH-AAA, in obscene amounts and it's fine.

Affirmation wise you may not have to use one but it's better to use one if you feel like it, would be: "My elements are in eternal balance in the most happiest and most beneficial way for me".

It's a nice affirmation some might want to strengthen the elements. Could do: "My elements are in eternal amplification and balance in the most happiest and most beneficial way for me".

Just avoid doing the elements themselves besides Akasha. It's not wrong to mess with the elements cause everyone is different and there are safe ways of doing it such as 2-3 breaths and/or breathing in then releasing out the element back into the ether and/or breathing out more of the element in other words, take a few out breaths more, releasing more of the element. All of these are safety precautions if you wish to not hold the element in and learn it at a faster pace.

 

[lilquote]

Im sure it's not the enemy, I'm 100 percent sure it's neighbors and family
for astrial projection, I can almost do it but it feels like I'm stretching my upper body but then i see this black cloud that acts like a force pushing me back towards my body or holding me so I don't go any further then I go back to just dreaming.
Seeing astrial projectors while im still in my physical body is kinda annoying cause I feel I have no privacy and those lil Gray's aliens peaking at me from my door then disappearing make me paranoid of being abducted or attacked by em.
I have a strong unconfort with having thoughts or using my imagination to see images or remember things I've seen because everyone on my block can see it or most...that I've developed a heavy anxiety when having alot of energy and start having this self sabotaging/destructive thought pattern
I feel I'm the one who's crazy/ a pussy because I can't handle all of this :// or control my mind when I get to high up there

It sounds like a lot of the negative experiences you're describing are enemy attacks. Especially if you're seeing greys on a regular basis. And, unless people are physically responding to your "telepathic communication", it very honestly could just be paranoia or enemy intrusive thoughts. It's just a plain fact that a lot of diluted Christians and Catholics are not open enough for two way telepathic communication. From my understanding the higher ups have spiritual knowledge, that is why they call humans "cattle". They keep them closed spirituality by removal of knowledge.
Of course I can't say for sure but they definitely seem like they're causing trouble for you. Along with the other advice here, learn to have control over your mind, do the rtrs, and returning curses pt one and two daily.

 

[lilquote]

Im sure it's not the enemy, I'm 100 percent sure it's neighbors and family
for astrial projection, I can almost do it but it feels like I'm stretching my upper body but then i see this black cloud that acts like a force pushing me back towards my body or holding me so I don't go any further then I go back to just dreaming.
Seeing astrial projectors while im still in my physical body is kinda annoying cause I feel I have no privacy and those lil Gray's aliens peaking at me from my door then disappearing make me paranoid of being abducted or attacked by em.
I have a strong unconfort with having thoughts or using my imagination to see images or remember things I've seen because everyone on my block can see it or most...that I've developed a heavy anxiety when having alot of energy and start having this self sabotaging/destructive thought pattern
I feel I'm the one who's crazy/ a pussy because I can't handle all of this :// or control my mind when I get to high up there

It sounds like a lot of the negative experiences you're describing are enemy attacks. Especially if you're seeing greys on a regular basis. And, unless people are physically responding to your "telepathic communication", it very honestly could just be paranoia or enemy intrusive thoughts. It's just a plain fact that a lot of diluted Christians and Catholics are not open enough for two way telepathic communication. From my understanding the higher ups have spiritual knowledge, that is why they call humans "cattle". They keep them closed spirituality by removal of knowledge.
Of course I can't say for sure but they definitely seem like they're causing trouble for you. Along with the other advice here, learn to have control over your mind, do the rtrs, and returning curses pt one and two daily.

 

[SouthCentralBum]

I appreciate everyone's help thanks