A True Satanist?

[omniquintess]

Hello its Omni again and before I ask my question, I would like to thank everyone again who answered my previous post on getting rid of my sexual hang-ups. It truly helped and I'm finally getting somewhere in my meditation practices.
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I have been having this strange feeling in my gut that I have been missing something important. Lately I feel closer to Father Satan, but I think I'm missing something that would qualify me as a true Satanist so to speak. At first I thought it was because I have rarely done any rituals of any sort, but then I thought that there must be some alternative because in my current living conditions, the chance to perform a ritual is probably zero. I thought about performing a ritual in an Astral temple, but at my current mental training and visualization skills, that's another impossibility.

So, I was wondering if there was some other way that I could get closer to the Gods? I feel close yet distant from them.

-Omniquintess

 

[David1]

the way to get better at something, is to believe that its working when you perform it.

so just meditating will make you stronger. i dont really think that you have an "impossibility" here, your just telling yourself it is.

but anyway, the more you open yourself up. the better.

how long have you been dedicated? it takes time for things to develope.

ive been dedicated for about 2 years now. and my first year was always my hardest. but then it got easier and i started speaking and sensing the gods more. i didnt have to think about it that much.

but.....i was meditating

why not just focus on opening your chakras?

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Hello its Omni again and before I ask my question, I would like to thank everyone again who answered my previous post on getting rid of my sexual hang-ups. It truly helped and I'm finally getting somewhere in my meditation practices.
__________________________

I have been having this strange feeling in my gut that I have been missing something important. Lately I feel closer to Father Satan, but I think I'm missing something that would qualify me as a true Satanist so to speak. At first I thought it was because I have rarely done any rituals of any sort, but then I thought that there must be some alternative because in my current living conditions, the chance to perform a ritual is probably zero. I thought about performing a ritual in an Astral temple, but at my current mental training and visualization skills, that's another impossibility.

So, I was wondering if there was some other way that I could get closer to the Gods? I feel close yet distant from them.

-Omniquintess