A serious question

[Mary-anne]

Am having trouble trying to word this so please excuse me if it doesnt flow or im tending to babble and rant a little.


I know that spiritual satanism is all about empowering ourselves and this is kind of where my dilemma lies.


while i do my meditation, rituals etc to empower myself and to grow spiritually at the same time im a BDSM submissive or slave and give my guy what is classed as total power control over me, being that i do nothing without his permission.

I will not say im a robot as i am able to think and question him and i do have the right to say no at any time, but by submitting fully to him i actually feel empowered both sexually, physically and mentally


so my question is am i dishonouring satan by my lifestyle

hail satan
hail enki

 

[Allison P]

Well, Father wants us to be happy, and if that's what makes you happy,
then I guess it's okay. I dunno. Not something I would want to do
myself, but like I said, if it gives you pleasure...just remember,
you are your own person, and you should never give over total control
unless you completely trust the other individual. I'm not judging
here, just saying. Hail Father Satan!

On 11/30/11, Mary-anne <slaveflamez@... wrote:
Am having trouble trying to word this so please excuse me if it doesnt flow
or im tending to babble and rant a little.


I know that spiritual satanism is all about empowering ourselves and this is
kind of where my dilemma lies.


while i do my meditation, rituals etc to empower myself and to grow
spiritually at the same time im a BDSM submissive or slave and give my guy
what is classed as total power control over me, being that i do nothing
without his permission.

I will not say im a robot as i am able to think and question him and i do
have the right to say no at any time, but by submitting fully to him i
actually feel empowered both sexually, physically and mentally


so my question is am i dishonouring satan by my lifestyle

hail satan
hail enki

 

[[email protected]]

As long as your dom let's you do the mediatations (sorry I really can't spell that word lol) and yoga, then I don't see a problem. Live as you choose. I doubt youre the first Zevism slave and I doubt you'll be the last.

Hail Satan ------------------From: "Mary-anne" <slaveflamez@... Sender: Date: Thu, 01 Dec 2011 04:43:23 -0000To: ReplyTo: Subject: A serious question
  Am having trouble trying to word this so please excuse me if it doesnt flow or im tending to babble and rant a little.

I know that spiritual satanism is all about empowering ourselves and this is kind of where my dilemma lies.

while i do my meditation, rituals etc to empower myself and to grow spiritually at the same time im a BDSM submissive or slave and give my guy what is classed as total power control over me, being that i do nothing without his permission.

I will not say im a robot as i am able to think and question him and i do have the right to say no at any time, but by submitting fully to him i actually feel empowered both sexually, physically and mentally

so my question is am i dishonouring satan by my lifestyle

hail satan
hail enki

 

[kenessa dunn]

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From: Mary-anne <slaveflamez@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, November 30, 2011 10:43 PM
Subject: A serious question

  Am having trouble trying to word this so please excuse me if it doesnt flow or im tending to babble and rant a little.

I know that spiritual satanism is all about empowering ourselves and this is kind of where my dilemma lies.

while i do my meditation, rituals etc to empower myself and to grow spiritually at the same time im a BDSM submissive or slave and give my guy what is classed as total power control over me, being that i do nothing without his permission.

I will not say im a robot as i am able to think and question him and i do have the right to say no at any time, but by submitting fully to him i actually feel empowered both sexually, physically and mentally

so my question is am i dishonouring satan by my lifestyle

hail satan
hail enki

 

[tfbailey1969]

Mary-anne....your strength is in your submission. I think you answered your own question when you said, " i actually feel empowered both sexually, physically and mentally." I believe Father Satan wants us to be those things.

Hail Enki!!

--- In , "Mary-anne" <slaveflamez@... wrote:

Am having trouble trying to word this so please excuse me if it doesnt flow or im tending to babble and rant a little.


I know that spiritual satanism is all about empowering ourselves and this is kind of where my dilemma lies.


while i do my meditation, rituals etc to empower myself and to grow spiritually at the same time im a BDSM submissive or slave and give my guy what is classed as total power control over me, being that i do nothing without his permission.

I will not say im a robot as i am able to think and question him and i do have the right to say no at any time, but by submitting fully to him

so my question is am i dishonouring satan by my lifestyle

hail satan
hail enki

 

[[email protected]]

Well put

--- In , kenessa dunn <kenessa@... wrote:

HMmmmmm...... Satan wants us to b strong independent children of his... Allowing this guy to have that type of control over you do you think you are that way.. And how are you going to fight the enemy when you allow yourself to b a slave to someone that your taught is a xian bullshit way
 
HAIL FATHER

From: Mary-anne <slaveflamez@...
To:
Sent: Wednesday, November 30, 2011 10:43 PM
Subject: A serious question


 
Am having trouble trying to word this so please excuse me if it doesnt flow or im tending to babble and rant a little.

I know that spiritual satanism is all about empowering ourselves and this is kind of where my dilemma lies.

while i do my meditation, rituals etc to empower myself and to grow spiritually at the same time im a BDSM submissive or slave and give my guy what is classed as total power control over me, being that i do nothing without his permission.

I will not say im a robot as i am able to think and question him and i do have the right to say no at any time, but by submitting fully to him i actually feel empowered both sexually, physically and mentally

so my question is am i dishonouring satan by my lifestyle

hail satan
hail enki

 

[Mary-anne]

yes my Dom allows me to meditate and do the rituals in fact he encourages me and will often reward me with candles crystals and incense for rituals even brought me a most beautiful pentagram to adorn my collar

--- In , mia_motherofone_daughterofnone@... wrote:

As long as your dom let's you do the mediatations (sorry I really can't spell that word lol) and yoga, then I don't see a problem. Live as you choose. I doubt youre the first Zevism slave and I doubt you'll be the last.

Hail Satan
------------------

-----Original Message-----
From: "Mary-anne" <slaveflamez@...
Sender:
Date: Thu, 01 Dec 2011 04:43:23
To:
Reply-To:
Subject: A serious question

Am having trouble trying to word this so please excuse me if it doesnt flow or im tending to babble and rant a little.


I know that spiritual satanism is all about empowering ourselves and this is kind of where my dilemma lies.


while i do my meditation, rituals etc to empower myself and to grow spiritually at the same time im a BDSM submissive or slave and give my guy what is classed as total power control over me, being that i do nothing without his permission.

I will not say im a robot as i am able to think and question him and i do have the right to say no at any time, but by submitting fully to him i actually feel empowered both sexually, physically and mentally


so my question is am i dishonouring satan by my lifestyle

hail satan
hail enki

 

[Mac Friday78836]

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  Cordially,

PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!

Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.
-High Priest Mac Friday

High Priest Mac Friday
Joy Of Satan Ministries

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HOME.html
From: Mary-anne <slaveflamez@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 2, 2011 12:22 AM
Subject: Re: A serious question

  yes my Dom allows me to meditate and do the rituals in fact he encourages me and will often reward me with candles crystals and incense for rituals even brought me a most beautiful pentagram to adorn my collar

--- In , mia_motherofone_daughterofnone@... wrote:

As long as your dom let's you do the mediatations (sorry I really can't spell that word lol) and yoga, then I don't see a problem. Live as you choose. I doubt youre the first Zevism slave and I doubt you'll be the last.

Hail Satan
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-----Original Message-----
From: "Mary-anne" <slaveflamez@...
Sender:
Date: Thu, 01 Dec 2011 04:43:23
To: <
Reply-To:
Subject: A serious question

Am having trouble trying to word this so please excuse me if it doesnt flow or im tending to babble and rant a little.


I know that spiritual satanism is all about empowering ourselves and this is kind of where my dilemma lies.


while i do my meditation, rituals etc to empower myself and to grow spiritually at the same time im a BDSM submissive or slave and give my guy what is classed as total power control over me, being that i do nothing without his permission.

I will not say im a robot as i am able to think and question him and i do have the right to say no at any time, but by submitting fully to him i actually feel empowered both sexually, physically and mentally


so my question is am i dishonouring satan by my lifestyle

hail satan
hail enki

 

[Mary-anne]

Thank you very much HP Mac Friday

--- In , High Priest Mac Friday <macfriday@... wrote:

Its your lifestyle and you choose how you want to live it. I see in no way that this is wrong.


Cordially,


PRAISE THE Mighty 4 Crowns of Duat!


Knowledge cant be rushed, it is power so you must accept and embrace it.
-High Priest Mac Friday


High Priest Mac Friday
Joy Of Satan Ministries


http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/HOME.html


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From: Mary-anne <slaveflamez@...
To:
Sent: Friday, December 2, 2011 12:22 AM
Subject: Re: A serious question


 
yes my Dom allows me to meditate and do the rituals in fact he encourages me and will often reward me with candles crystals and incense for rituals even brought me a most beautiful pentagram to adorn my collar

--- In , mia_motherofone_daughterofnone@ wrote:

As long as your dom let's you do the mediatations (sorry I really can't spell that word lol) and yoga, then I don't see a problem. Live as you choose. I doubt youre the first Zevism slave and I doubt you'll be the last.

Hail Satan
------------------

-----Original Message-----
From: "Mary-anne" <slaveflamez@
Sender:
Date: Thu, 01 Dec 2011 04:43:23
To:
Reply-To:
Subject: A serious question

Am having trouble trying to word this so please excuse me if it doesnt flow or im tending to babble and rant a little.


I know that spiritual satanism is all about empowering ourselves and this is kind of where my dilemma lies.


while i do my meditation, rituals etc to empower myself and to grow spiritually at the same time im a BDSM submissive or slave and give my guy what is classed as total power control over me, being that i do nothing without his permission.

I will not say im a robot as i am able to think and question him and i do have the right to say no at any time, but by submitting fully to him i actually feel empowered both sexually, physically and mentally


so my question is am i dishonouring satan by my lifestyle

hail satan
hail enki

 

[hsj_2002]

I belong to a indian sikh family my brother is a different sory but I am forced to pary to the "gods" of the religion I usually fake it or keep Demon sigils on me and cross my fingers when I do it. I have been thinking that I should run away from home but there will be lots of problems with doing that obviously. I discussed running away with my friend ideas such as saving money, learning the bus times and train times to travel but I still don't know what I should do I am 13 and if I wanna be free I can get a job in a few months and wait 5 years to get a house. Could you please help me with ideas.      Thank you. 

 

[elguytd]

Idk where you are from. But in America you can not legally get a job at 13. Jobs won't hire unless you are 16, and majority if you are 18.

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  I belong to a indian sikh family my brother is a different sory but I am forced to pary to the "gods" of the religion I usually fake it or keep Demon sigils on me and cross my fingers when I do it. I have been thinking that I should run away from home but there will be lots of problems with doing that obviously. I discussed running away with my friend ideas such as saving money, learning the bus times and train times to travel but I still don't know what I should do I am 13 and if I wanna be free I can get a job in a few months and wait 5 years to get a house. Could you please help me with ideas.      Thank you. 

 

[hsj_2002]

Thanks fellow allies I'll see what I can do