Before I forget what my questions are, I'd better ask them first. Is one's Guardian Demon always the same gender as the human they're guarding? Like, a female Satanist has to have a female Guardian Demon? Also, I don't quite grasp onto the concept of what the JoS website means by "vibration" during meditating. I hope I'm not missing something obvious. I can be a perfectionist sometimes, and I really wanna make sure I do everything right. I don't begin opening my chakras until next month, but I'll have to "vibrate" on the exhale, as in this quote directly from JoS: "Release your breath slowly through your mouth and vibrate: TH-TH-TH-TH-OH-OH-OH-TH-TH-TH in one long exhale..." How exactly do I do that? Could anyone explain this to me in vivid detail? Vocal function has always been difficult for me, as I do not know how to whistle either. The concept of how people snap their fingers has only come clear to me recently, but I still can't snap my fingers either.
Also, when I do "Flame Concentration", I find it incredibly entertaining, even though all I'm doing is staring at a candle light. Often I'll keep staring at it for several extra minutes, and refuse to stop concentrating on the imprint left in my vision until it completely disappears. I also find it very easy, and I'm beginning to see improvement in my concentration skills in general. Sometimes I hear noise from the candle, and when I blow it out, it sparks and cracks loudly...
Also, when I do "Flame Concentration", I find it incredibly entertaining, even though all I'm doing is staring at a candle light. Often I'll keep staring at it for several extra minutes, and refuse to stop concentrating on the imprint left in my vision until it completely disappears. I also find it very easy, and I'm beginning to see improvement in my concentration skills in general. Sometimes I hear noise from the candle, and when I blow it out, it sparks and cracks loudly...