PhantomWarrior
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Good day to all of our beautiful members. I wanted to share a recent experience that I can't get off my mind and I would kindly like to request for you to share any thoughts that you might have.
For best context I figure I should provide you with a succinct foreshadowing of personal events. I had after some time of advancing found myself at a place of immense wholeness and joy. I still however continued visiting the pub, only however to drink coffee instead of beer as all the friends that are beloved to me regrettably love to drink yet are also somehow more intelligent and conscientious than an overwhelming majority of people. After much insomnia and failing to guard my heart, I fell into drugs & alcohol by consequence of connecting with individuals who, albeit well-meaning, were in retrospect pretentious, insecure and lost.
I have now took a complete 180 from this shameful act and have been focused more than ever on doing only positive things for myself (eating all organic, meditating, exercising and learning). I've held this guilt on my conscious of hoping that the Gods would forgive such a misdeed in the face of such divinity that exists within all of nature and the cosmos.
Recently I had went to purchase a few things and during my walk to the store, I saw a humongous raven on a rock next to the sidewalk that I was on looking at me from only but 4 feet away. An older woman turning at the intersection stopped a moment and shouted "that is neat!" and I responded "isn't it? Animals are best!"
The raven only flinched but a little from my shouting as the lady drove away smiling and I crouched down to observe this beautiful creature a little closer. I had never seen anything like it.
After shopping I regrettably threw away my receipt. This was on October 3rd and it wasn't until 3 days later that I noticed my bank charge read $33.03. I also had a most vivid dream that night, as though I was peering through the clearest glass window in absolute darkness in comfortably cool air among the stars. A pale woman standing in a navy-blue sparkling dress and poker-straight partially tied (braided if I recall) silvery-white hair was turned facing leftward from my vision speaking to a woman with thick, voluminous wavy dark brown hair and (if I recall) a red dress, of whom was slightly out of my vision. I think that this person may have been the beloved mother of the JoS/ToZ, HPS Maxine.
I then, in darkness, heard her voice say "You're forgiven and you are so very much loved." She then answered a personal question regarding physical trauma from childhood and back/neck pain & stiffness. I asked if it could interfere in my spiritual ascension and she said "No, not at all. You still can achieve magnum opus but it is imperative for you to not stray from the path. You have gifts that few will ever possess. Many people in the world would even kill to obtain what you have. This also is why you must not be overtaken by the throes of life and why you must continue to hold fast to your destiny."
I then asked if I should see a chiropractor and she answered "It can help build a better foundation to work with, but most of it depends on posture, exercise, yoga, acupuncture and diet."
Now I am not one who remembers dreams. I can't help but feel that this night was very special. As a disclaimer, I do not wish by any means to assert that I'm chosen, more blessed or any such nonsense in my writing here. I only aim to reify the fact that we all have special gifts and blessings. It takes only but time, devotion and dedication for us to achieve them. The Gods are always listening and it's up solely to us to listen to them back.
A final point of all this that honestly has me nearly floored came after listening to the latest ToZ sermon on YT which talked about how the moon on Scorpio pertains to drastic change and transformation. As it turns out, the following two signs correspond to the moon on the day of the event (10/03) and the day following (10/04).
This has brought me to such a state of conviction that words cannot do it justice. On top of this, given that I'm not the most knowledgeable or experienced, AI gave me quite an answer for what the astrological significance the ravens is:
Q - Astrology raven
A - "Astrology raven" refers to the Raven being a sign in some non-Western astrological traditions, particularly the Native American zodiac, where it corresponds to the Western sign of Libra and represents traits like intelligence, balance, and fairness. The Raven also holds broader spiritual significance as a symbol of transformation, wisdom, prophecy, and the connection between the worlds, appearing in various cultures' lore and folklore.
Now I am not sure how Libra might correspond to all the above (harmony, balance, beauty, justice)... perhaps divine justice and the cosmic order? I am therein puzzled yet also mystified. If anyone has any suggestions on ToZ links/PDFs/sources regarding astrology that they are willing to share I'd be inexorably grateful for that as I have so much learning to do.
I appreciate all of you and I apologize for taking up your time with such a lengthy post. May the Gods be with all of you and may you continue on your struggle (*endurance, original definition) to be with the Gods.
For best context I figure I should provide you with a succinct foreshadowing of personal events. I had after some time of advancing found myself at a place of immense wholeness and joy. I still however continued visiting the pub, only however to drink coffee instead of beer as all the friends that are beloved to me regrettably love to drink yet are also somehow more intelligent and conscientious than an overwhelming majority of people. After much insomnia and failing to guard my heart, I fell into drugs & alcohol by consequence of connecting with individuals who, albeit well-meaning, were in retrospect pretentious, insecure and lost.
I have now took a complete 180 from this shameful act and have been focused more than ever on doing only positive things for myself (eating all organic, meditating, exercising and learning). I've held this guilt on my conscious of hoping that the Gods would forgive such a misdeed in the face of such divinity that exists within all of nature and the cosmos.
Recently I had went to purchase a few things and during my walk to the store, I saw a humongous raven on a rock next to the sidewalk that I was on looking at me from only but 4 feet away. An older woman turning at the intersection stopped a moment and shouted "that is neat!" and I responded "isn't it? Animals are best!"
The raven only flinched but a little from my shouting as the lady drove away smiling and I crouched down to observe this beautiful creature a little closer. I had never seen anything like it.
After shopping I regrettably threw away my receipt. This was on October 3rd and it wasn't until 3 days later that I noticed my bank charge read $33.03. I also had a most vivid dream that night, as though I was peering through the clearest glass window in absolute darkness in comfortably cool air among the stars. A pale woman standing in a navy-blue sparkling dress and poker-straight partially tied (braided if I recall) silvery-white hair was turned facing leftward from my vision speaking to a woman with thick, voluminous wavy dark brown hair and (if I recall) a red dress, of whom was slightly out of my vision. I think that this person may have been the beloved mother of the JoS/ToZ, HPS Maxine.
I then, in darkness, heard her voice say "You're forgiven and you are so very much loved." She then answered a personal question regarding physical trauma from childhood and back/neck pain & stiffness. I asked if it could interfere in my spiritual ascension and she said "No, not at all. You still can achieve magnum opus but it is imperative for you to not stray from the path. You have gifts that few will ever possess. Many people in the world would even kill to obtain what you have. This also is why you must not be overtaken by the throes of life and why you must continue to hold fast to your destiny."
I then asked if I should see a chiropractor and she answered "It can help build a better foundation to work with, but most of it depends on posture, exercise, yoga, acupuncture and diet."
Now I am not one who remembers dreams. I can't help but feel that this night was very special. As a disclaimer, I do not wish by any means to assert that I'm chosen, more blessed or any such nonsense in my writing here. I only aim to reify the fact that we all have special gifts and blessings. It takes only but time, devotion and dedication for us to achieve them. The Gods are always listening and it's up solely to us to listen to them back.
A final point of all this that honestly has me nearly floored came after listening to the latest ToZ sermon on YT which talked about how the moon on Scorpio pertains to drastic change and transformation. As it turns out, the following two signs correspond to the moon on the day of the event (10/03) and the day following (10/04).
| Libra | The Scales | .svg) |  ︎ | 24 September | 23 October | 180° to 210° | 7 | Positive | Cardinal | Air | Autumn | Spring | Venus | |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Scorpio | The Scorpion | .svg) |  ︎ | 24 October | 22 November | 210° to 240° | 8 | Negative | Fixed | Water | Autumn | Spring | Pluto (or) | Mars |
This has brought me to such a state of conviction that words cannot do it justice. On top of this, given that I'm not the most knowledgeable or experienced, AI gave me quite an answer for what the astrological significance the ravens is:
Q - Astrology raven
A - "Astrology raven" refers to the Raven being a sign in some non-Western astrological traditions, particularly the Native American zodiac, where it corresponds to the Western sign of Libra and represents traits like intelligence, balance, and fairness. The Raven also holds broader spiritual significance as a symbol of transformation, wisdom, prophecy, and the connection between the worlds, appearing in various cultures' lore and folklore.
Now I am not sure how Libra might correspond to all the above (harmony, balance, beauty, justice)... perhaps divine justice and the cosmic order? I am therein puzzled yet also mystified. If anyone has any suggestions on ToZ links/PDFs/sources regarding astrology that they are willing to share I'd be inexorably grateful for that as I have so much learning to do.
I appreciate all of you and I apologize for taking up your time with such a lengthy post. May the Gods be with all of you and may you continue on your struggle (*endurance, original definition) to be with the Gods.
