A little history on myself

[Cleotis Pendarvis]

Hello to my fellow spiritual satanist hopefully someone of the administration can respond to me so of course i started as a christian than i went to islam than palo mayombe to being a follower of the santa muerte to finally dedicating myself to satan honestly i feel i did the right thing by doing so but while involved in palo ive seen some things and i also attended and were involved in rituals for myself but i left the religion than i was following santa muerte until i came across the joy of satan page but before i came across the jos page i had a dream about a woman who actually introduce me to the people from palo mayombe and she was chasing me trying to tell me something about the guy who i was involved with but i wouldn't stop to let her speak to me i didnt want to talk to her and we were arguing in a different language at that i speak a language now that came to me back in 2014 ive heard no one speak it before but moving forward so since the lady couldn't catch me she stop and yelled Thats why the motherfucker david which was my padrino in palo she yelled out thats why the motherfucker david said the devil is coming for you next thing i know i dedicated myself to satan ive been seeing spirits since i was 5yrs old and have had some experiences i shall say but now im here in the spiritual satanist world and its nothing like ive ever experienced some nights ive seen the smaller demons that look like lil creatures and some nights ive seen the body feautures of a little man and woman ive yet to meet my guardian demon nor satan but i do feel the presence of satan sometimes and sometimes a face comes in my mind even now as im writing this of a i dont know what to call it yet but it has red eyes like a rough face black hair and is muscular i mean very freaking strong i was kind of timid on sharing this due to all the attacks we are under as a family but i needed to say something....hail..satan....hail..the gods of hell....uhk ahk meeyo humya les yoih ahk lehk mehk makhakyo.....thats what came to me to write this has been happening to me since 2014 as far as the language i feel its my calling since ive been a kid but i don't know..hail.satan.maybe one of the high priestess or priest will speak to me of this..hail the gods of hell..hail luciferi.hail satan..