adam.damani
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Ok. Here is the thing.
31 okt last year, I did the dedication ritual to Satan. Before that, I was a new age christian. After being dedicated to father Satan for 2 month, fear and doubt started to take over me and I called upon archangel michael to set me free from Satan.
After that I read something on joyofsatan and luciferianliberationfront that convinced me again (and more powerfully than ever) that the new age was evil and dangerous. This led me into asking father Satan to forgive me my blasphemous act. Ever since then I have done Rituals , meditation etc and had no problems. I have even called upon Lucifuge Rococale and other demons and felt a VERY positive response (I could really feel their power unambiguously).
So what is my question? My question is: did Satan really forgive me and take me back that day? Sometimes I doubt that Satan even forgave me that day. Maybe I am deluding myself that I was ever forgiven. Will Satan ever take back someone who was so fukking stupid to do what I did? I regret my blasphemy even to this day and the self anger for doing such a horrible thing is overwhelming. Please help me.
31 okt last year, I did the dedication ritual to Satan. Before that, I was a new age christian. After being dedicated to father Satan for 2 month, fear and doubt started to take over me and I called upon archangel michael to set me free from Satan.
After that I read something on joyofsatan and luciferianliberationfront that convinced me again (and more powerfully than ever) that the new age was evil and dangerous. This led me into asking father Satan to forgive me my blasphemous act. Ever since then I have done Rituals , meditation etc and had no problems. I have even called upon Lucifuge Rococale and other demons and felt a VERY positive response (I could really feel their power unambiguously).
So what is my question? My question is: did Satan really forgive me and take me back that day? Sometimes I doubt that Satan even forgave me that day. Maybe I am deluding myself that I was ever forgiven. Will Satan ever take back someone who was so fukking stupid to do what I did? I regret my blasphemy even to this day and the self anger for doing such a horrible thing is overwhelming. Please help me.