A Committment That I Must Finally Take Action Upon

[strengththroughsatan89]

For the past seven years I have been strong in my belief and have carried out such beliefs with honor and strength and have very few regrets. That one regret is my dedication to the utmost important activity that all Satanists must follow and that is a definate and daily meditation program. For years I have been putting this off and have felt guilt over it but done nothing about it. After HP Don posted his latest message that was the final push I needed to get off of my ass and so something.

Starting today after this message I am not going to be online at all (except for school work) as the internet has become my greatest excuse. My posting this is not meant to share my pitty I have on mself or anything else but so that if I go back on this and come on the boards I will have thousands of people know that I failed amd I think by sharing this I will have that extra push to not only fail in my eyes but also not to fail in the eyes of others around me. I shall not be on at all until I feel I have a steady program going on that I know I will keep up with.

To those who will ask, Yes, my rituals will still be posted but if they are posted by me personally I still do not know.

To all of my brothers and sisters on here I wish you the best of luck in everything you are striving for and I hope to be back in a month or so.

Dark Blessings To All

Hail Satan

 

[Brian Gibbons]

Not as an excuse Strength,but I admit I screw up to once in a while too,and then I just continue the next day.So don't feel lonely my friend.We have not made it to Godhead yet right?All we can do is keep trying to improve our commitment,and contact with Father Satan everyday,without beating ourselves up over it either.I personally think Father understands that we are human,and prone to many mistakes on our way to Godhead brother.
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

From: strengththroughsatan89 <horrorfan89@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, February 10, 2012 12:10 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] A Committment That I Must Finally Take Action Upon

  For the past seven years I have been strong in my belief and have carried out such beliefs with honor and strength and have very few regrets. That one regret is my dedication to the utmost important activity that all Satanists must follow and that is a definate and daily meditation program. For years I have been putting this off and have felt guilt over it but done nothing about it. After HP Don posted his latest message that was the final push I needed to get off of my ass and so something.

Starting today after this message I am not going to be online at all (except for school work) as the internet has become my greatest excuse. My posting this is not meant to share my pitty I have on mself or anything else but so that if I go back on this and come on the boards I will have thousands of people know that I failed amd I think by sharing this I will have that extra push to not only fail in my eyes but also not to fail in the eyes of others around me. I shall not be on at all until I feel I have a steady program going on that I know I will keep up with.

To those who will ask, Yes, my rituals will still be posted but if they are posted by me personally I still do not know.

To all of my brothers and sisters on here I wish you the best of luck in everything you are striving for and I hope to be back in a month or so.

Dark Blessings To All

Hail Satan

 

[Hot Guy]

heck if internet did not exist i would not myself have access to the wonderful world of satanism as i do not know many offline sources. plus it the only way i know i can curently communicate with other satanists which is good as for me i feel it will take awhile for me to go from newbie to PRO so for me internet helps.  i myself have cut down by only using it for 2 to 4 hours per day at times and only certain days of the week (whenever i don't go to work these days).

but
i myself at one time spent way too much time online and on occasion still do (i am addicted to the internet).  i have a laptop now and when i go to coffee places or a library i copy and paste as much as i can and use it offline later. me myself i would not say i have used that as an excuse. me myself there are other things in life now i probably still do too much of though.to much of almost  anything is bad for you and by that i mean the one thing you can never have too much of is satanism of course.
what i have is a library of folders for my satanism related stuff that i can access whenever i feel like it and it comes from the jos site and various jos yahoo group messages and those messages i copy and paste them to documents (ones that interest me most and are the most useful to me at the present time).
this is good so this way i have time to do so many other fun things as i do enjoy being online but too much of it i must say cant be god for you



just telling the truth from my perspective here



HAIL SATAN





From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, February 10, 2012 10:26 AM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] A Committment That I Must Finally Take Action Upon

  Not as an excuse Strength,but I admit I screw up to once in a while too,and then I just continue the next day.So don't feel lonely my friend.We have not made it to Godhead yet right?All we can do is keep trying to improve our commitment,and contact with Father Satan everyday,without beating ourselves up over it either.I personally think Father understands that we are human,and prone to many mistakes on our way to Godhead brother.
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

From: strengththroughsatan89 <horrorfan89@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, February 10, 2012 12:10 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] A Committment That I Must Finally Take Action Upon

  For the past seven years I have been strong in my belief and have carried out such beliefs with honor and strength and have very few regrets. That one regret is my dedication to the utmost important activity that all Satanists must follow and that is a definate and daily meditation program. For years I have been putting this off and have felt guilt over it but done nothing about it. After HP Don posted his latest message that was the final push I needed to get off of my ass and so something.

Starting today after this message I am not going to be online at all (except for school work) as the internet has become my greatest excuse. My posting this is not meant to share my pitty I have on mself or anything else but so that if I go back on this and come on the boards I will have thousands of people know that I failed amd I think by sharing this I will have that extra push to not only fail in my eyes but also not to fail in the eyes of others around me. I shall not be on at all until I feel I have a steady program going on that I know I will keep up with.

To those who will ask, Yes, my rituals will still be posted but if they are posted by me personally I still do not know.

To all of my brothers and sisters on here I wish you the best of luck in everything you are striving for and I hope to be back in a month or so.

Dark Blessings To All

Hail Satan

 

[Mike1]

Yep, true Brian.I, for once, am prone to laziness in particular...Humanum est errare... the only way is to keep pushing forward and to learn from our mistakes and fight our weaknesses.We all do screw up from time to time. No one's perfect (yet).Best of luck there Strength  
Hail Satan and all the true Gods!
Hail Gods of War! 
/Mike
From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@...
To: "[email protected]" <[email protected]
Sent: Friday, February 10, 2012 6:26 PM
Subject: Re: [JoyofSatan666] A Committment That I Must Finally Take Action Upon

  Not as an excuse Strength,but I admit I screw up to once in a while too,and then I just continue the next day.So don't feel lonely my friend.We have not made it to Godhead yet right?All we can do is keep trying to improve our commitment,and contact with Father Satan everyday,without beating ourselves up over it either.I personally think Father understands that we are human,and prone to many mistakes on our way to Godhead brother.
 Hail Satan
Brian 
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf Hitler

From: strengththroughsatan89 <horrorfan89@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Friday, February 10, 2012 12:10 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] A Committment That I Must Finally Take Action Upon

  For the past seven years I have been strong in my belief and have carried out such beliefs with honor and strength and have very few regrets. That one regret is my dedication to the utmost important activity that all Satanists must follow and that is a definate and daily meditation program. For years I have been putting this off and have felt guilt over it but done nothing about it. After HP Don posted his latest message that was the final push I needed to get off of my ass and so something.

Starting today after this message I am not going to be online at all (except for school work) as the internet has become my greatest excuse. My posting this is not meant to share my pitty I have on mself or anything else but so that if I go back on this and come on the boards I will have thousands of people know that I failed amd I think by sharing this I will have that extra push to not only fail in my eyes but also not to fail in the eyes of others around me. I shall not be on at all until I feel I have a steady program going on that I know I will keep up with.

To those who will ask, Yes, my rituals will still be posted but if they are posted by me personally I still do not know.

To all of my brothers and sisters on here I wish you the best of luck in everything you are striving for and I hope to be back in a month or so.

Dark Blessings To All

Hail Satan

 

[sosayeththeserpent]

Good Luck STS.