The Gods #972 Why do I feel bad when humanity receives a truth?

[Ask Satya Operator]

Hello everyone, I would like to ask you a question about the gods and myself.

First of all, for the gods, is it serious to follow Satan only because I know he is the winner? Finally, I have just realized that maybe I love the gods for interests and not for their self-esteem, it bothers me, I envy you, you know, you are so emotional, you are deeply touched by the gods and I have the impression of not giving any love, I only think of myself.

I don't care about humanity, I only think of myself, I also lack attention, I need to feel superior to others.

I intend to respect Satanic ethics, but I feel bad on one side for not being like you, caring about others as the gods do.
(small precision, I feel emotions just like you, but it is very complicated to express them, for example I have a deep love for my father, I would like to have this same love for the gods and the people, so that they love me too.)

So the question is: How to have love for others and for the gods.

I know that deep inside me I have this love.

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

I just replied a few moments ago to this thread about self-love.
I think your problem may be lack of self-love, as you seem wanting to be loved by your father.
The reason why you dislike other people is (maybe!) because you did not receive proper love as a child, so your mind thinks not loving others is normal behavior.

 

[Khem Nefermed]

You are probably too young or need to grow more to understand "love" genuinely.

You are aware that Satanas is an eternal winner, which is a good thing. And you consider yourself selfish for wanting to be part of the winning team. This comes from personal traumas and insecurities.

As long as you are working to improve the JoS, and to improve yourself, and to know and connect to the Gods, your internal understanding of the reasons you do this is secondary in importance. You will grow, and learn about empathy and love, because these things come with time and experience.

You might've lacked people in your life that showed genuine care and love for you, which means you haven't had the opportunity to develop and understanding of love yourself.

Don't be so hard on yourself, regardless. You'll be fine.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

Hello everyone, I would like to ask you a question about the gods and myself.

First of all, for the gods, is it serious to follow Satan only because I know he is the winner? Finally, I have just realized that maybe I love the gods for interests and not for their self-esteem, it bothers me, I envy you, you know, you are so emotional, you are deeply touched by the gods and I have the impression of not giving any love, I only think of myself.

I don't care about humanity, I only think of myself, I also lack attention, I need to feel superior to others.

I intend to respect Satanic ethics, but I feel bad on one side for not being like you, caring about others as the gods do.
(small precision, I feel emotions just like you, but it is very complicated to express them, for example I have a deep love for my father, I would like to have this same love for the gods and the people, so that they love me too.)

So the question is: How to have love for others and for the gods.

I know that deep inside me I have this love.

As others stated, this is an insecurity problem. Work on the solar energies of your soul, which will give an inner feeling of security that allows you to not feel threatened by what others do. This is not fake either, solar energy empowers all nadis of the body, lighting up the various aspects of your soul to produce or see higher value. Where an insecure person feels weak, the person with high solar energy sees an opportunity for success, and this is what gives a feeling of inner confidence.

The Sun is in Sagittarius now, so there is a good opportunity for a Sun Square.