Rituals #80336 I'm tired of this

[Ask Satya Operator]

When I'm doing a god ritual, things that are insulting to the gods come into my mind and I just can't help it.
Like do not think of a white bear thing ,
What should I do?

 

[Flamma Bellum]

void meditation. Don’t give energy, don’t feed, let go, let pass, be focused and do what you are doing-develop your willpower. Ignore.

 

[Henu the Great]

Given enough time with cleaning meditations and sabbatical purification cycles these things subside for good.

 

[Apprentice]

Don't be too hard on yourself. You have to be gentle, reminding yourself repeatedly not to think about that white bear.
The mind is disorganized at first, and it will get so much better once you apply what other members suggested.