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[email protected][/url], "David" <garimevil@... wrote:
I feel your despair. I know where your comeing from. What your experienceing is GOOD. YOu are changing, developing, growing.
Changes are painful. Your eyes are opened now, to the lies of this world, of our childhood, our future. Our purpose on earth, (seems like there isn't one?) is to educate. We CANNOT ENLIGHTEN ALL, ESPECIALLY THE ENEMY RELIGIONS.
Now that you are aware of the bullshit, try to find joy in Satan, the Gods, their energy, their protection. Empower yourself for yourself, and your growth.
NEVER TURN TO THE ENEMY IN SEARCH OF ANSWERS.
I believe you feel depressed, and sick, due to the fact you have tried to turn to them==the enemy. They will attack you and make you feel hopeless, like giving up.
Don't!!! Keep strong and true. We are your brethren here, talk to US. WE UNDERSTAND.
HAIL THE GODS OF HELL !!!
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[email protected][/url], "Dwyefiene" <dwyefiene@ wrote:
I have no idea where to start

. all this seems so hard. The world makes me feel sick, and looking out my window to what we've become makes me feel ill. I just turned to islam wishing for some change in the world. And through reading and learning I didn't feel right. I just felt controlled, and threatened. Going through the site really helped open some things up for me. My dads pagan but doesn't understand how much i know. I'm 18 and I go mad over this. Have for years, about the zionists and their movements, but never knew how deep it was. Just thought it was a money thing, a power thing. But then in life I learnt its not about money. Money isn't real, you don't need it. it's man made, like islam Christianity etc. but I have no where to start, and i feel so sick, so helpless. Feels too late. I wish people could open their eyes, and souls. I'm from england, and tbh with you. It's not a beautiful place. The people make me feel ill just like life. Blind, selfish, arrogant and generally busy in life (job, money, life, family, tv). I'm so angry/upset/scared/empowered/ready/not ready. My brain is just spinning. I wish i could get my words out on a keyboard, but that's sickening. I can't! I have watched and read things for years, watching film after film, but it's just distraction after distraction. Thats' how its been made to work though. No real path, just choices. you either do their left or their right. And I have no one I can talk to, no one that understands. And everyday i just think and think and think, till my brain feels like its burning and i burn out. I don't feel healthy. I want to start but its so scary, I'm not well atm, in fact i'm far from it. And my dad even though so smart, and loving for the planet and all its creation. he doesn't understand to such a level. not about mass control and brain washing. so his knowledge of the demons and the world is not shared with me. I'm scared of trying to do it myself. in case not strong enough. because i break. I have a strong mind, but a weak heart. And being here it's all too much. I wish someone could understand me. or even explain. I feel like a empty shell. "they say all you have in life is dreams, and dreams are nothing if you don't believe". :'( love to satan, I wish to know more about the world. and hope for change. words are just words, but when i get a sinking feeling in my heart typing them, i know where they're from.