And I didn't like him apparently we are the reason that when he goes around saying " i'm satanic" to everyone, that he gets made fun of. And that since we believe demons are real that we give " true satanism" a bad image I try to be respectful of everyones beliefs, especialy anyone who...

I didn't think of that... I'll try it, thanks

Almost none =/ I feel the energy. But it won't come out of my body Any ideas? Biokinesis was alot easier... But this, well it's kicking my butt. I get a few random shocks here and there, but that could be my imagination Does anyone have any experience with this? Or any info at all...

Yeah, this person was asking about it and I decided to say what I had to say before the " PRAISE THE LAWD" people showed up. But other than someone asking me, I'm usualy quiet about my beliefs I make an acception every now and then when someone is going on and on about " god"

We'll be getting a new member soon, I talked to someone who was confused about spiritual satanism on another site, I was actualy able to put his mind at ease and help them make their decision and I directed him here had to be a miracle that through all the xians spouting lies, this person was...

Thanks alot, I'll get to working on it

I would like to try invoking a demon, but I can't do the exact ritual it is extremely hard for me to light candles or insense in my home withou someone barging in asking what I'm burning so are is this nessecary? Can I call a demon in any other way? Please help, I really want to get a...

On my list of things to learn. And it seems alot easier than biokinesis I can already feel electricity building up in my hands when I concentate on it ( my hands start to tremble and shake as if I was being electrocuted) well brothers and sisters wish me luck :D I'm very excited to learn...

More info on this please? Like what can I actualy use it for?

I'm sorry I have no written journal ( can't risk my parents finding it) but I can tell you how, every night before bed, I soak up alot of green energy, and see it as a large sphere which breaks into smaller spheres, these hover above my body over every muscle I want to make stronger, I...

To move on to something new biokinesis is getting easier and easier for me so I'd like to learn something else so brothers and sisters, what's a slightly more challenging next step? I've been interested in the more obscure things so any suggestions?

I'll try. But I'm shocked after last night, i think after this I don't care about weight at this point. My strength, it has increased alot more than I thought o_O alot more. I can do pushups with one arm. 2 weeks ago I couldn't do 1 on one arm. I did 10 on each, and felt I could do many more...

I read about this in another post and read about the IGF and it's members, but who exactly is against them? I know Satan and the demons are of course but who else? I've heard of only one other race and I beleive they are the Dracon? but I was told they were neutral. Who all is against...

I've tried everything to gain weight, and trust me, I eat enough haha that's about all I do is eat. I'm always hungry, I'm not trying to argue, it's just that lifting and exercising just doesn't make me gain weight. I'm not a sedentary nerd who sits and does nothing either, in wrestling my...

It's not a confidence thing, but it's something I can see you know? My body growing, and it's something I can stick with I've had problems sticking with meditations lately but this is something I want. I can't gain weight. That's the problem. I'm healthy but I have the metabolism of 2...

Even though it got to me... I'm slightly proud of this, they see me as a threat now. And if it pisses them off even more that I actualy enjoy their attention, that's just great for me I realised that, I like their attempts to hold me back, because then I get to see them fail and just...

To my understanding, Hell , just like the demons has been twisted by xians into what it is not, I have actualy asked a demon before what Creationhe'll was like, my impression from the feelings I got was " like earth, just darker" darker as in cloudy skies this is just what I think. Not on...

I've been trying and trying with this biokinesis technique trying and trying, so hard. I think I've made progress. The enemy has been putting more pressure on me lately. I take this as a sign that they see me advancing. But, I'm nervous. My own mother ( who knows nothing of me being...

I've tried this and it's extremely hard for me I've tried many times, but I can't do it and when I make any progress, my mind gets excited and my imagination tends to take over is there any other way?

I want to know mine. But I don't know how all I know is I've had many, How do I go back and see them,?

I'm interested in just about all forms of magik but, some types I've tried come easier to me visualization techniques are hardest for me but stuff that involves actualy doing something ( biokinesis and sigil magic) are alot easier for me to concentrate on. I am more interested in darker...

By someone who beleives angels can help him use magick but also uses many native American and satanic methods I almost dismissed what he said except for the fact of what he said ( and I'm paraphraseing) " yes you are (on the right path) my idealist space cadet the spirits ( I beleive he...

Well I use red to get pumped up but I'll definatly start using green during these meditations I've actualy noticed an increase in my strength with just 2 weeks of this I'm really excited haha!

Since I've been asking questions alot lately, I decided I needed to contribute somthing a while back I got interested in biokinesis and I've made my own technique for it and I thought it may be of use to someone, it doesn't dramsticly effect your anatomy ( atleast not yet) but it works...

I'm going to find out who or what it is. But I have asked my gd and I got an unsure response, I think not even my gd knowws because if she is ever around, she's with me and not at.my housewhen I'm gone i don't know though. Are there any protection rituals I could use? I've tried visualising...

Well thanks for sharing but Yes she is very kind, I feel like, idk I feel like she is a really old friend I've had. It's strange. I've attempted talking to several demons, but marchosias seems to be the one who stays around and wached out for me. I'm not always aware of her. But if I stop...

This has me confused, and it's a little embarassing for me to talk about my GD, who Im almost 100% positive is Marchosias I think came to me in 2 dreams both of which were very....sexual and If I were to go into detail I'd feel weird explaining it all ( I'm just very private when it...

The thing is, I don't know if it's around when I'm home, I never see anything or hear anything. But my little sister does. But, I don't think it's bad, I get a very " playful" feeling when I try to focus on it and the thing is, it's been centralised around my room lately ( ie my door...

My little sister has told me a few things lately about hearing and seeing things in our house... 1st she told me she woke up to the sound of deep voices and people walking around in our living room, and hearing our recliner lean back , which is quite loud, and hearing someone sit down. This...

The way I look at it, fear is not an emotion. It is more of a habit. I'm not talking about the fear you feel when your body goes into " fight or flight mode" I'm talking about fears we dwell on. Such as the dark for example the dark won't hurt you but for some reason people that are afraid...

Well. No I wouldn't betray father. Ever. That's why I didn't do it. I asked him if it was ok and he gave me a few small sighns not to do it. So I didn't and won't. And the ritual isn't about getting myself possesed, it's about trapping a spirit in a doll and getting rid of it. But that...

The good news is, when school starts I will have a 2 hours off in the middle of the day meaning I will have alot of alone time to meditate! Alot more time than I have had during the summer with my sister and parents home all the time and my question is, i still haven't found my GD but I...

Oh ok thanks. But I'm even more confused about apothis because what I found says that he was Ra's brother but he was an enormous evil serpent

Just wached the last few minutes of a show about ancient Egyptians beleif about the journey to the afterlife, and a few names jumped at me first, Apothis. They said he was the demon of chaos. I was wondering if anyone knew anything more about Apothis, I don't remember his name on jos and I...

Father doesn't care about anything you did in the past. No matter what, as soon as you dedicate yourself to him you start all over. Don't worry about the past, father doesn't care about that. He cares about you in the here and now and what you will become in the future Hail Satan!

I'm all for helping you but words will do absolutely nothing, I'm almost certain that you would have to show them what you as a free thinking individual are capable of, which is a up to you I might be new to satanism, but I'm an expert when it comes to dealing with others stupidity...

That's just it though. I'm terrified of the idea of it and I have the chance to literaly destroy one of my worst fears not to mention the fact I have father and my GD to help me. In fact I think father might be ok with me doing it. It's a very extreme way of bettering myself by banishing...

I thought so, thanks. Probably is a bad idea.

Ok I know I've been asking alot lately but this will be my last question for a while I promise haha It's a hard question to ask because it's somthing only I could see reason for doing what are satans and of course y'alls views on summoning evil or neutral human spirits. Because there...

Well I looked up the meaning of seeing them, and in most cultures it seems they are a sighn of "opening your eyes" or change. Of course in European Xian cultures they were deemed as evil. But in just about everywere else they are a good omen. I also saw that they are a sighn to meditate...

Does the dragon fly have any satanic or spiritual meaning? They seem to follow me around 1 huge gold one, 1 huge enourmous black one or some times 3 smaller but still big red ones. I've never noticed dragonflies were I live before. But I'm curious about them. They follow me...

Today I learned how painful it is to see how disrespectful and mean and just..... Wrong how people can be towards father I read a story on a forum about a kid who's brother drew satanic symbols on his walls because he thought it would " be hardcore" this guy asking for help said he had...

I think I almost was able to astral project lastnight. I got to the point were I fell like I was vibrating and falling. But I figured out what was happening and got to excited and snapped out of it. What should I do after I get to this point? The falling feeling, how do I get from there to...

Oh who is she? I posted somthing else saying I thought it was lillith. But like I said I don't know much about her and her name just wondered into my mind. but I will definatly try and find out about aset. I've been trying to find out who helped me for the longest time now so that I could...

Haha that is kinda funny. As for my past lives I know for a fact I was a soldier in many of them. A German in Ww1 or ww2 I believe was most recent. But I can't be sure. I also had the thought today, just pop into my head that maybe it was lillith that saved me. I know very little about...

Not sure what a totem actualy is. But it's supposed to be a representation of someones spirit animal/ guide/ guardian. And depending on what tribe of native americans you talk to I've heard that in some you can have 2 or even 2 animals on the same totem. Not all demons are from Satan so it...

Ok so, ever since I can remember I've had a fascination with Orion and prions belt and I beleive it is no accident that my parents gave me Orion as a middle name. And thinking about this made me realise somthing else, father or atleast one of his demons has been with me from the day I was...

Thanks animus I've moved on to triggering my petuitary gland to releasing growth hormones, the eye color began to change but it hurt to bad and I got concerned haha. And Amanda it's called biokinesis, my eyes were somthing simple to start with and as I found out even simple things can go...

Well there's 2 ways I've tried Nd they both seem to have the same effect 1. Visualize your genes in a bubble in front of you go into a trance and visualize a needle of energy and tell it what you want then inject it into the bubble. Be sure you visualize the hole being covered or else. 2...

Well I chose my eyes because I wanted somthing I could easily see changing then once I got my eyes done I would move to other things. I'd like to be stronger and faster, working out just makes me loose weight and I don't have much to loose haha I'm not a very big person

She passed away tonight and I feel like I should ask she was a Xian but she didn't know anything else she was raised in a small Texas town but I was wondering what will happen to her now? Will father wach out for her for me? Or will somthing else happen. Is there anything I can or...

Seems to be working it's been 3 days and my eyes feel strange. Almost warm to be exact is this good or bad? It's not painful but it's no comfortable either it's like wearing contacts for the first time oh and the color Im trying for is firey orange

Yes, isn't it somthing like your bodies natural "vibration" or basicaly the most dominant energy in your body? that's what I've gathered but I don't hear about it much

Oh just like last month when the jehovas assholes pounded on my door and shoved a panflet in may face saying the world would end a week fom that day? And the month before that...and the month before that...and well you get the picture I'm sure haha

I'm very interested in this but I just don't know the best way to go about trying this has anyone actualy succeded with biokinesis? I'm trying the whole eye color thing myself. But does anyone know better or easier ways of doing it? Any info will be much appreciated HAIL SATAN

As a new satanist I am here to say that satanism, and I mean real satanism, is about finding a way to open your mind and empower yourself. And yes it is very much based on love.the love we have for our father Satan and the love he has for us. Words can't and will never be able to describe it...

Father is anazing. I asked him how he could be so strong and how he has been able to stand being the most hated figure in the history of earth by his own creation. I was then lead to "peace be unto him" on jos I never fully understood it until today Hail Satan and All his demons and...

That literaly made me feel sick.

So lately I've been hearing alot about greys and thinking "wow thankfully they don't bother me" but for some reason around the same time every night I feel anger/ frustration out of nowere. Just randomly. Whenever I think about meditating or trying to it just happens. So I thought " well...

I feel them but I can't see them. How do I see them so I can kill them I'm tired of feeling sick and tired all the time. I'm still new to all this so sometimes I can't tell who's who like last night my bed felt like someone kicked it from underneath if it wAs my gd I know I wouldn't...

I will. Thanks hail Satan

Well it might. But that's a fictional language so how could that have any connections to my gd? Im just getting more and more confused about my GD. Maybe I should go with my "feeling" and try and contact furfur again. Her name comes into my mind alot. But I've gotten possible " visions" I...

My ouija board keeps spelling Tseo. This doesn't sound like a demon name to me but I was wondering if it could be the name of a lower demon. I remember actualy asking father for a lower demon ( because they have the horns and hooves) because they look more like I picture a demon to look like...

I made my own ouija board and it seems to work just fine. Just look up what they look like and draw it on some paper or cardboard. I made mine and asked father to help me make it and to protect me while I use it. And it seems to work just fine.

It seems like the less complex meditations I try the harder it is to concentrate. For example I know it may have been a bad idea but I tryed a few advanced meditations like the single serpant and it came easy to me. The visualizing of the serpant actualy moving and lighting up my chakras on it's...

My eyes are now fully open. Like I said once they took somthing from me and made it personal is in a fucked up sort of way some sort of blessing in itself. Now I have a clearer veiw of what I need to do. 1. Become closer to father 2. Become stronger 3. Be patient 4. Destroy the enemy in any way...

Somehow out of nowere the 1 friend I have that used to be the only human I would trust with any secret. Or even my life. Has decided she is a devout christian. And I could understand her reason. But I just hate seeing her turn into... This hypocritical, judgemental, and horrible person. This is...

I plan on using the board tonight and atleast once a day after meditation to see if there is any difference when I use it. Thanks for the help. HAIIL SATAN

Thanks and I asked father to help me make it and to protect me while using it does that count? And I'll keep at it I didn't expect instant ansewers haha

I made one just to see if it would work but the ansewers I got are very...sketchy. I asked my GD for his name and got Tsen or tseo. But I was wondering if when you first start using a ouija board is it normal for the movements to be very slight and jerky? Or is that just me?

It's brother actualy haha he was going to help my friend who is a girl . But ok my story started before my dedication but I was becoming interested in satan and his demons. And I wondered if I could somehow contact one. I searched and searched for. A way that I could try (fancy rituals can't...

So I've decided I'd really like to meet my guardian demon. I know I have one but I'm not sure who he or she is. I can't see or talk to him/her yet. But I have gotten 2 names furfur and hissa. I actualy tried to contact furfur and got a few replies but he was just here to solve a few problems for...

Well thanks guys. I usualy do try music and it does help but when I go void I can't think about anything else. Or else I lose my trance. But today I tried somthing different I tried void meditating on my actual chakra itself. My third eye to be exact. And I was able to concentrate for a good 5...

Yes thanks alot. I know for a fact I've had thoughts pop into my head that weren't Mine. And possibly a deep echoy voice once. I asked "why can't I hear anything?" and in my head I heard "keep it quiet" so I assume someone meant for me to keep my mind quiet. Which I have trouble doing. But...

So I've been noticing lately that whenever I try and ask father or any demon for help I don't see or hear anything. But I do feel somthing. I either get colder and feel tingly or I feel like...well it's hard to describe. It's like a small jolt of electricity that makes me twitch or almost spasm...

Thank you. I have gotten over my fear by now. And I have been meditating or atleast trying to once or twice a day for as long as I can (but it's hard with family around )

I am very new to satanism and I finaly worked up the courage to do the dedication. Or atleast I tried to. I got everthing I needed. And I had even sighned my name. But I got scared out of nowere and couldn't light the candle. So I decided to sleep on it and see if I felt better the...