Ok so, ever since I can remember I've had a fascination with Orion and prions belt and I beleive it is no accident that my parents gave me Orion as a middle name.
And thinking about this made me realise somthing else, father or atleast one of his demons has been with me from the day I was born. Literaly. And it is because of what I have been told that whoever this demon, or father... Or whoever it was actualy said that I was able to dedicate myself to father... Let me explain,
I was born with a major heart defect and was born blue like a smurf.
No blood circulating in my body. The doctors luckily were able to keep me alive on a life support system ( not sure exactly what happened between me being born and being put into the life support)
but my grandfather told me that I was laying in this machine with tubes and IV's still pretty much dying.
This is were I beleive father or a demon comes in.
Grandpa said a woman dressed like a nurse came in (I belive he said that she was wearing a different type of uniform than the others he had seen)
she ignored him completely and walked over to me and said
" oh no, he is and old soul and he is hurt." and she placed her hand on my heAd for a second then turned to leave.
My grandpa said he wanted to ask her somthing so he got up and she beat him out
the door, but only by maybe a few seconds. He said he got into the hall and she was gone.
But almost automaticaly I was better, my breathing stableized and a day later I was able to be flown to Dallas for surgery.
He asked and described her to other nurses and they said they had never seen her.
And i just felt like I needed to say this to someone.
And maybe someone that reads this can tell me how I can find out who it was, I don't think it was my GD.
and also....old soul? What does that mean for me?
I know what old souls are but... What does it mean for me and my relationship with father?
