Another big fight + I left home

[Voice of Enki [JG]]

Hail Moloch i see your name is Worship Moloch what do you think brother of some people here say Moloch not is of our path, for me him is one of my favorites God's

Moloch is a jewish thoughtform, nothing to do with Spiritual Satanism. It's nothing more than another worthless name for the odious yahweh thoughtform.
Anything related to moloch should be ignored and discarded, and spit upon.

 

[Rodulf]

I said to you before, I think a while ago, that young men often have to leave their families and this is a natural part of life in making a young man, often things come to a head where this occurs and is fated. That's part of the Aries modality of men. Aquarius and Gemini (friends, neighbors, siblings, locals) that are sextile to Aries are part of this, as with your friends who helped you.

I'm not saying this as an 'I told you so' moment as your situation is extremely complicated, it's just something to consider.

Please at least maintain the Foundation Meditation and AoP and be safe.

Totally concur. A man should leave home and start an independent life. Usually, there is some trauma. But as mentioned above, with time this can heal.

 

[David Chacón]

Moloch is a jewish thoughtform, nothing to do with Spiritual Satanism. It's nothing more than another worthless name for the odious yahweh thoughtform.
Anything related to moloch should be ignored and discarded, and spit upon.

Do you see like this men

 

[Way_Seeker666]

I’m staying with friends until I rent after a paycheck. Friends are muslim. They are really good friends though, they are almost like siblings and there might be workarounds however spirituality would be playing with fire in this situation.

Until I get a place with privacy, survival comes first and foremost.

Oh, I see. Fortunately Our Gods are completely understanding. I'm sure things will work out for you if you just do what you're able to. Don't forget Them, nothing is stopping you from communicating. Also remember to clean your Soul and keep your AoP strong, even if only with silent visualization and and drawing in energy. You know the importance of this.

I'm glad to hear that you've got support and will be able to make a smooth transition. All the best, Brother! We're all behind you.

 

[Way_Seeker666]

I said to you before, I think a while ago, that young men often have to leave their families and this is a natural part of life in making a young man, often things come to a head where this occurs and is fated. That's part of the Aries modality of men. Aquarius and Gemini (friends, neighbors, siblings, locals) that are sextile to Aries are part of this, as with your friends who helped you.

I'm not saying this as an 'I told you so' moment as your situation is extremely complicated, it's just something to consider.

Please at least maintain the Foundation Meditation and AoP and be safe.

666% in agreement here. This has to happen. I'm excited for him, this is time for all sorts of growth and positive change.

Mercury, take it head on and give it horns. You're so much more capable than you know, and it's hard things/times that teach you this. No fear, no doubt, just determination and endurance with the right positivity.

 

[xlnt]

Spirituality and JoS is going to take a backstage for a while.

This sounds like a too much black or white/all or nothing kind of thinking.
At least some meditation and positive affirmations could be good in this situation.

A former friend of mine, who I once had a podcast with, also had a fight at home recently. Happened July this year.
He ended up beating up his very old dad to death, and is now facing life in prison. No joke.
Drugs and his own stupidity destroyed his life. JoS saved mine. Beat up your inner issues instead of people.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

Happy for you.

Thanks. I wrote part of my story by heart as an inspiration for people struggling with freedom.
This is also sad, as family is supposed to be good and supportive. Depends on where you live also.

My immediate family isn’t so bad, however with the arguments and these last fights, something was definitely wrong. My mom has been mainly a positive influence in my life, with some problems as well.

I honestly hope this is not your case, and your family is really not so bad.
But, this was what I consciously thought at time, my family is not so bad!
I did not anyway want to stay with them for any reason, I had this strong impulse to leave. Many years later, issues and truth emerged, to my surprise and appall. Now I know the reasons why this happened. I tend to be over-worried about others with family troubles but the fact you were almost dying in your first attempt to leave, is evidence of a strong link or opposing force to your choice.

It’s not so black and white it seems. But what’s apparent is that I probably have overstayed my welcome. I should dig my own path now.

Best of luck ! Congratulations for your choice.

 

[616Taysha]

Y'all are reactin' to MercuryWisdom's "Spirituality and JoS is going to take a backstage for a while" as if he was going to drop it altogether. If - IF - you've never been in a sitution like his, you know next to nothing about having to make hard choices.

HE IS NOT QUITTING. Sure, if he hadn't written it, no one would be so morally righteous.

 

[Henu the Great]

Y'all are reactin' to MercuryWisdom's "Spirituality and JoS is going to take a backstage for a while" as if he was going to drop it altogether. If - IF - you've never been in a sitution like his, you know next to nothing about having to make hard choices.

HE IS NOT QUITTING. Sure, if he hadn't written it, no one would be so morally righteous.

I don't think it is about as much about "moral righteousness" as it is about staying clear of obstacles, advancing, and being healthy and happy. At least that's what I would like him to be instead of hopping from one extreme to another.

 

[Viego]

I entered another big fight at home this time with my younger brother that ended in me beating him.

I left home.
I’m also going to get a full-time job again so I’m not homeless and to put bread on the table.

I’m going for full independence I can’t have/don’t want this family again.

Spirituality and JoS is going to take a backstage for a while.

Survival first.

(Not looking for criticism, as most of you probably would never understand.)

I have been given you a very long text in your previous topic which I doubt you checked it out as you did not reacted on it
But yea, this was obvious to happen , the moment you are in now, sorry but that won't change nothing, sometimes that's how we learn in life, trough such ways, now you realize what is truly important ,it's not like you did not knew but now you feel it deeply as well, Us should be #1 priority in our lives and focus on advancing also do not let your emotions take upon your ration and think, do not just feel but also THINK , time is now important ,you need a job or an income trough something, wish you honest Luck my Brother and do not worry about anything else, try to prioritize what is more important to you and focus with constancy towards MO, only way! Ur family, loved ones ,friends will go , but you have the chance to become a God and even resect them from this " nothingness".

I genuinely believe that you are a good and cool person, although we never spoke much and know each other, I just feel this about you and my feelings/intuition is most of the time correct Prob you got upset cuz I went in with my bullshit of a answer at first, the one who's been approved not the one where I replayed to your topic, maybe you have not seen it, I rly did put effort into it you know and making it so big and stuff, I am not telling you off and I understand why you would had not done it at that time, but mad or not, believe that there's good people, not just me but the rest of your Brothers and overall many of people here which are looking forwards to b e with you, help you and so on so forth.

Also , do not be discouraged or afraid or anything like that, the God's are always here for Us , maybe not directly all the time but They surely make it's PERMANENT watched, in happened to me where I had this extreme event going on and some entity nearly got me killed and then some kind of "alarm" pumped up in my soul and then bam , some God [which I did not knew his name] just came in, Bless Him! Have faith , focus on what's important, do not things overcomplicate to much and also do no let yourself be your worst enemy, especially now when you need yourself the most.

If you ever feeling like chatting or stuff, be free to message me anytime you want!

Moloch is a jewish thoughtform, nothing to do with Spiritual Satanism. It's nothing more than another worthless name for the odious yahweh thoughtform.
Anything related to moloch should be ignored and discarded, and spit upon.

That's what I was doing with the meditation we had on the site , the 72 disgusting names or something like that called , translation from my native language to english.
Enemy was so mad, not only I could feel it, but they were persistently upon my ass, but fuck them, never be warried about them, I speak to everyone when I say this.
Yheove and all it's other names will be entirely vanished from all of the Worlds where it exists. Eternal Light will and IS FOREVER RESTORED. Glory to SATAN!

 

[VanceViktori888]

Good luck brother MercuryWisdom! Gods be with you!

 

[nustifer666]

Take care of yourself, time will fix it.

 

[Yurei]

The Gods have your back, you'll make it, and I wish you all the best

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Thank you all for your support, encouragement, and care brothers and sisters. It means the world to me and I feel stronger because of you.

 

[Brandonn]

Understand this brother at a time like this YOU SHOULD FOCUS ON SS.

Most of us understand, and hold off on drastic actions. Lots of I've wanted to do but decided without a care plan ahead that wouldn't make sense.

But yet again maybe living on the edge of survival is what you need, Is seen people react the told after such actions although they suffered alot and alot didn't make it ... those who did went far. You are not alone.

 

[Viego]

Thank you all for your support, encouragement, and care brothers and sisters. It means the world to me and I feel stronger because of you.

you welcome

 

[Viego]

Understand this brother at a time like this YOU SHOULD FOCUS ON SS.

Most of us understand, and hold off on drastic actions. Lots of I've wanted to do but decided without a care plan ahead that wouldn't make sense.

But yet again maybe living on the edge of survival is what you need, Is seen people react the told after such actions although they suffered alot and alot didn't make it ... those who did went far. You are not alone.

You're so fucking right with this. Even the God's are testing us. Whatever happens in our lives, to see how strong we are , how we are keeping on the path, how important is the Path for us truly? Do we do enough following it or we just bark and still stay a mediocrity like the 99% of the rest of the planet? Fuck everything else, just meditate, become God , nobody cares about each other truly , I mean they do but it's nothing any can do for their own lives, therefore , focusing on SS it is indeed the best way, no matter how much mercy and good words and bla bla somebody gets from online strangers. Your advice is PERFECT

 

[Demonic Tech]

The Gods delivered Brother! Congratulations again for the win @MercuryWisdom, I don't know which prize you won because the JoS Donors usernames are different than the forums ones, but I saw you saying you won in the Raffle thread. HAIL SATAN!

 

[Viego]

The Gods delivered Brother! Congratulations again for the win @MercuryWisdom, I don't know which prize you won because the JoS Donors usernames are different than the forums ones, but I saw you saying you won in the Raffle thread. HAIL SATAN!

It doesn't matter how much, a win is a win, we should be grateful even for the smallest thing in life, if not, I've noticed the universe tends to treat you differently.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

The Gods delivered Brother! Congratulations again for the win @MercuryWisdom, I don't know which prize you won because the JoS Donors usernames are different than the forums ones, but I saw you saying you won in the Raffle thread. HAIL SATAN!

Thank you brother! Blessings have been pouring on me I’m beyond grateful.

 

[Demonic Tech]

...we should be grateful even for the smallest thing in life, if not, I've noticed the universe tends to treat you differently.

Yes, I agree

It doesn't matter how much...

Oh it does though.
Caring about how much, and being grateful for even the smallest things, are not 2 mutually exclusive things.
You should be grateful for even the smallest things, but even more grateful for bigger things.

 

[Viego]

Oh it does though.
Caring about how much, and being grateful for even the smallest things, are not 2 mutually exclusive things.
You should be grateful for even the smallest things, but even more grateful for bigger things.

Imagine you're a God, right? And you bless somebody with a bit of lifting up charm just enough to keep him floating as it is his own business to stand back up on his feet , my point is this.

If you're a God and help somebody in need and then you hear that very person saying or thinking in himself " That's alright...wish It could be more tho " so ..although you do a divine and universal thing , the human is an ungrateful being. We have been given this very life and although of this , many seems not to appreciate it very much.

I don't insinuate nothing about you Demonic Tech , I just felt like saying those things.

 

[Demonic Tech]

Imagine you're a God, right? And you bless somebody with a bit of lifting up charm just enough to keep him floating as it is his own business to stand back up on his feet , my point is this.

If you're a God and help somebody in need and then you hear that very person saying or thinking in himself " That's alright...wish It could be more tho " so ..although you do a divine and universal thing , the human is an ungrateful being. We have been given this very life and although of this , many seems not to appreciate it very much.

Yeah I think you've misunderstood what I meant. I didn't say to disregard a blessing, or not being grateful for it, because it "could've been more".
I'm just saying that numbers matter in this world, so it's fine to be MORE happy for something BIGGER happening.

I don't insinuate nothing about you Demonic Tech , I just felt like saying those things.

Don't worry, I know