About trans ppl

[sonnenscent]

I was thinking about a question: the surgery trans women do to convert the sexual organ to a feminine one, how is it spiritually conceive?

 

[sonnenscent]

I want to understand better before do the surgery, cause spiritually something is saying to me that is the wrong way since the last year.
I feel strange reading that "I'm ill", but I will stay here. In the real life I'm very feminine and a beautiful woman, by the side of the gods Astaroth helped me so much and she taught me that the sexual organ is a tool for the advancement, but since I was a kid I felt uncomfortable with my sexual organ.
I want to understand better this path and I'm uncovering myself here, haha.
So, for who talks about LGBTQ bla bla, I'm not consider myself part of this group, I know that they are manilulated.

 

[sonnenscent]

And I know that biologically I'm a man, I just like to be a beautiful woman and that people see me like that. I'm not delusional.
In the ancient times we were oracles, we had a spiritual role.

 

[fuoco blu 666]

And I know that biologically I'm a man, I just like to be a beautiful woman and that people see me like that. I'm not delusional.
In the ancient times we were oracles, we had a spiritual role.

With power meditation, you will be able to harmoniously and healthily experience your feminine energy transforming into sweetness, yet united with the power of your masculine energy, your physical sex.

The Dagaz rune combined with Wunjo is excellent for merging and simultaneously healing your sexual life force.

Work closely with the sexual chakra to purify it, as it directly governs sexual energy as the first aspect of the life force

 

[Anemos Aiteros]

Astaroth

That is a Goetia name.

You can call Her with other Names, as Astarte or Aphrodite.

 

[hailourtruegod]

You have all you need to cultivate the person who you really are right here. Why pay thousands of dollars on surgery when your mind and identity, along with your resolve, become solid as steel thru this path. Even the money going to the ToZ instead of completely wasteful surgeries is a better outcome as our cause will also help and heal those with this problem similar to yours.

 

[sonnenscent]

I know what you mean but do NOT do any surgeries. These will not benefit you in any way. You can be completely fine and feminine as you are without any kind of surgery. How would any surgery help you? It wouldn't at all, it's simply risk without any benefit. You are not ill, you just need a better way to express this femininity. The Gods want you to feel proud of yourself without doing any surgeries. If you're worried about aging then know that everyone ages, if you want to stay youthful forever then there's the Magnum Opus for that.


Yes. From what I know, if you do these surgeries to your body then you will not be able to do the Magnum Opus since it involves the sexual organs as well.


Did the High Priest confirm any of this? If you mean the Galli of Cybele then these people castrated and mutilated themselves publicly as part of a ritual, to be quite honest, it sounds like an ancient version of LGBT pride parades to me. I used to romanticize about these feminine male "priestess" things as well but it seems that most of it is unhistorical or based on distorted allegories of the Gods.

Please try a Ansuz/Munka Freeing the Soul working. The moon is still waning right now so I recommend doing this on the 19th or 21st (waning moon in virgo).
example affirmation: "This energy has permanently freed me from all sexual hang-ups and negative karma related to my gender in a fully beneficial way for me."

Please let me know if there is anything you need a Zevist perspective on and if you have any further questions, I'd be glad to answer them for you. I'm concerned about you.

I love you comment in a high level.
Thank you sis.

 

[sonnenscent]

You are not a woman and you will never be a woman.

I never said the opposite.
I'm still being your brother/sister at all even it hurts me.
I just wanted your opinion to decide.
What I wrote is very true regarding my own experience being a transgender.

 

[sonnenscent]

One thing I have to say, sometimes I feel energy blockage and something that hurts in the middle of my chest linked to my sacral chakra and believes me even when I was not taking hormones to change my appearence I was a very feminine man and everyone noticed that.
I was bullied at school for being a man very feminine.
My family tried therapies sometimes to convert that part of me, but here I'm.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

One thing I have to say, sometimes I feel energy blockage and something that hurts in the middle of my chest linked to my sacral chakra and believes me even when I was not taking hormones to change my appearence I was a very feminine man and everyone noticed that.
I was bullied at school for being a man very feminine.
My family tried therapies sometimes to convert that part of me, but here I'm.

You have blockages in your soul because you are working to suppress and harm your body and soul by trying to pretend to be something that you are not. For you to have a healthy body and a healthy soul, you need to stop harming yourself with drugs, synthetic hormones that your body is not designed for, and self hatred and repressing yourself. You need to accept yourself and love yourself, in your body and in your soul, as the Man that you are. The body and the soul are the same thing, they are a perfect reflection of each other. How can your soul be healthy if you are destroying and trying to erase your body with drugs and surgeries? You need to work to heal yourself of these emotional traumas, and grow to accept yourself and love yourself as the Man that you are. Become a healthy, happy, and confident man. If you have some feminine type energies or if you are gay, that is perfectly fine. But you are still a man.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

And I am not somebody who is so different energetically or astrologically. I also have a lot of what some people would consider more feminine type astrological energies. My soul seems like almost entirely Venus type energies. My hair is long. But I am a man, I look like a man, I am happy and proud and confident to be a man, I am very strong, I am entirely heterosexual. If you are homosexual, that is normal and okay for some people to be and nothing bad about that. But I know some people will call Venus type energies feminine, and I have the extreme amount of these. I am a good example of a balanced, healthy, and confident person, with all of the benefits of different types of astrological forces or energies from both masculine and feminine types of energies. So I know that it is not only possible, but also an extremely good and healthy thing for someone to have a healthy balance of both masculine and feminine type energies because I do. Knowledge and logic and facts from the masculine side. Intuition, automatic knowledge of truth, awareness, and psychic sensitivity from the feminine side. Like what High Priestess Lydia has written about with the important balance between the left and right side of the brain and the different types of thoughts and energies that each side has.

 

[tpiro]

You remain what you are
This just shows there is a massive imbalance in once soul
= so the result shall be one is mentally ill to be doing what is opposite of mother nature

Yeah, there is also the correlation with SSRIs/high serotonin (high estrogen), I think it goes hand in hand with PUFA/seed oils, then add in pornography/any sort of trauma. Really work on diet, take dewormers, get some sunlight, begin a freeing working of some kind.

Did you know that these synthetic hormones and drugs have a symptom of making your bones extremely weak and damaged?

Even women don't want to take estrogen. Progesterone is a much better hormone to fuck around with, the protective hormone. That risk is probably amplified cause expecting these people to supplement vit D (or go outside, lol) + calcium, is too much to ask.

 

[ARIES SPIRITUAL LIGHTOFLUCIFER666]

And I know that biologically I'm a man, I just like to be a beautiful woman and that people see me like that. I'm not delusional.
In the ancient times we were oracles, we had a spiritual role.

I strongly suggest you focus more on your lower chakras so you could be more grounded

 

[sonnenscent]

I strongly suggest you focus more on your lower chakras so you could be more grounded

I've decided to not do the surgery.

 

[Isothemides]

I've decided to not do the surgery.

Thank you very much, that is a very positive decision to make and I am very happy to hear that. I wish you the utmost and best happiness and fulfilment in life, you deserve it! If there's anyone you need to talk to about these types of issues, feel free to message me at any time!

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

I've decided to not do the surgery.

So the good news is you are able to heal physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and on every other level. You will grow to become a healthy, comfortable, confident, and happy man.

 

[sonnenscent]

Thank you very much dear Sister, that is a very positive decision to make and I am very happy to hear that. I wish you the utmost and best happiness and fulfilment in life, you deserve it! If there's anyone you need to talk to about these types of issues, feel free to message me at any time!

Of course sister. Thank you very much for the support.

 

[sonnenscent]

So the good news is you are able to heal physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and on every other level. You will grow to become a healthy, comfortable, confident, and happy man.

I'm following the suggestions to work on myself in that way. It's very hard to me making this decision but I'm chosing the right and my mom is very happy to hear that from me.
Believe in me, the enemy destroy us but Satan/Zeus is more powerful.

 

[sonnenscent]

To be serious and honest what is helping me to change the game is doing crossfit(running as well), can be any type of sport, and I was vegan I began to eat meat and less carbohydrates, I'm calculating my macros using an app and doing meditations on my rhythm. If someone is experiencing unbalanced please try it. I forgot to say that I stopped to take so many synthetic hormones and I just taking one pill.
Hail Zevs and Asmodeus.

 

[Bluecollarbutch666]

I've decided to not do the surgery.

I wanted you to know that i just read this whole thread and have something to add. First of all I am very glad you are not going to go through with self mutilation. As others here have said your body is the manifestation of your soul, you will always be a man and always have been all your lives.

I am a woman that is naturally more masculine than the average. I aways grew up "tomboyish". ever since i was a kid i preferred things and dress up games that society would often think was more appropriate for boys, like certain toys or dressing up as barnie and thomas the tank train vs barbie or a princess. I grew up being drawn to working and playing outside lugging wood and tools around, and realized as time went on that society looked at me as more masculine than the average woman simply for how i naturally behaved and moved through life. Due to a hormone imbalance i have been misgendred often not just on the phone but in person as well (many butch lesbians are always misgendered). I grew up having mostly boys as playmates, played video games, played football in high school and went to the army for 6 years and now im a pipefitter, and have been welding since i was 22. not exactly the life most would expect most women to live. to stand out this way was never done on purpose, and even in behavior i tried to sensor myself before years ago and that was done very badly, and still i was labeled often as "manly."

now look at yourself and other people who might be on the fence to "transition", as this would be for them to read as well. why would experiencing all these things make one feel they are in the wrong body? IT is perfectly ok and normal to not completely conform to societies idea of what is masculine or feminine entirely. because i have seen arguments like living a life similar to mine being used to advocate for things like HRT and self mutilating surgeries, and i was disgusted. Both men and women have both masculine and feminine energy. So ask yourself what is wrong with just being a feminine man? Or what is wrong with just being a masculine woman? and I'm not talking about trying to be something one is not. there are a minority of people who have more energy of the opposite and this is natural and fine, as long as both energies are nurtured and not neglected within oneself.

I suggest you also stop HRT...i saw you have been on it for 7 years. i hope for you that you can restore your natural testosterone production.

 

[sonnenscent]

I wanted you to know that i just read this whole thread and have something to add. First of all I am very glad you are not going to go through with self mutilation. As others here have said your body is the manifestation of your soul, you will always be a man and always have been all your lives.

I am a woman that is naturally more masculine than the average. I aways grew up "tomboyish". ever since i was a kid i preferred things and dress up games that society would often think was more appropriate for boys, like certain toys or dressing up as barnie and thomas the tank train vs barbie or a princess. I grew up being drawn to working and playing outside lugging wood and tools around, and realized as time went on that society looked at me as more masculine than the average woman simply for how i naturally behaved and moved through life. Due to a hormone imbalance i have been misgendred often not just on the phone but in person as well (many butch lesbians are always misgendered). I grew up having mostly boys as playmates, played video games, played football in high school and went to the army for 6 years and now im a pipefitter, and have been welding since i was 22. not exactly the life most would expect most women to live. to stand out this way was never done on purpose, and even in behavior i tried to sensor myself before years ago and that was done very badly, and still i was labeled often as "manly."

now look at yourself and other people who might be on the fence to "transition", as this would be for them to read as well. why would experiencing all these things make one feel they are in the wrong body? IT is perfectly ok and normal to not completely conform to societies idea of what is masculine or feminine entirely. because i have seen arguments like living a life similar to mine being used to advocate for things like HRT and self mutilating surgeries, and i was disgusted. Both men and women have both masculine and feminine energy. So ask yourself what is wrong with just being a feminine man? Or what is wrong with just being a masculine woman? and I'm not talking about trying to be something one is not. there are a minority of people who have more energy of the opposite and this is natural and fine, as long as both energies are nurtured and not neglected within oneself.

I suggest you also stop HRT...i saw you have been on it for 7 years. i hope for you that you can restore your natural testosterone production.

Regarding the HRT... I'm taking less hormones than before I cutted by half the intake and to be honest I'm less emotional and my personality is becoming like before of taking feminine hormones. I'm more calm and my electric energy is more powerful, also when I'm doing meditations.

 

[sonnenscent]

Just to everybody know, my true brothers and sisters, I'm doing my efforts to grow as Satan's/Zev's son.
Since I was a kid I suffered attacks, spiritual attacks, nowadays I understand everything I faced and I was thinking last night that all my tastes since my childhood converts me into the Satan's ways, my creator and only god.
I never followed my christian family. I always refused that shit of religion called catolicism or protestants, until certain year of my life nearly 2014 I considered myself atheist but I always believed in the nature and elements, the power of the ancestors. I remember when I was kid, yes a little kid, I saw my mom using a durga's t-shirt and I looked at her and felt something strange like is something familiar - today I understand, past lives and my essence.
I told you all that because I have a history in this life and my past ones, we must respect each other, I just have to thank y'all true brothers and sisters from this community that helps and shares knowledge, out of here and inside of this community the "watchers" are watching our steps. I just care about what my creator Zevs thinks about me and just care about what the Gods wants from me to grow as a man that looks like a woman and have plastic boobies, I actually like then, haha, *joking* ^^ - I will still doing my efforts to grow always and makes my spiritual family happy.
I'm very happy to be here and sometimes people don't hate yourselves but are throwed to suffer traumas that get away grom the true way of growth.

Hail Zevs and we will prevail.