Satan_is_our_Father666
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I woke up this morning and I just wanted to come here to tell you about what I realized in the clearest way last night.
As the first night without heavy spiritual warfare in a while, I was looking forward to meditate on the within, trying mantras and understanding I have been improving my focus a great deal.
So I started with a few mantras (legs crossed, back straight, hands on my knees relaxed), something common like MAUM, YAUM, VAUM, but also going for the shortest sounds, TH sound, the V-V-V-V, E-E-E-E, the open A-A-A-A as in SATANAS, and perhaps paying more attention to AUM as I know it's the union of the base chakra of Satan and the crown chakra of Lilith.
This all after a little while got me calmed down and able to focus more. For a while, I noticed (perhaps for the FIRST time in forever, or ever) how I was finding it super easy to focus. My concentration was not wavering, thoughts just weren't allowed in my head, no music, nothing like my common previous focusing attempts.
I can say this: I almost forgot I was sitting on my bed.
Over the last couple of days, I had been thinking about trying again something I did a couple years ago, some meditation using 'fear' as a trigger to focus. Nothing like xian induced fears, just something that I feel is a fear that 'belongs' to me and that I have to learn how to overcome in order to grow spiritually and mentally: the fear (even terror) of Sea depths.
The first (and last real) time I did this meditation, I had visualized myself sitting cross legged (same as I normally do when I meditate) half a meter away from the point there the Titanic wreck's bow touches the sandy abyssal plain floor, so close I could 'touch' the ship if I extended my arm in front of me.
In my mind, this used to be one of the scariest places I could possibly visualize myself in, but after doing this the first time I learned to become accustomed to it, sensing more and I even started to slightly do the "Merging Astral Consciousness" exercises from the JoS on the ship and abyssal fish.
So yesterday I did this again.
I went back down there, sat cross legged and closed my eyes. (Don't know if it's important but I felt I had to face East, as either East and South are directions of Satan. Also, I'm almost sure what's lefts of the ship's bow points West, so I could 'face' it better. Last time I did this I faced South.) I don't know what it feels like to be in an astral temple because I have not put much effort in building one and just focused on 'trying to get information from out there' (which got me to extremely little in the past, hence why I decided to strongly focus on the within instead, where I can connect with the Gods), but this place (that is definitely a physical place, only it's somewhere none can reach, even with the smallest submarine ever) FEELS like it belongs to me as a private space where I can go. I don't know if anyone who can astral project has visited it, do let me know if you do, it must be sad to see the ship in that condition but also beautiful and peaceful.
This was the first part of my meditation yesterday, and after I 'sat there' I realized I was fully focused. Nothing was disturbing me, no even my idiotic family watching Bollywood songs on tv two rooms behind me. It all went completely silent.
When I was silent, I started to do these short mantras/sounds again, and I hit a big (to me) realization and the main point of this post (sorry it took so long to get to the point, I hope what I explained so far will someone be of use to you too, you're welcome to try going in Theta state and visit this place also. Titanic will thank you for the company.
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What I realized, nearly 2000m down in the Atlantic ocean, almost feeling the dark and cold water around me, was that the SOUND we make (mantras, Gods' names, single vowels or consonants, Runes, etc) can have properties similar to an antenna, or radar, or sonar.
The sound we make is a wave. A wave we can emit, much like any animal that has developed a radar or sonar system. This wave can BOUNCE off 'things' and these 'things' become VISIBLE to us in our mind/astral sensorial organs.
I normally find it VERY hard to have visions. I can't summon them at will, I can't focus for more than a second or two. Well, fuck, yesterday I had visions going on for as long as I wanted, and my concentration was like steel.
These 'things' I mentioned, that the wave/sound we make bounces off of, were images, visions, figures, colors. Some of it familiar. I could also sense the enemy tried to tamper with my new found vision as it was getting good quick.
This is a skill I intend to work with a lot, and I strongly encourage those of you who might feel less energy or see less visions to try it too (also the more expert should you find this useful or should you not already do it).
Looking back at the title I gave this post, I can't help by remember HPS Maxine's words on how the dead don't seem to be able to evolve spiritually as they do not have the ability to physically speak. Sound rules the Universe. Everything is a wave. Magick and Science go hand in hand and, at some point, converge, probably looking like they were never two separate things in the first place.
Don't be silent, Brothers and Sisters. Let the Universe and the Gods hear your Voice.
HAIL SATAN!
As the first night without heavy spiritual warfare in a while, I was looking forward to meditate on the within, trying mantras and understanding I have been improving my focus a great deal.
So I started with a few mantras (legs crossed, back straight, hands on my knees relaxed), something common like MAUM, YAUM, VAUM, but also going for the shortest sounds, TH sound, the V-V-V-V, E-E-E-E, the open A-A-A-A as in SATANAS, and perhaps paying more attention to AUM as I know it's the union of the base chakra of Satan and the crown chakra of Lilith.
This all after a little while got me calmed down and able to focus more. For a while, I noticed (perhaps for the FIRST time in forever, or ever) how I was finding it super easy to focus. My concentration was not wavering, thoughts just weren't allowed in my head, no music, nothing like my common previous focusing attempts.
I can say this: I almost forgot I was sitting on my bed.
Over the last couple of days, I had been thinking about trying again something I did a couple years ago, some meditation using 'fear' as a trigger to focus. Nothing like xian induced fears, just something that I feel is a fear that 'belongs' to me and that I have to learn how to overcome in order to grow spiritually and mentally: the fear (even terror) of Sea depths.
The first (and last real) time I did this meditation, I had visualized myself sitting cross legged (same as I normally do when I meditate) half a meter away from the point there the Titanic wreck's bow touches the sandy abyssal plain floor, so close I could 'touch' the ship if I extended my arm in front of me.
In my mind, this used to be one of the scariest places I could possibly visualize myself in, but after doing this the first time I learned to become accustomed to it, sensing more and I even started to slightly do the "Merging Astral Consciousness" exercises from the JoS on the ship and abyssal fish.
So yesterday I did this again.
I went back down there, sat cross legged and closed my eyes. (Don't know if it's important but I felt I had to face East, as either East and South are directions of Satan. Also, I'm almost sure what's lefts of the ship's bow points West, so I could 'face' it better. Last time I did this I faced South.) I don't know what it feels like to be in an astral temple because I have not put much effort in building one and just focused on 'trying to get information from out there' (which got me to extremely little in the past, hence why I decided to strongly focus on the within instead, where I can connect with the Gods), but this place (that is definitely a physical place, only it's somewhere none can reach, even with the smallest submarine ever) FEELS like it belongs to me as a private space where I can go. I don't know if anyone who can astral project has visited it, do let me know if you do, it must be sad to see the ship in that condition but also beautiful and peaceful.
This was the first part of my meditation yesterday, and after I 'sat there' I realized I was fully focused. Nothing was disturbing me, no even my idiotic family watching Bollywood songs on tv two rooms behind me. It all went completely silent.
When I was silent, I started to do these short mantras/sounds again, and I hit a big (to me) realization and the main point of this post (sorry it took so long to get to the point, I hope what I explained so far will someone be of use to you too, you're welcome to try going in Theta state and visit this place also. Titanic will thank you for the company.
)What I realized, nearly 2000m down in the Atlantic ocean, almost feeling the dark and cold water around me, was that the SOUND we make (mantras, Gods' names, single vowels or consonants, Runes, etc) can have properties similar to an antenna, or radar, or sonar.
The sound we make is a wave. A wave we can emit, much like any animal that has developed a radar or sonar system. This wave can BOUNCE off 'things' and these 'things' become VISIBLE to us in our mind/astral sensorial organs.
I normally find it VERY hard to have visions. I can't summon them at will, I can't focus for more than a second or two. Well, fuck, yesterday I had visions going on for as long as I wanted, and my concentration was like steel.
These 'things' I mentioned, that the wave/sound we make bounces off of, were images, visions, figures, colors. Some of it familiar. I could also sense the enemy tried to tamper with my new found vision as it was getting good quick.
This is a skill I intend to work with a lot, and I strongly encourage those of you who might feel less energy or see less visions to try it too (also the more expert should you find this useful or should you not already do it).
Looking back at the title I gave this post, I can't help by remember HPS Maxine's words on how the dead don't seem to be able to evolve spiritually as they do not have the ability to physically speak. Sound rules the Universe. Everything is a wave. Magick and Science go hand in hand and, at some point, converge, probably looking like they were never two separate things in the first place.
Don't be silent, Brothers and Sisters. Let the Universe and the Gods hear your Voice.
HAIL SATAN!
