X-xian

[Melody Bianchini]

I was going to a penticostal church from the age of 7-18. I saw some crazy $h** that terrified me as a child. When I turned 18 I could finally quit going, I felt horrible inside from going and still thoughts linger. Ugh : / well enough talk of that I want to know if it was a complete waste of my life. I know the teaching are false and blasphemy to our father Satan. What I am not sure of is the spiritual experience I had while there. I felt my crown chakra at times, which I didn't know what it was. Thank you Satan for enlightenment! Is there anyway my soul has advanced or was I totally empty. I wish I never was sent to that place, I left because I felt empty I was not whole. When I first saw the meditation page on JOS I didn't seem to have any problems with trance or visualization. What are ya'lls thoughts?

 

[Siatris]

Read exposingchristianity over and that should get rid of a lot of lingering xian drivel.

I wouldn't say it was a complete waste of time, if you memorized fucked up verses that you can shove in christians faces, but if not, yea, it as a complete and total waste.

....I can't tell you for sure about your crown chakra, but this reminds me of how when I went to bible camp they raised the energy so much, with so many people that I still felt it 2 days later, after that it was gone of course.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Melody Bianchini" <melodius666@... wrote:

I was going to a penticostal church from the age of 7-18. I saw some crazy $h** that terrified me as a child. When I turned 18 I could finally quit going, I felt horrible inside from going and still thoughts linger. Ugh : / well enough talk of that I want to know if it was a complete waste of my life. I know the teaching are false and blasphemy to our father Satan. What I am not sure of is the spiritual experience I had while there. I felt my crown chakra at times, which I didn't know what it was. Thank you Satan for enlightenment! Is there anyway my soul has advanced or was I totally empty. I wish I never was sent to that place, I left because I felt empty I was not whole. When I first saw the meditation page on JOS I didn't seem to have any problems with trance or visualization. What are ya'lls thoughts?

 

[Steven]

It is possible that you were a satanist in a past life, so the power meditations are easy for you.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Melody Bianchini" <melodius666@... wrote:

I was going to a penticostal church from the age of 7-18. I saw some crazy $h** that terrified me as a child. When I turned 18 I could finally quit going, I felt horrible inside from going and still thoughts linger. Ugh : / well enough talk of that I want to know if it was a complete waste of my life. I know the teaching are false and blasphemy to our father Satan. What I am not sure of is the spiritual experience I had while there. I felt my crown chakra at times, which I didn't know what it was. Thank you Satan for enlightenment! Is there anyway my soul has advanced or was I totally empty. I wish I never was sent to that place, I left because I felt empty I was not whole. When I first saw the meditation page on JOS I didn't seem to have any problems with trance or visualization. What are ya'lls thoughts?