Marek Litnevski
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Hi all. It has been a while since I dedicated myself to Father Satan. Alas, to my utmost dismay, I have not moved and inch since opening third eye. I live in a one-room apartement with my wife and cat, and my work is in the office room, shared with 10 other people. Nature of work also demands constant interaction with people (court of law). My wife does think nothing of my "new interest", albeit she is a bit cautious of it, and a cat.. well, young male, as he is, he rarely leaves room to a silence. And, well.. I don´t think meditating in wc/shower room is appropriate. Thus, opening chakras (meditating and chanting/humming) is quite a challenge. I mean, any meditation that requires gicing out some sound, is, er.. unsought for, or smth... It just really makes me sad hearing (reading) on how you guys progress well in your development towards raising Kundalini and such, while I cannot even fathom my own GD. So, my question is: Would it be insulting/too self-absorbed/too easy/too lazy/too obnoxious - whatever - to ask Father perhaps to send one of His Demons to "open me up", like, sort of, means of intervention, so that after this my chakras would be open, so then I could go forth with soundless meditation and further development. One of brethren (I really don´t remember now, who it was), told about Demon opening his crown chakra. I fully comprehend that it may be accompanied by huge pain in every part of body, but, well, if clear feeling of presence of my GD and whichever Demon opening me, free communication with them, - it would all be well worth the pain. Any advice? Any thought? ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Ave Satanas! Ave Demones Inferno!