wierd experience

[wickedclown_005]

ok i dont know what to make of this but heres what happened. i was laying down doing my daily meditations. i lay down because its easier for me to do then sitting up. anyways i started by doing my breathing exercises to just get into a trance and when i was relaxed continued with them. i did all the ones i do normally and then i was just meditating doing the void and i decided to summon a demon friend that comes every now and then and helps me with things that really trouble me. and so after i did that i kept feeling or thinkin that he was sitting in the chair next to my bed and then i started seeing a swirling color it was green or light green and it started taking shape and it looked like a fox or a wolf and it would jump to one side look at me and then jump to the other side. and at that point i felt my entire body go numb like every muscle in my body just relaxed and i felt heavy and i couldnt feel my body anymore like i was no longer physically attached and i could feel some warmth and it felt like my body was splitting apart or slowing being pulled open and it freaked me out so i went to get out of it by slowing moving my fingers and toes and it stopped but when i quit moving them it started to happen again. so i did what your suppose to do to exit a deep trance. and after that i was confused and a little spooked not sure what just happened but i felt good. and thats pretty much the best i can explain what happened and i know its kind of long but thats what happened. any help would be appreciated.

 

[Luciferian Witchcraft]

Thanks for the reply. And yes I do concur. I stopped and thought about it for a second and then I asked was he sent by satan and the board said no. So I figured it might be an enemy enity trying to decieve me and keep me away from my real purpose. It was sloppy work on my behalf also. I didnt fully prepare myself and sort of just jumped into it. I was thinking about cleanising my aura and doing a banishing ritual before hand, But I never did.   Ever since I came to satan, I have been getting harrased by these thoughts and voices. I would be walking down the street and somebody would drive by and yell, "jesus loves you". Im also starting to get stopped alot more by random xians trying to preach to me. When I tell them that I already have a god, the true god. They get a dumb a** look on their face and ask, "who might that be". His name is Satan-Lucifer, is what I tell them.   But back to the point, The fact is that I should of never even posted the question. Satan is probaly real angry with me right now. Because considering myself a satanist since birth, I should never be this sloppy and should know better. Even then I know I still have a Long time before I reach my god status. I might not ever reach it. Im starting to let outside stress from taking care of my wife and daughter to the stressful nature of everyday life take a hold of me. Its time for me to get it together and not let these enemy lower angels screw with thoughts. I should have performed the exorcism of jhvh