Why is Satan and Gods does not answer to me?

[sodoma12]

Hi.

First, In advance, sorry for my poor english, but please help me!

I dedicated my soul to Satan, when first i did it, Satan gived me some kind of powers, like clairvoyance, and he helped me to learn faster. I learned how to manipulate electric machines like computers, my thoughts was  very often come real, It's was when I was a student, then i was able to send away my teacher from the math lesson. Then, I started to meditate less, but the first time when i dedicated my soul i meditated every day, and now I don't. There was a time when i only cared about magic, and now i am afraid that i leaved father Satan, and thats why is he dont answers me. but in that time some people's manipulated me and they got me to don't believe in satan(but deep down inside me i known Satan exists), they said, every one is a god, no need to make another, now i realized i really need the providence of Satan and the Gods, i never wanted to leave them but i did not make any ritual to leave father Satan, and i never want to. and then Now I have a job, and I am an 21 years old boy, so i care so much about the phsyical things are always distract my attention from spiritualism. Now if I ask Satan, and gods to answer me and send me a sign no answer and sign is coming to me, its no matter how hard i try, i beg to father Satan to answer me, or send me a signal, a proof that they are still on my side, i really dont want to become Satan's enemy, i hate jesus christ, and the god. I readed the article on Joy of Satan (the article's name was where is Satan or something like that) but i had no miracolous things. Once earlier i asked Satan for money, then i found a very little money on the ground but its was only enough to spend it on an ice cream or a chocolate. How do i know that Satan is with me or I leaved him? Once, i made an experiment i touched a lamp with my hand which was a little pain for me because it was a little heat on it, then i hold my hand to the lamp and i asked father Satan that he is still on my side, and no answers was coming that's what i said its not matter how I try, I am really afraid of that maybe I leaved father Satan but i never wanted to. I know Satan is busy, but some peoples met personally with Satan, and have a good relation (i mean friendship) between Satan but i dont have any relation with Satan or the Gods.What did i do wrong? I tried to become a good friend of Satan, or any demons but it not came true not matter how i try. Satan is dont contact with me, but one of my friend summoned it on a meditation and Satan answered, and appeared in a meditation for him but i dont know why not for me....i tried so hard, but Satan appeared for my friend and so, why not for me. i gone into depression for that reason...I was so powerful as a magician i meditated every single day, and I maked winds and rains coming, and maked computers to shut down, or to stop music playing with electrokinesis, i was able to manipulate everything and everyone around me, but now i am nothing, because i loss my interest in it, and father Satan and the Gods are dont communicate me.

Thank you for answer and sorry for my english.

 

[Gerecht Ror1]

To my experience, loss of power and motivation might be caused by some very bad Planetary transit on your natal chart. Lack of willpower and motivation, fatigue and posisbly sickness, are most often caused by Saturn (even Neptune) transits to your Sun, while being generally weaker and more vulnerable to enemy attacks is often caused by Saturn/Neptune transit to you Ascendant or Chart Ruler. If you are unlucky enough to experience bad transit to Sun + Asc/Ruler at the same time, or in your 1st house, what you say are typical effects of similar transits. Not to forget the Solar Revolutions that may trigger even worst year (if the bad transits climas is close to your birthday this will manifest in your SR as well). Obviously the enemy can get profit from this bad transit and exploit bad energies to attack you. A Saturn transit onto your Awscendant and then in your first house lasts more or less 3 years and is one of the heaviest transits.   So in my opinion you should not blame yourself about these problems, but maybe bad planets. If you are 21 years old you are more or less experiencing Saturn square natal Saturn transit, that is not pleasant most often. Try to have a look to www.astro.com if you are not experienced in Astrology to determine your chart and transits.     Sent: Friday, February 19, 2016 at 8:26 AM
From: "sodoma12@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected]
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Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Why is Satan and Gods does not answer to me?   Hi.

First, In advance, sorry for my poor english, but please help me!

I dedicated my soul to Satan, when first i did it, Satan gived me some kind of powers, like clairvoyance, and he helped me to learn faster. I learned how to manipulate electric machines like computers, my thoughts was  very often come real, It's was when I was a student, then i was able to send away my teacher from the math lesson. Then, I started to meditate less, but the first time when i dedicated my soul i meditated every day, and now I don't. There was a time when i only cared about magic, and now i am afraid that i leaved father Satan, and thats why is he dont answers me. but in that time some people's manipulated me and they got me to don't believe in satan(but deep down inside me i known Satan exists), they said, every one is a god, no need to make another, now i realized i really need the providence of Satan and the Gods, i never wanted to leave them but i did not make any ritual to leave father Satan, and i never want to. and then Now I have a job, and I am an 21 years old boy, so i care so much about the phsyical things are always distract my attention from spiritualism. Now if I ask Satan, and gods to answer me and send me a sign no answer and sign is coming to me, its no matter how hard i try, i beg to father Satan to answer me, or send me a signal, a proof that they are still on my side, i really dont want to become Satan's enemy, i hate jesus christ, and the god. I readed the article on Joy of Satan (the article's name was where is Satan or something like that) but i had no miracolous things. Once earlier i asked Satan for money, then i found a very little money on the ground but its was only enough to spend it on an ice cream or a chocolate. How do i know that Satan is with me or I leaved him? Once, i made an experiment i touched a lamp with my hand which was a little pain for me because it was a little heat on it, then i hold my hand to the lamp and i asked father Satan that he is still on my side, and no answers was coming that's what i said its not matter how I try, I am really afraid of that maybe I leaved father Satan but i never wanted to. I know Satan is busy, but some peoples met personally with Satan, and have a good relation (i mean friendship) between Satan but i dont have any relation with Satan or the Gods.What did i do wrong? I tried to become a good friend of Satan, or any demons but it not came true not matter how i try. Satan is dont contact with me, but one of my friend summoned it on a meditation and Satan answered, and appeared in a meditation for him but i dont know why not for me....i tried so hard, but Satan appeared for my friend and so, why not for me. i gone into depression for that reason...I was so powerful as a magician i meditated every single day, and I maked winds and rains coming, and maked computers to shut down, or to stop music playing with electrokinesis, i was able to manipulate everything and everyone around me, but now i am nothing, because i loss my interest in it, and father Satan and the Gods are dont communicate me.

Thank you for answer and sorry for my english.

 

[Fatherschild1]

If you are that distracted,as I think I am,maybe you did leave him.Maybe before you somehow got electrokineses without getting clairaudience.(spell check recognizes no such words).