I feel happy with my brothers and sisters, I am also extremely happy in my personal life. But the narrative for you should be a falsity of belief, in order to continue your normie life. Envy is natural, stop repressing. Also, nobody experiences life and bliss like a Zevism does, and I am certain irrespective of the boldness of my statement, that If a normal person would experience and feel what I feel in daily life, he'd die by the bliss and extreme love of life I have.
Also, our focus here and priority is on helping people and learning, not making statements about our beautiful life and the powers we have. We teach how to defeat obstacles. And when we are in deep deep karmic shit, the state of the matters does not change, as we have instruments to advance and the number one priority in life is to advance and to live. Also when you have the love, support, and guidance from the Gods, nothing is more stimulating and beautiful than that.
From a low-life point of view, we would flex on you with our communication with the Gods, and personal-direct interaction from the Highest beings, but you cannot understand it as you cannot picture it in your limited consciousness of this world. Your linearity and thought of "the world" or all there is ..makes it for the greatest fears for a truthful person.
I know from where this is coming from, but because this was entertained you have a balanced response above.