Why have i been neglected ?

[rayaddams]

I have been dedicated for about 6, 7, or 8 months, and i have tried meditations, prayers, rituals (with candals), and i havent received a single acknowledgement that i am being heard. not a sound, not a sight, a feeling, nothing, It makes it hard for me to keep believing in this, its like christianity all over again, believing in something that aint there. i am a 16 year old boy, i lose interest quickly, and i have good intentions, Why has father and his demons not even tried to make a single shread of contact with me ? is it something im doing, or what ? he must not want me if he allows me to lose all faith and hope, as i am on that path, slowly but surely.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

Signs for newbies are usually subtle, you will never get a big picture that says "Hey I'm Satan wazzup"?? But usually you get thoughts that aren't yours, and these can be hard to identify at first, but with void meditations and other things. Also many other signs can be subtle, for example I ask Satan a question and after some hours I get directed to some answer in a site or book. These are some examples. Of course when you have pre-expectation you will not notice these as your mind is programmed to think that something more is supposed to happen and will miss those things, and this disturbs your focus and awareness.

And of course this time period you said is not a long time at all. Full astral sense awakening can take years.

Also it's recommended to WRITE EVERYTHING IN A JOURNAL AFTER YOU FINISH AN EXERCISE, A POWER MEDITATION, A RITUAL EVERYTHING. Even the most subtle things, every single detail that happens in your mood, thoughts, environment e.t.c. That's a good way to notice things. Again do you do that at all? In fact I've begun noticing things when I actually started writing down everything!! And if you don't have a journal, bad idea, get one ASAP.

The entire point here is AWARENESS. Being AWARE of everything and this better happens when you write it down. If you are not aware and you have expectations of course you'll notice anything. It's like expecting a certain person with a specific haircut and he shows up in a party with many people with a different one, most probably is that you will notice him as your mind will search for people with this type of haircut.

It's pretty logical if you know how the brain works.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rayaddams" <rayaddams@... wrote:

I have been dedicated for about 6, 7, or 8 months, and i have tried meditations, prayers, rituals (with candals), and i havent received a single acknowledgement that i am being heard. not a sound, not a sight, a feeling, nothing, It makes it hard for me to keep believing in this, its like christianity all over again, believing in something that aint there. i am a 16 year old boy, i lose interest quickly, and i have good intentions, Why has father and his demons not even tried to make a single shread of contact with me ? is it something im doing, or what ? he must not want me if he allows me to lose all faith and hope, as i am on that path, slowly but surely.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

"its like christianity all over again, believing in something that aint there"

This is because you follow it like christianity. You're not supposed to depend on Satan here, we're mainly about evolving our souls not believing on external being. Satan's role is mainly to help us once we get advanced on soul empowerment.

Actually many books and sites I've read(including Night Magick which I've mentioned that I followed before I found SS) recommend just working on your soul, not trying to contact any external beings, and some astral teachers will contact you and make their presence known once you become astrally open and/or are able to project astrally. That's what I've found is a great way. It's common sense if you try to depend on beings when you're new you're get disappointed as you're not astrally open to sense them yet. If you're new you should put 90% emphasis in spiritual progress and 10% or less in contacting beings. Many newbies do the opposite, they want to desperately contact Satan or any other God when they're new.

And as I said, WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN!!Even the power meditations.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Signs for newbies are usually subtle, you will never get a big picture that says "Hey I'm Satan wazzup"?? But usually you get thoughts that aren't yours, and these can be hard to identify at first, but with void meditations and other things. Also many other signs can be subtle, for example I ask Satan a question and after some hours I get directed to some answer in a site or book. These are some examples. Of course when you have pre-expectation you will not notice these as your mind is programmed to think that something more is supposed to happen and will miss those things, and this disturbs your focus and awareness.

And of course this time period you said is not a long time at all. Full astral sense awakening can take years.

Also it's recommended to WRITE EVERYTHING IN A JOURNAL AFTER YOU FINISH AN EXERCISE, A POWER MEDITATION, A RITUAL EVERYTHING. Even the most subtle things, every single detail that happens in your mood, thoughts, environment e.t.c. That's a good way to notice things. Again do you do that at all? In fact I've begun noticing things when I actually started writing down everything!! And if you don't have a journal, bad idea, get one ASAP.

The entire point here is AWARENESS. Being AWARE of everything and this better happens when you write it down. If you are not aware and you have expectations of course you'll notice anything. It's like expecting a certain person with a specific haircut and he shows up in a party with many people with a different one, most probably is that you will notice him as your mind will search for people with this type of haircut.

It's pretty logical if you know how the brain works.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rayaddams" <rayaddams@ wrote:

I have been dedicated for about 6, 7, or 8 months, and i have tried meditations, prayers, rituals (with candals), and i havent received a single acknowledgement that i am being heard. not a sound, not a sight, a feeling, nothing, It makes it hard for me to keep believing in this, its like christianity all over again, believing in something that aint there. i am a 16 year old boy, i lose interest quickly, and i have good intentions, Why has father and his demons not even tried to make a single shread of contact with me ? is it something im doing, or what ? he must not want me if he allows me to lose all faith and hope, as i am on that path, slowly but surely.

 

[the_fire_starter666]

"Why has father and his demons not even tried to make a single shread of contact with me ?"

No, you should ask yourself why you're so spiritually closed (or not observant enough) to sense them instead. That's the pre-assuming question people ask when they think that the Gods didn't try to contact them. It's them who are not spiritually open at all. Some people are natural psychics and others are totally closed, some of them are so closed that they even need to do the 3rd eye awakening exercise more than once. If you are totally closed and you have no connection to the astral, and worse you make your awareness dull by expecting spectacular things to happen and not aware for subtle ones, you will not feel anything even if they'll try to contact you a hundred of times a day.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Signs for newbies are usually subtle, you will never get a big picture that says "Hey I'm Satan wazzup"?? But usually you get thoughts that aren't yours, and these can be hard to identify at first, but with void meditations and other things. Also many other signs can be subtle, for example I ask Satan a question and after some hours I get directed to some answer in a site or book. These are some examples. Of course when you have pre-expectation you will not notice these as your mind is programmed to think that something more is supposed to happen and will miss those things, and this disturbs your focus and awareness.

And of course this time period you said is not a long time at all. Full astral sense awakening can take years.

Also it's recommended to WRITE EVERYTHING IN A JOURNAL AFTER YOU FINISH AN EXERCISE, A POWER MEDITATION, A RITUAL EVERYTHING. Even the most subtle things, every single detail that happens in your mood, thoughts, environment e.t.c. That's a good way to notice things. Again do you do that at all? In fact I've begun noticing things when I actually started writing down everything!! And if you don't have a journal, bad idea, get one ASAP.

The entire point here is AWARENESS. Being AWARE of everything and this better happens when you write it down. If you are not aware and you have expectations of course you'll notice anything. It's like expecting a certain person with a specific haircut and he shows up in a party with many people with a different one, most probably is that you will notice him as your mind will search for people with this type of haircut.

It's pretty logical if you know how the brain works.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rayaddams" <rayaddams@ wrote:

I have been dedicated for about 6, 7, or 8 months, and i have tried meditations, prayers, rituals (with candals), and i havent received a single acknowledgement that i am being heard. not a sound, not a sight, a feeling, nothing, It makes it hard for me to keep believing in this, its like christianity all over again, believing in something that aint there. i am a 16 year old boy, i lose interest quickly, and i have good intentions, Why has father and his demons not even tried to make a single shread of contact with me ? is it something im doing, or what ? he must not want me if he allows me to lose all faith and hope, as i am on that path, slowly but surely.

 

[Monterey Montoya]

<td val[/IMG]I was just gonna say that fire starter, you guys Rarely see me do post's on here but when I do it's usually a question that I can answer myself but people on this group are usually very supportive. But yeah everyday theres a subject asking Father Satan for help, isnt satanism about becoming independent?


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From: the_fire_starter666 <the_fire_starter666@...;
To: <[email protected];
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: Why have i been neglected ?
Sent: Sun, Sep 2, 2012 5:48:02 PM

<td val[/IMG]   "its like christianity all over again, believing in something that aint there"

This is because you follow it like christianity. You're not supposed to depend on Satan here, we're mainly about evolving our souls not believing on external being. Satan's role is mainly to help us once we get advanced on soul empowerment.

Actually many books and sites I've read(including Night Magick which I've mentioned that I followed before I found SS) recommend just working on your soul, not trying to contact any external beings, and some astral teachers will contact you and make their presence known once you become astrally open and/or are able to project astrally. That's what I've found is a great way. It's common sense if you try to depend on beings when you're new you're get disappointed as you're not astrally open to sense them yet. If you're new you should put 90% emphasis in spiritual progress and 10% or less in contacting beings. Many newbies do the opposite, they want to desperately contact Satan or any other God when they're new.

And as I said, WRITE EVERYTHING DOWN!!Even the power meditations.

--- [/IMG][email protected], "the_fire_starter666" <the_fire_starter666@... wrote:

Signs for newbies are usually subtle, you will never get a big picture that says "Hey I'm Satan wazzup"?? But usually you get thoughts that aren't yours, and these can be hard to identify at first, but with void meditations and other things. Also many other signs can be subtle, for example I ask Satan a question and after some hours I get directed to some answer in a site or book. These are some examples. Of course when you have pre-expectation you will not notice these as your mind is programmed to think that something more is supposed to happen and will miss those things, and this disturbs your focus and awareness.

And of course this time period you said is not a long time at all. Full astral sense awakening can take years.

Also it's recommended to WRITE EVERYTHING IN A JOURNAL AFTER YOU FINISH AN EXERCISE, A POWER MEDITATION, A RITUAL EVERYTHING. Even the most subtle things, every single detail that happens in your mood, thoughts, environment e.t.c. That's a good way to notice things. Again do you do that at all? In fact I've begun noticing things when I actually started writing down everything!! And if you don't have a journal, bad idea, get one ASAP.

The entire point here is AWARENESS. Being AWARE of everything and this better happens when you write it down. If you are not aware and you have expectations of course you'll notice anything. It's like expecting a certain person with a specific haircut and he shows up in a party with many people with a different one, most probably is that you will notice him as your mind will search for people with this type of haircut.

It's pretty logical if you know how the brain works.

--- [/IMG][email protected], "rayaddams" <rayaddams@ wrote:

I have been dedicated for about 6, 7, or 8 months, and i have tried meditations, prayers, rituals (with candals), and i havent received a single acknowledgement that i am being heard. not a sound, not a sight, a feeling, nothing, It makes it hard for me to keep believing in this, its like christianity all over again, believing in something that aint there. i am a 16 year old boy, i lose interest quickly, and i have good intentions, Why has father and his demons not even tried to make a single shread of contact with me ? is it something im doing, or what ? he must not want me if he allows me to lose all faith and hope, as i am on that path, slowly but surely.

[/TD]

 

[Xandra Richards]

It's because you aren't open enough. Try opening some chakras and give it time. He will come to you just like all things in life. Stay consistent and u will see. 
Ave satanas 

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On 2012-09-02, at 12:47 PM, "rayaddams" <rayaddams@... wrote:

  I have been dedicated for about 6, 7, or 8 months, and i have tried meditations, prayers, rituals (with candals), and i havent received a single acknowledgement that i am being heard. not a sound, not a sight, a feeling, nothing, It makes it hard for me to keep believing in this, its like christianity all over again, believing in something that aint there. i am a 16 year old boy, i lose interest quickly, and i have good intentions, Why has father and his demons not even tried to make a single shread of contact with me ? is it something im doing, or what ? he must not want me if he allows me to lose all faith and hope, as i am on that path, slowly but surely.

 

[En Haradren Amlug]

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--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "rayaddams" <rayaddams@... wrote:

I have been dedicated for about 6, 7, or 8 months, and i have tried meditations, prayers, rituals (with candals), and i havent received a single acknowledgement that i am being heard. not a sound, not a sight, a feeling, nothing, It makes it hard for me to keep believing in this, its like christianity all over again, believing in something that aint there. i am a 16 year old boy, i lose interest quickly, and i have good intentions, Why has father and his demons not even tried to make a single shread of contact with me ? is it something im doing, or what ? he must not want me if he allows me to lose all faith and hope, as i am on that path, slowly but surely.