what is it like to achieve god head

[lord.easton]

i know there is some information on jos . i was wondering if any of you have gotten to that amazing point.What  is it like to be there meaning living with godhead on a daily basis . how is it different from when you did not have it?.what is it like to have it? .i stand to be corrected please correct me if I'm wrong ? don't you get your past life knowledge gifted to you I'm working on getting there and love the idea of past life awareness . is there anything you guys are willing to share because i love Farther Satan and this gift . He has given us can you just share a little or send a link .i have had amazing experiences spiritually so far but I'm sooooooo not there yet to that point . i felt the serpentine energy for a while now and about a weak ago.I for the first time felt a strong energy like, snakes in a bag in my lower back,it was amazing, I get really insecure some times because i feel like I'M doing things wrong , but  that was at least what i feel to be, conformation that I'M progressing in some way is there any thing you can tell my excited heart!! any little thing or a link, i love this gift and Ii'm glad farther Satan has given this to us, please anything is fine  lol and happy new year to all of my beautiful satanic  brothers/ sisters 
HAIL SATAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!