sitting here with a slightly dull razor i have a bit of a problem. i have a fear of needles, so sewing needle is 99.9% out of the question but the only other sharp things i can find are 1: slightly dull razor blade and 2: cat
i have been thinking of how i am going to do the dedication at my present location with next to no privacy and nothing sharp to get my hands on, except the cat. that darn feline has claws that i swear could cut steel to ribbons but i feel like if i get the cat to cut my finger so i can dedicate my soul to Satan it would be cheating. i am worried that it wont work if i get my cat to cut my finger because i am supposed to make a sacrifice of temporary pain to dedicate myself to him but when i try to cut my finger with the razor it doesn't work (Ive been sitting here trying for a couple minutes) and i am torn between getting the cat do do it or just finding some other way to draw blood.
i feel so ashamed about this but i do wonder about how others would feel about this.
i have been thinking of how i am going to do the dedication at my present location with next to no privacy and nothing sharp to get my hands on, except the cat. that darn feline has claws that i swear could cut steel to ribbons but i feel like if i get the cat to cut my finger so i can dedicate my soul to Satan it would be cheating. i am worried that it wont work if i get my cat to cut my finger because i am supposed to make a sacrifice of temporary pain to dedicate myself to him but when i try to cut my finger with the razor it doesn't work (Ive been sitting here trying for a couple minutes) and i am torn between getting the cat do do it or just finding some other way to draw blood.
i feel so ashamed about this but i do wonder about how others would feel about this.