Weird feeling during love spell

[Jack]

I researched a lot about this phenomenon and apparently these are signs that I'm in love or something. Never felt this type of mentally and emotionally disorganized as well as that anxious feeling in the chest, so this is a first for me. But the one thing that I don't understand is since I did the spell, she should feel its effects and yet it's me falling head over heels for her. I don't know if the spell bounced back because I didn't have a name but I only had a face to direct the energy to. Looks like no amount of void meditation would calm the anxious feeling either. I'll try to talk to that girl whenever I find her next. This girl is fucking turning my world upside down. Maybe the Gods have something special in store for me. Maybe the reason the spell might have bounced back is because she has a more powerful aura and spiritual power than me ? That would make it impossible for her to be a normal girl and make her special.She seems to have very good genetics like myself and I'm sure she could give me powerful strong offspring and I wouldn't have to chase any other girls anymore. I'm already envisioning a future together, tf . I can see how powerful a love spell is now.

 

[Priest - Alexandros Iowno]

Yes, this occult phenomenon made restless our artists and poetry writers. Created wars and confusion, it created the most beautiful freedom yet much isolation in its way, created joy and love of life, made the world have a future.

I think you're falling in love.

 

[Shael]

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A love spell instills love in the two of you, not just in her. You're likely experiencing the "butterflies in the stomach" feeling that often comes with these things.

 

[Jack]

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A love spell instills love in the two of you, not just in her. You're likely experiencing the "butterflies in the stomach" feeling that often comes with these things.

"Butterflies in the Stomach " is a very good description.

 

[SdD]

Delusions, Detachment and Reality

 

[Jack]

Delusions, Detachment and Reality

Are you saying that love is a delusion ? What the hell is wrong with you ?

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

It's called love, what did you expect?

 

[FancyMancy]

Delusions, Detachment and Reality

Are you saying that love is a delusion ? What the hell is wrong with you ?

It could be a false-love. I am not saying that it is in your case, but that is what I think SdD means. Be careful. As I said in another thread about a member falling in love with a Girl, you should not rush into things. Make sure you think with a clear head, and make sure your emotions and feelings are clean, as well. Lastly, and this is one for you which you don't have to answer to me but to yourself - do you think/feel it is right morally and ethically that you have Powers and her boyfriend doesn't, that 'Might is Right', that you can beat him over the head with a larger club with which to protect her from the hungry hordes of sexually-charged cavemen? In other words - are you 100% OK with stealing her off her BF because you have powers which he doesn't have, which probably is not his fault? What if he is a darling, or perhaps her Soulmate/"the one" - is it right for you to make her be yours? Again - that's just for you to answer to yourself.

 

[Jack]

It's called love, what did you expect?

I've done love spells before and I've never had any similar experience. I would generally direct my sexual lust during orgasm and find the girl was more receptive to my advances. I've never experienced the butterflies in the stomach or anxious feeling in the chest feeling tbh while doing a love spell.

 

[Jack]

Delusions, Detachment and Reality

Are you saying that love is a delusion ? What the hell is wrong with you ?

It could be a false-love. I am not saying that it is in your case, but that is what I think SdD means. Be careful. As I said in another thread about a member falling in love with a Girl, you should not rush into things. Make sure you think with a clear head, and make sure your emotions and feelings are clean, as well. Lastly, and this is one for you which you don't have to answer to me but to yourself - do you think/feel it is right morally and ethically that you have Powers and her boyfriend doesn't, that 'Might is Right', that you can beat him over the head with a larger club with which to protect her from the hungry hordes of sexually-charged cavemen? In other words - are you 100% OK with stealing her off her BF because you have powers which he doesn't have, which probably is not his fault? What if he is a darling, or perhaps her Soulmate/"the one" - is it right for you to make her be yours? Again - that's just for you to answer to yourself.

I don't mind answering since it's an anonymous forum. I didn't really believe in true love or this soulmate thing till now. I'm not certain if she's my soulmate but I believe I'm halfway certain she belongs with me. I feel some kind of spiritual connection that tells me any collateral damage will be justified. I tried to be level headed and I thought I'll probably get over it ,but as time passes I become more and more driven towards her.

 

[FancyMancy]

Are you saying that love is a delusion ? What the hell is wrong with you ?

It could be a false-love. I am not saying that it is in your case, but that is what I think SdD means. Be careful. As I said in another thread about a member falling in love with a Girl, you should not rush into things. Make sure you think with a clear head, and make sure your emotions and feelings are clean, as well. Lastly, and this is one for you which you don't have to answer to me but to yourself - do you think/feel it is right morally and ethically that you have Powers and her boyfriend doesn't, that 'Might is Right', that you can beat him over the head with a larger club with which to protect her from the hungry hordes of sexually-charged cavemen? In other words - are you 100% OK with stealing her off her BF because you have powers which he doesn't have, which probably is not his fault? What if he is a darling, or perhaps her Soulmate/"the one" - is it right for you to make her be yours? Again - that's just for you to answer to yourself.

I don't mind answering since it's an anonymous forum. I didn't really believe in true love or this soulmate thing till now. I'm not certain if she's my soulmate but I believe I'm halfway certain she belongs with me. I feel some kind of spiritual connection that tells me any collateral damage will be justified. I tried to be level headed and I thought I'll probably get over it ,but as time passes I become more and more driven towards her.

Maybe this is one of those things which are needed to be put into our black book/journal - is it infatuation? Are you sure? Why?! Maybe you have lost control! Answer this honestly. Answer this again in a week, then a month, then 2 months, then 3 months, then 6 months, then a year, and see how the answers compare - but don't cheat, and try not to remember each previous answer.

 

[Seby]

Are you saying that love is a delusion ? What the hell is wrong with you ?

It could be a false-love. I am not saying that it is in your case, but that is what I think SdD means. Be careful. As I said in another thread about a member falling in love with a Girl, you should not rush into things. Make sure you think with a clear head, and make sure your emotions and feelings are clean, as well. Lastly, and this is one for you which you don't have to answer to me but to yourself - do you think/feel it is right morally and ethically that you have Powers and her boyfriend doesn't, that 'Might is Right', that you can beat him over the head with a larger club with which to protect her from the hungry hordes of sexually-charged cavemen? In other words - are you 100% OK with stealing her off her BF because you have powers which he doesn't have, which probably is not his fault? What if he is a darling, or perhaps her Soulmate/"the one" - is it right for you to make her be yours? Again - that's just for you to answer to yourself.

I don't mind answering since it's an anonymous forum. I didn't really believe in true love or this soulmate thing till now. I'm not certain if she's my soulmate but I believe I'm halfway certain she belongs with me. I feel some kind of spiritual connection that tells me any collateral damage will be justified. I tried to be level headed and I thought I'll probably get over it ,but as time passes I become more and more driven towards her.

Collateral damages will be justified to you, not to her. She doesn't belong to you unless she wants to, and if she does it will be clear only by speaking to her.

 

[Shael]

Maybe you have lost control!

Cant lose what you don't have. :roll:

 

[FancyMancy]

Maybe you have lost control!

Cant lose what you don't have. :roll:

I was just going a bit over-the-top in the hopes it would stir some thinking. Either way, through infatuation and whatever else, if it is not real love, one can learn to gain and keep control in those situations. We can learn to be as cool as a cucumber inside a Shaolin monk's belly in Siberia or Antarctica.