I haven't written or asked anything in the group for quite awhile. I'm ashamed to admit I had a really bad relapse with pot for a few months. I had it in my head that it's just weed and not that bad. I had the mentality it's not a drug and I could smoke it all I want with no worries. I was dead wrong! When I first dedicated I quit smoking. Everything was going well and I was advancing in Satanism at a fairly quick rate. I could see my aura bright and yellow/white I did yoga and I was very happy. For some reason I fell off, I started smoking again small amounts thinking it was okay (it's not) I stopped yoga, and I realize how bad I did myself. My aura is faint and I have a hard time seeing it now. When I clean my aura I still feel "dirty" and I'm getting sick now and again. When I didn't smoke and stayed with my routine I was never sick. I'm done with this shit drug now. I'm determined to quite on my own without asking for assistance from anyone. I know I can do this. I know all who are new can do this as well. I wanted to share this because weed is shit. I smoked for over 20 years and I thought I loved it. It was social and i thought it made everything better. I was wrong. It only seems like that because it's a mild mind fuck. I hope this helps some new members realize that there isn't anyplace for that shit in Satanism. I had to learn the hard way. I didn't heed the words of our family members because I thought I knew better and I'm sorry for thinking that. Weed did almost kill me because it turned me away from everything that is spiritual. I'll let everyone know how I'm doing in a week. Hopefully clean with a brighter full aura.
Yes, weed definitely has no place in spiritual Satanism. I relapsed too a few years ago, and I smoked some weed and I got severely attacked by tall Greys. I haven't touched it since.I hope to hear how you're doing in a week's time. Stay strong! You can do it (life, meditations, relaxation, whatever it is) without weed, or any other drug.
Hail Satan!
On Wednesday, October 28, 2015 10:26 PM, "'Danith T.L.B.' danith69@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:
I haven't written or asked anything in the group for quite awhile. I'm ashamed to admit I had a really bad relapse with pot for a few months. I had it in my head that it's just weed and not that bad. I had the mentality it's not a drug and I could smoke it all I want with no worries. I was dead wrong! When I first dedicated I quit smoking. Everything was going well and I was advancing in Satanism at a fairly quick rate. I could see my aura bright and yellow/white I did yoga and I was very happy. For some reason I fell off, I started smoking again small amounts thinking it was okay (it's not) I stopped yoga, and I realize how bad I did myself. My aura is faint and I have a hard time seeing it now. When I clean my aura I still feel "dirty" and I'm getting sick now and again. When I didn't smoke and stayed with my routine I was never sick. I'm done with this shit drug now. I'm determined to quite on my own without asking for assistance from anyone. I know I can do this. I know all who are new can do this as well. I wanted to share this because weed is shit. I smoked for over 20 years and I thought I loved it. It was social and i thought it made everything better. I was wrong. It only seems like that because it's a mild mind fuck. I hope this helps some new members realize that there isn't anyplace for that shit in Satanism. I had to learn the hard way. I didn't heed the words of our family members because I thought I knew better and I'm sorry for thinking that. Weed did almost kill me because it turned me away from everything that is spiritual. I'll let everyone know how I'm doing in a week. Hopefully clean with a brighter full aura.
