wanting to learn, new here

[cathydiane1956]

Hello Everyone,

To say I am "stunned" would be an understatement. But, when I came across a couple of sites last night and stayed up most of the night reading all I could I knew I wanted to learn.

My name is Cathy, I am 53 and spent about 35 years in and out of the christian churches. No matter what I did, it just never 'worked' for me. I begged God for the truth. People always told me I was rebellious, for if I would just surrender to God all would be well and I would speak in tongues and be healed and on and on.

About five years ago I was sitting there one night and finally admitted to myself that I do NOT believe the Jesus story and had not for a long time. I had read how the bible came to be by force with Constantine, etc. and how there had been many 'saviour's before Jesus and so on. When I quit the church several family members and friends disowned me and quite frankly, I'm glad they did for they weren't a joy to be around anyway. I never felt "good enough"

Rather quickly a lot of hate and anger I had for many vanished, for once I walked away from the bible I didn't have a foundation of hate anymore.

Then, I came across the stories about the Annunaki, the reptilians, the Jews (whom I loathe)

From there it didn't take long for me to see that the Jews gave themselves one religion (an eye for an eye) then turned around and gave the gentiles another destructive religion (turn the other cheek) DAMN. How can the people NOT SEE THIS??? How could I not see it all those years I was in church trying to be "good enough"

Anyway, I don't have all the answers but am so willing to know the truth that I actually have been talking to Satan, asking him to help me see the truth.

I have to tell you something. I am not rich, at all (but will be just fine shortly I have a hunch) and have been sitting in Texas for the last 15. This year my air conditioning was not working and its been hell. Numerous attempts at getting some AC fell through and I would sit in the house with my feet in a pan of ice water and pouring cold water over my head to keep from passing out by the heat.

Like I said, I had made numerous phone calls trying to find an affordable fix for this.

Last night after I read the pages that I found about Satan being our real Father (who the jews stold from us) I said, ok, Satan, this is a test. I need air and I need it soon. can you help me?

HE DID!!! All these years I've been praying to a jehovah and begged and pleaded to no avail. Yet Satan can get me AC within a few hours? And, it didn't cost me a penny!

I have a lot to learn and I truly do not want to offend anyone by asking the wrong questions. The church was very painfull for me and I don't want to afflict harm on anyone the way the church hurt me.

This new look at life will be between me and my online search for now, there is no way I could tell my family that Satan was the GOOD guy and Jehovah was the monster. Oh my, How we were duped! But, I did ask for truth all those years and I am finding it, slowly, but things are starting to come together.

Any suggestions on where I start? Like I said, I had no idea until last night that the Jews took OUR GOD away and gave us a rotten egg. But, in my heart while I was reading I knew it was true. I had gathered the Bible was a lie and the jews had given us Jesus, but, I didn't know they had taken away our God...

Cathy

peace to all

 

[wyrrdsystr666]

Hey Cathy, glad you found the JoS. It made a lot of things that I had suspected for many years perfectly clear. This is a great bunch, and very helpful. Study everything you can get your hands on, be discerning and think critically, and start meditating (the Awakening exercises are amazing) The Joy Of Satan website is chock full of great information, and will keep you busy for a while, plus there's other great stuff out there.

Hail satan,
Bronwyn

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "cathydiane1956" <Cathy2Oregon@... wrote:

Hello Everyone,

To say I am "stunned" would be an understatement. But, when I came across a couple of sites last night and stayed up most of the night reading all I could I knew I wanted to learn.

<snip

 

[Allison Passino]

Yeah, basically what B said. Lol. I'm glad you discovered the truth;Satan is indeed the true Father, and I am glad that you got to experience the care and love he shows for his own. Dedicate when you feel ready, and then after start meditating. Most importantly, just have fun and learn, learn, learn! Hail Satan!

----- Original Message ----- From: wyrrdsystr666 To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] Sent: Saturday, June 27, 2009 6:32 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: wanting to learn, new here
Hey Cathy, glad you found the JoS. It made a lot of things that I had suspected for many years perfectly clear. This is a great bunch, and very helpful. Study everything you can get your hands on, be discerning and think critically, and start meditating (the Awakening exercises are amazing) The Joy Of Satan website is chock full of great information, and will keep you busy for a while, plus there's other great stuff out there.

Hail satan,
Bronwyn

--- In JoyofSatan666@ yahoogroups. com, "cathydiane1956" <Cathy2Oregon@ ... wrote:

Hello Everyone,

To say I am "stunned" would be an understatement. But, when I came across a couple of sites last night and stayed up most of the night reading all I could I knew I wanted to learn.

<snip

 

[Loki Tanas]

<td val[/IMG] Welcome to the group and Spiritual Satanism. You were probably born a Satanist but didn’t know it, just like the rest of us. When we discover Satan, we suddenly feel different, especially after the Dedication Ritual. Your whole life just changes. You begin a new route and discover who you really are. Visit the website and take you time, there’s a lot of info in there and when you feel you are ready, you’ll be able to perform your Dedication Ritual. I’ll be celebrating my fifth year as a Dedicated Satanist on August the first and I’m a little older than you so it’s never too late to discover Satan. Again, welcome and congratulations on your choices! HAIL SATAN L!

--- On Sat, 6/27/09, cathydiane1956 <Cathy2Oregon@... wrote:

From: cathydiane1956 <Cathy2Oregon@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] wanting to learn, new here
To: [email protected]
Date: Saturday, June 27, 2009, 6:31 PM

Hello Everyone,

To say I am "stunned" would be an understatement. But, when I came across a couple of sites last night and stayed up most of the night reading all I could I knew I wanted to learn.

My name is Cathy, I am 53 and spent about 35 years in and out of the christian churches. No matter what I did, it just never 'worked' for me. I begged God for the truth. People always told me I was rebellious, for if I would just surrender to God all would be well and I would speak in tongues and be healed and on and on.

About five years ago I was sitting there one night and finally admitted to myself that I do NOT believe the Jesus story and had not for a long time. I had read how the bible came to be by force with Constantine, etc. and how there had been many 'saviour's before Jesus and so on. When I quit the church several family members and friends disowned me and quite frankly, I'm glad they did for they weren't a joy to be around anyway. I never felt "good enough"

Rather quickly a lot of hate and anger I had for many vanished, for once I walked away from the bible I didn't have a foundation of hate anymore.

Then, I came across the stories about the Annunaki, the reptilians, the Jews (whom I loathe)

From there it didn't take long for me to see that the Jews gave themselves one religion (an eye for an eye) then turned around and gave the gentiles another destructive religion (turn the other cheek) DAMN. How can the people NOT SEE THIS??? How could I not see it all those years I was in church trying to be "good enough"

Anyway, I don't have all the answers but am so willing to know the truth that I actually have been talking to Satan, asking him to help me see the truth.

I have to tell you something. I am not rich, at all (but will be just fine shortly I have a hunch) and have been sitting in Texas for the last 15. This year my air conditioning was not working and its been hell. Numerous attempts at getting some AC fell through and I would sit in the house with my feet in a pan of ice water and pouring cold water over my head to keep from passing out by the heat.

Like I said, I had made numerous phone calls trying to find an affordable fix for this.

Last night after I read the pages that I found about Satan being our real Father (who the jews stold from us) I said, ok, Satan, this is a test. I need air and I need it soon. can you help me?

HE DID!!! All these years I've been praying to a jehovah and begged and pleaded to no avail. Yet Satan can get me AC within a few hours? And, it didn't cost me a penny!

I have a lot to learn and I truly do not want to offend anyone by asking the wrong questions. The church was very painfull for me and I don't want to afflict harm on anyone the way the church hurt me.

This new look at life will be between me and my online search for now, there is no way I could tell my family that Satan was the GOOD guy and Jehovah was the monster. Oh my, How we were duped! But, I did ask for truth all those years and I am finding it, slowly, but things are starting to come together.

Any suggestions on where I start? Like I said, I had no idea until last night that the Jews took OUR GOD away and gave us a rotten egg. But, in my heart while I was reading I knew it was true. I had gathered the Bible was a lie and the jews had given us Jesus, but, I didn't know they had taken away our God...

Cathy

peace to all

[/TD]

 

[siguard666]

Peace to Brothers and Sisters in Satan, doom to our enemies and to the blind!!

Good you have found the path to the truth. Remember, the hatred you can arouse now, hostility towards the xianity can be very useful in destroying our enemies.

Undoubtedly, you WILL find TONS of invaluable info.

Grow to become invincible!

HAIL LUCIFER AND THE GODS OF THE OLD!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "cathydiane1956" <Cathy2Oregon@... wrote:

Hello Everyone,

To say I am "stunned" would be an understatement. But, when I came across a couple of sites last night and stayed up most of the night reading all I could I knew I wanted to learn.

My name is Cathy, I am 53 and spent about 35 years in and out of the christian churches. No matter what I did, it just never 'worked' for me. I begged God for the truth. People always told me I was rebellious, for if I would just surrender to God all would be well and I would speak in tongues and be healed and on and on.

About five years ago I was sitting there one night and finally admitted to myself that I do NOT believe the Jesus story and had not for a long time. I had read how the bible came to be by force with Constantine, etc. and how there had been many 'saviour's before Jesus and so on. When I quit the church several family members and friends disowned me and quite frankly, I'm glad they did for they weren't a joy to be around anyway. I never felt "good enough"

Rather quickly a lot of hate and anger I had for many vanished, for once I walked away from the bible I didn't have a foundation of hate anymore.

Then, I came across the stories about the Annunaki, the reptilians, the Jews (whom I loathe)

From there it didn't take long for me to see that the Jews gave themselves one religion (an eye for an eye) then turned around and gave the gentiles another destructive religion (turn the other cheek) DAMN. How can the people NOT SEE THIS??? How could I not see it all those years I was in church trying to be "good enough"

Anyway, I don't have all the answers but am so willing to know the truth that I actually have been talking to Satan, asking him to help me see the truth.

I have to tell you something. I am not rich, at all (but will be just fine shortly I have a hunch) and have been sitting in Texas for the last 15. This year my air conditioning was not working and its been hell. Numerous attempts at getting some AC fell through and I would sit in the house with my feet in a pan of ice water and pouring cold water over my head to keep from passing out by the heat.

Like I said, I had made numerous phone calls trying to find an affordable fix for this.

Last night after I read the pages that I found about Satan being our real Father (who the jews stold from us) I said, ok, Satan, this is a test. I need air and I need it soon. can you help me?

HE DID!!! All these years I've been praying to a jehovah and begged and pleaded to no avail. Yet Satan can get me AC within a few hours? And, it didn't cost me a penny!

I have a lot to learn and I truly do not want to offend anyone by asking the wrong questions. The church was very painfull for me and I don't want to afflict harm on anyone the way the church hurt me.

This new look at life will be between me and my online search for now, there is no way I could tell my family that Satan was the GOOD guy and Jehovah was the monster. Oh my, How we were duped! But, I did ask for truth all those years and I am finding it, slowly, but things are starting to come together.

Any suggestions on where I start? Like I said, I had no idea until last night that the Jews took OUR GOD away and gave us a rotten egg. But, in my heart while I was reading I knew it was true. I had gathered the Bible was a lie and the jews had given us Jesus, but, I didn't know they had taken away our God...

Cathy

peace to all