Very Regret,I want to come back !!

[marshjohn30]

I had been away from my path for months. I had forgot Father Satan,i was distracted by xian girl. I had fallen in love with her. I'm very regret now. I was very happy. Now i cannot forget her I want to come back. I feel Ashame infront of Father Satan because i had promised him(before my dedication) that i will all be yours after if he help me to compelete something that i needed to complete and he fullfilled my wish in the next early morning that i had asked for in night. I wasn' t dedicated at that time. Even though He fullfilled my wish because i had trust in him. Those days i was very drawn to him. I dont know if father left me or no. I'm not sure if he would accept me or not Because he is not listening me I want Father Satan but i cannot forget that girl i don't know what to do now .
I'm very down. I want my those days back and i really want very much to forget her like i never knew her. I need to talk somebody too.

 

[Shan823]

he never left you. you just got distracted from the path. Its not like you renounced father satan and became a xian again.




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On Wed, Jun 27, 2012 3:20 PM EDT marshjohn30 wrote:

I had been away from my path for months. I had forgot Father Satan,i was distracted by xian girl. I had fallen in love with her. I'm very regret now. I was very happy. Now i cannot forget her I want to come back. I feel Ashame infront of Father Satan because i had promised him(before my dedication) that i will all be yours after if he help me to compelete something that i needed to complete and he fullfilled my wish in the next early morning that i had asked for in night. I wasn' t dedicated at that time. Even though He fullfilled my wish because i had trust in him. Those days i was very drawn to him. I dont know if father left me or no. I'm not sure if he would accept me or not Because he is not listening me I want Father Satan but i cannot forget that girl i don't know what to do now .
I'm very down. I want my those days back and i really want very much to forget her like i never knew her. I need to talk somebody too.

 

[sosayeththeserpent]

Just get her back and come back to Satanism at the same time. Satan doesn't care if your lover is without as long as they aren't creating problems for you. If she does create problems for you there are ways to deal with this but a soul mate is a soul mate, so if you think she is your soul mate then go for it. Venus ends it's retrograde tomorrow and you can start a working while the moon is still in Libra if you want.

 

[Alex Seville]

See if you can get her out of that death trap we call christianity, I suggest this page: 
I can tell you with 210% positivity that Father Satan did not leave you, it is the other way around, and he will be more than happy if you came back. Never forget, we are about LEARNING, not FORGIVENESS! Turn this dark chapter of your life into a learning experience as well as motivation to help pursue and advance Satan's will.
Of course, you have obtained some "cuts" from this experience, of course refering to this xtian girl. So how do you want to treat this cut? Some xtians are simply agnostic who were born into xtianity and know nothing about it. However, some are just insane. Is she too far gone? You can only take her so far, but the rest is up to her.
Also, never put a single girl on the pedastol so to speak. I suggest looking up a man named 'David DeAngelo', I found him years ago and found his work to be very enlightening concerning the world of attraction. It's been said by HP Don that the male gender has been psychologically neutered, this man proves it and shows you how to attract women on an instinctive level. 
If you don't want to pay for his works or anything, then I suggest logically evaluating the pros and cons of being with this girl. Also include your future as a Satanist and how she will affect it.