Vampire destroying my life. How can I fix it ?

[Wotanwarrior]

slyscorpion

What exactly are those mental forms made with a dirty green energy? they are very persistent and irritating, they are immune and resist the blue fire, evoking the fire element to burn them affects them but they come back again and again and when you do the ritual to reverse the Tetragammaton they disappear for a while.

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

I just want to update this thread, as I managed to overcome a stall point in detachment process - that I acknowledge is slow and going on since years in waves.
I fully detached the lower chakras and kundalini link, together with a general physical distance from the vampire and some help from my GD (my gather is turning his attention to another person instead of me, and we talk very seldom).
This was causing a black coat of energy covering my entire aura, programmed by the vampire to induce myself to act as he pleased. I never found this before in any spiritual/detachment working, I just interpret as a coat of energy generated by his will along the years to somehow "clone" himself onto me. This energy was preventing spiritual progress and I managed to rip it away, it was connected to the kundalini tube sucking energy from me, now ripped away too. Sort of energy sucked from me, then reprogrammed to act against myself. Dense and heavy energy, like a bitumen coat. Under this, I found also a sort of astral net around my astral body and also chakras (or what I perceive as astral body, clone of the physical body - I am not able to astral project yet). This has been also removed.
I feel generally lighter at the moment.

I am still working on upper chakras with a 90 days detachment working.
A deep link is intruding into my 3rd eye, passing through the 6th chakra and down to the troath chakra. This is most likely the cause of emotional and mind control I experience at time.
This is requiring huge energies, but it seems worth the effort. It seems a deep link, ending to the throath chakra that is at now the most affected chakra.

Thanks again to all brothers and mainly slyscorpion who helped and supported me.
I will again proceed in silence for a while, I just wanted to post this as it may be useful for others in future.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I just want to update this thread, as I managed to overcome a stall point in detachment process - that I acknowledge is slow and going on since years in waves.
I fully detached the lower chakras and kundalini link, together with a general physical distance from the vampire and some help from my GD (my gather is turning his attention to another person instead of me, and we talk very seldom).
This was causing a black coat of energy covering my entire aura, programmed by the vampire to induce myself to act as he pleased. I never found this before in any spiritual/detachment working, I just interpret as a coat of energy generated by his will along the years to somehow "clone" himself onto me. This energy was preventing spiritual progress and I managed to rip it away, it was connected to the kundalini tube sucking energy from me, now ripped away too. Sort of energy sucked from me, then reprogrammed to act against myself. Dense and heavy energy, like a bitumen coat. Under this, I found also a sort of astral net around my astral body and also chakras (or what I perceive as astral body, clone of the physical body - I am not able to astral project yet). This has been also removed.
I feel generally lighter at the moment.

I am still working on upper chakras with a 90 days detachment working.
A deep link is intruding into my 3rd eye, passing through the 6th chakra and down to the troath chakra. This is most likely the cause of emotional and mind control I experience at time.
This is requiring huge energies, but it seems worth the effort. It seems a deep link, ending to the throath chakra that is at now the most affected chakra.

Thanks again to all brothers and mainly slyscorpion who helped and supported me.
I will again proceed in silence for a while, I just wanted to post this as it may be useful for others in future.

Your doing good. The astral cord in the 6th chakra which controls your thoughts connects to the tube at the base of your spine most likely and goes up your back which also connects your throat chakra/emotions. This is where entities can go in and influence the same place as well like the Greys or Corrupted Beings. The projection of thoughts goes into your Kundalini and this contraption on your back influencing your thoughts and emotions.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I just want to update this thread, as I managed to overcome a stall point in detachment process - that I acknowledge is slow and going on since years in waves.
I fully detached the lower chakras and kundalini link, together with a general physical distance from the vampire and some help from my GD (my gather is turning his attention to another person instead of me, and we talk very seldom).
This was causing a black coat of energy covering my entire aura, programmed by the vampire to induce myself to act as he pleased. I never found this before in any spiritual/detachment working, I just interpret as a coat of energy generated by his will along the years to somehow "clone" himself onto me. This energy was preventing spiritual progress and I managed to rip it away, it was connected to the kundalini tube sucking energy from me, now ripped away too. Sort of energy sucked from me, then reprogrammed to act against myself. Dense and heavy energy, like a bitumen coat. Under this, I found also a sort of astral net around my astral body and also chakras (or what I perceive as astral body, clone of the physical body - I am not able to astral project yet). This has been also removed.
I feel generally lighter at the moment.

I am still working on upper chakras with a 90 days detachment working.
A deep link is intruding into my 3rd eye, passing through the 6th chakra and down to the troath chakra. This is most likely the cause of emotional and mind control I experience at time.
This is requiring huge energies, but it seems worth the effort. It seems a deep link, ending to the throath chakra that is at now the most affected chakra.

Thanks again to all brothers and mainly slyscorpion who helped and supported me.
I will again proceed in silence for a while, I just wanted to post this as it may be useful for others in future.

Your doing good. The astral cord in the 6th chakra which controls your thoughts connects to the tube at the base of your spine most likely and goes up your back which also connects your throat chakra/emotions. This is where entities can go in and influence the same place as well like the Greys or Corrupted Beings. The projection of thoughts goes into your Kundalini and this contraption on your back influencing your thoughts and emotions.

Some of these thoughts that try to come through in your mind control thing can be from enemy entities as well. They try to project into the same spot often.

 

[darkmonkey666]

The other thing I really dislike is how when I was younger they were creating all the problems they were labeling me as having a disability for and putting me on meds for and other things. Almost all this stuff cleared up getting this off me.

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

Yes you got what I am thinking. You can't be the only one this vampire is harming same with my case. Anyone they interact with or you have connected with and/or have been close to in any way and the vampire put stuff on them cause of that has a potential of ending up messed up whether they are on our side or not.

This actually matters cause almost no one deserves this kind of hardship. Even someone not astrally open is going to have some issues. I saw that in my own life sometimes.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

Yes you got what I am thinking. You can't be the only one this vampire is harming same with my case. Anyone they interact with or you have connected with and/or have been close to in any way and the vampire put stuff on them cause of that has a potential of ending up messed up whether they are on our side or not.

This actually matters cause almost no one deserves this kind of hardship. Even someone not astrally open is going to have some issues. I saw that in my own life sometimes.

Plus the vampire turned my past two partners before this into borg too I told you a little of this. Even the one they never met.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

Btw I also wanted to add if you want to fight some of the control stuff more Mars in Aries will benefit you a lot the energy. I would suggest doing the spiritual square to give yourself the traits of being more assertive or you can add something about this. Jupiter is in Aries too this may help you but it doesn't feel as overtly aggressive as mars does to me doing the working but it might give you a spiritual warrior qualities. Try same affirmation if you want. See if any of this helps.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

Btw I also wanted to add if you want to fight some of the control stuff more Mars in Aries will benefit you a lot the energy. I would suggest doing the spiritual square to give yourself the traits of being more assertive or you can add something about this. Jupiter is in Aries too this may help you but it doesn't feel as overtly aggressive as mars does to me doing the working but it might give you a spiritual warrior qualities. Try same affirmation if you want. See if any of this helps.

You can fight it by being strong and forceful against it that is what I was doing all along.

 

[darkmonkey666]

The Good of all this though is it woke me up way more quickly than I likely would have without experiencing some of this stuff and having religion shoved down my throat. Because it put a focus on belief systems and finding the truth in a disciplined way in me. I believe that is the good side of Saturn in Sagittarius. I came to think of this. I was one of the almost original members of this group only a couple years in. Even though I didn't make huge progress like some others cause of this. I think it wasn't to waste. I am more advanced now than I would have been had I not spent years meditation it's just now it is taking effect it wasn't doing much for me under the full influence of this vampire.

So this is the good even though I was kind of messed up as anyone remembers just saying random stuff in rants and sounding like a controlled robot. In fact that was most of my entire YouTube channel I am glad that was taken down and I don't have any of those videos anymore. I don't think anyone else does either.

I am healing from this. Hey check out the area near your solar chakra make sure there is no tear holes or damage there. I witnessed this not in me but someone else this vampire was connected too by tuning into their energy and soul. It was like a piece of their soul was missing or something between the sacral and solar somewhere. With me personally there isn't a lot of damage there but like a little hole I will work on healing as soon as vampire is gone for good.

 

[darkmonkey666]

You really may need to do a destruction ritual on the vampire btw because from what I found out a lot of this is that this stuff is forcefully placed back on you when you remove some of it. So this is not going away this can be very forceful. Most people's AOP has no hope to stop this from being put back in them. I saw this in the astral with my experience. Trust me I know what their soul most likely looks like I can see that kind of stuff. The Gods won't care if you do or maybe they want you too and when they are almost destroyed if you were meditating for awhile you will gain the ability to see this yourself. This is blocking you from being open btw I meditated for 10 years each day before this and I never could get myself open to the astral. Some of these things act like a binding.

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits.
I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me weak. It worked perfectly, it was destroyed progressively in a 40 days working.

I will attempt with VINASA to destroy the vampire's essence. Will update, as soon I will have more insight.
Such a corrupted person, should not keep on harming anyone else.

See post above.

 

[Hunter666]

Speaking from personal experience, I recommend you to follow all skyscorpion's advices but not before having done an intense meditation and aura protection ritual.
Furthermore, try also to visualize a golden aura around you by repeating these words with passion and confidence: the vampire cannot attack my aura, life essence and energy. The vampire's will is weaker compared to mine. I am aware of my enemy and even if he is a family member, I cut all the spiritual ties so that my safety and my physical, mental and psychological goods are safeguarded.

Good work!

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

Btw I also wanted to add if you want to fight some of the control stuff more Mars in Aries will benefit you a lot the energy. I would suggest doing the spiritual square to give yourself the traits of being more assertive or you can add something about this. Jupiter is in Aries too this may help you but it doesn't feel as overtly aggressive as mars does to me doing the working but it might give you a spiritual warrior qualities. Try same affirmation if you want. See if any of this helps.

Thanks, I am working on Mars Squares and also Sun squares from time to time.
Your advices are always valuable and I appreciate.
I have proof the vampire weakens my Mars (2nd chakra) as years ago, when he had a Neptune transit on his Sun = weaker, I had a boost of Mars energies and I was confident and sexually stronger than I expected. I did understood this years later, with Astrology.

Speaking from personal experience, I recommend you to follow all skyscorpion's advices but not before having done an intense meditation and aura protection ritual.
Furthermore, try also to visualize a golden aura around you by repeating these words with passion and confidence: the vampire cannot attack my aura, life essence and energy. The vampire's will is weaker compared to mine. I am aware of my enemy and even if he is a family member, I cut all the spiritual ties so that my safety and my physical, mental and psychological goods are safeguarded.

Thanks. I work since years on my aura protection, it seems the vampire has some internal connection to the chakra so sort of "skips" the protection. Most likely this is my fault, as I am unconsciously open (see the "inside child" emotional ties I just discovered in my recent posts).
Anyway, "The vampire's will is weaker compared to mine. I am aware of my enemy and even if he is a family member, I cut all the spiritual ties so that my safety and my physical, mental and psychological goods are safeguarded" is very valuable input. I will work on it.

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

Btw I also wanted to add if you want to fight some of the control stuff more Mars in Aries will benefit you a lot the energy. I would suggest doing the spiritual square to give yourself the traits of being more assertive or you can add something about this. Jupiter is in Aries too this may help you but it doesn't feel as overtly aggressive as mars does to me doing the working but it might give you a spiritual warrior qualities. Try same affirmation if you want. See if any of this helps.

Thanks, I am working on Mars Squares and also Sun squares from time to time.
Your advices are always valuable and I appreciate.
I have proof the vampire weakens my Mars (2nd chakra) as years ago, when he had a Neptune transit on his Sun = weaker, I had a boost of Mars energies and I was confident and sexually stronger than I expected. I did understood this years later, with Astrology.

Speaking from personal experience, I recommend you to follow all skyscorpion's advices but not before having done an intense meditation and aura protection ritual.
Furthermore, try also to visualize a golden aura around you by repeating these words with passion and confidence: the vampire cannot attack my aura, life essence and energy. The vampire's will is weaker compared to mine. I am aware of my enemy and even if he is a family member, I cut all the spiritual ties so that my safety and my physical, mental and psychological goods are safeguarded.

Thanks. I work since years on my aura protection, it seems the vampire has some internal connection to the chakra so sort of "skips" the protection. Most likely this is my fault, as I am unconsciously open (see the "inside child" emotional ties I just discovered in my recent posts).
Anyway, "The vampire's will is weaker compared to mine. I am aware of my enemy and even if he is a family member, I cut all the spiritual ties so that my safety and my physical, mental and psychological goods are safeguarded" is very valuable input. I will work on it.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Another thing I find interesting is that Narasistic Personality disorder shows up in both how the vampire acts and how the control thing tries to force us to act.

https://www.psycom.net/personality-disorders/narcissistic/

I wonder if this is the case in a lot of people where their souls or them intentionally (hard to tell the difference I know my vampire was at least aware he was doing something and openly admitting it to me more than once but was like what are you going to do about it I would not expect him to be aware of the spiritual though so not sure what he knew or didn't this is a lot of what lead to a more deep hatred I am like how do you dare do this to us) do this vampirism and control stuff.

The way the mind control thing forced us to be like was like reading a list from this disorder. I noticed.

 

[darkmonkey666]

The information I got: them wanting to break me up with my girlfriend is a control thing. I can actually hear their conversations a little through these links now on certain things that were translated into the thought control. "She is enabling his behavior he needs to know that actions have consequences"
I ask what actions. I haven't been involved in anything illegal or bad or done anything harmful to myself or others. I wasn't able to pick up in full on what they are thinking about. They put a jealous lover thing in this to make us hostile to each other or wanting to be opposite.

This hooks into Aquarius energies in our chart so talking things out is fruitless. The energy says to stand firm forever never change anything like the fixed nature of this sign but kind of hostile and chaotic.

Each control thing has some conversation or thought process behind it that is like an impression and tries to change thoughts of the person it's on.

I didn't get all of them. This is just the one I care about the most as I really want to preserve my relationship I am not spending time trying to read all these. However I feel writing this out may help someone else if they are dealing with any kind of astral control thing like this whether the person is a vampire or not.

 

[darkmonkey666]

To break down things I learned about this (I am good at reading and learning people's methods and abilities) vampire attachment level 1 normal astral links to the chakras and other parts of the energy system or body if you are having strange physical symptoms or unexplained illnesses this may be going on) some of these regular astral links come off of tendrils level 2 a net or barrier around the person containing the person's consciousness to lower perception and influence of outside things this may end up connecting you to the larger barrier or veil around earth as well. Level 3 tendrils/astral cords connected to Kundalini forcefully projecting the mind control stuff and receptive ones stealing energy from victim. Level 4 astral cords that act as bindings to the victim various places removing spiritual abilities and personality traits and taking away confidence self esteem and power.
Final level bigger tendrils that look like a snake or octopus tentacles that appear to be both draining and projecting. These can extend into the body in various places.

A lot of these things are connected together. Astral cords and whatever the bigger things are have links on them. A lot of this stuff goes up the base of the spine to the 6th chakra creating some kind of thing around the physical brain to control people. Links also go to each chakra controlling emotions confidence and all sorts of other things. There also appear to be some kind of astral cords going down to the feet as well and other parts of physical body.

This caused all sorts of strange symptoms in me and my girlfriend. Such as skin breaking out in rashes itchy skin or feeling of bugs crawling there. Hot flashes headaches diarrhea feeling not grounded or connected to the earth kind of floaty and anxiety and memory problems.

Also inability to connect to others in energy. Except random people it let through. I never figured out the logic behind this or why certain people were allowed through this. There wasn't anything I could see that was the same in each person it allowed connection too. So who knows here.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Other symptoms throwing up a lot when I was living with vampire for awhile about 4 years ago I would throw up very often I didn't know then it was related to that. I ended up in the hospital on breathing support once after passing out. Oh this can cause feelings of being light headed seeing stars then passing out that happened sometimes when I was younger.

I am just writing out more stuff I notice. Now that I seem to have some of my abilities back (this blocked most them including sensing energy very well) when I am around vampire I notice my skin burning like acid and pain in certain areas that can be sharp my eyes turn red and become itchy and watery and my face breaks out in a rash. This is why I have not been around them. When my girlfriend is though this happens a little with me too though and her.

We have learned to realize none of this is medical emergencies but it still is a little scary when happening.

 

[darkmonkey666]

These sickness things started more so in about 2010 for me I was not living with vampire at that time I will note. This did not happen much the physical symptoms when I was younger and living with them.

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

I also perceive external efforts to break up my relationship with my gf.
We both have a vampire-control process since childhood and, in some way, we are beneficial to each other.
I will not completely subdue to her vampire's will, same she will not completely fall under my vampire's will (even if, this results in negative thoughts, weakening and bad feelings for both).
So we spiritually help each other. We manage to keep our vampires' influence below the total control limit, so we can still survive and live a life until detachment will be completed.
Possibly a big step towards freedom.
I also think, we'll be born in a better family in our next life thanks to this effort.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I also perceive external efforts to break up my relationship with my gf.
We both have a vampire-control process since childhood and, in some way, we are beneficial to each other.
I will not completely subdue to her vampire's will, same she will not completely fall under my vampire's will (even if, this results in negative thoughts, weakening and bad feelings for both).
So we spiritually help each other. We manage to keep our vampires' influence below the total control limit, so we can still survive and live a life until detachment will be completed.
Possibly a big step towards freedom.
I also think, we'll be born in a better family in our next life thanks to this effort.

When you weaken this stuff enough for it to start to be pulled off you may notice first single words behind some of the messages or small phrases. Then as it gets weaker you will notice conversations possibly behind these. It will become clear to you what the vampire wanted.

Anyways I also learned more about this. The person who is a vampire has a false ego the energy or whatever from it (who knows he may also have a control thing on him from someone else) has displaced his soul from his body somewhat so he no longer controls his body. So his person is projected outwards onto others. This mind control thing may do that to you somewhat as well (allow yourself to totally give into false ego and go into a sleep state though and your fucked till whenever the vampire dies or this loses power one of the two so don't do it keep this in mind and keep fighting)

Both you and your girlfriend are projecting onto each other. If you can both open up telepathic abilities that will make this whole thing much easier. You will be able to know each other's real thoughts on things and use that to circumvent this somewhat.

With my girlfriend the false ego totally took over so nothing could be done. She became imprisoned and lost control of her body only able to tell her true thoughts through projection. This is what I mean by keep fighting and make sure she does too. Her mind control stuff of me actually was really helpful in fighting this as she is a more powerful soul than the vampire. Any projections or control stuff from you or her will stop when this loses power. She no longer projects and I no longer do. So long communicating with each other on stuff that way though that stopped to and I don't know about any other method.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I also perceive external efforts to break up my relationship with my gf.
We both have a vampire-control process since childhood and, in some way, we are beneficial to each other.
I will not completely subdue to her vampire's will, same she will not completely fall under my vampire's will (even if, this results in negative thoughts, weakening and bad feelings for both).
So we spiritually help each other. We manage to keep our vampires' influence below the total control limit, so we can still survive and live a life until detachment will be completed.
Possibly a big step towards freedom.
I also think, we'll be born in a better family in our next life thanks to this effort.

The other thing I learned a false ego is like a software script it's robotic and repeating. No real change can be made to it. Not with talking and not even with workings. There is no reasoning with it. So anyone controlled by one your wasting your time reasoning with them as the person isn't there only there body is.

 

[darkmonkey666]

I am going to quote this here as it's some information that may be very useful to this thread as well and anyone reading this. Enigmatic_Rabbit if you see this and want to reply to anything on this thread you can as well..

Your parents sound like classic narcissists or what I like to call "skin-balloons", because there's nothing in their body other than worms and false-egos. Most people have some percentage of narcissism, 1% all the way up to 100%. But you only need 50% or 60% for them to become "terminal" (meaning they will never recover, even if they wanted to, which they wouldn't at that point). It takes years of therapy to treat someone with this personality disorder. To me, narcissism is due to a lot of factors including their personality archetype, their life experience, and all the "induced currents" (other people) around them. What you are experiencing is a classic case of parental narcissism.

They are controlling, back-handed with their aggression (they hate your gf because they can't stand you being more happy than they are), and they insult you for your independence. See it for how it is. You are a victim here, take that Extremely seriously, it's no laughing matter. Google "narcissistic parents and how to heal". Read up on other's experiences. You will see just how broken those people are.

"...they were always super critical of me it felt like poison to me." <-- this is CRITICAL information. Narcissist slowly poison the one's they control. Their emotional circuitry is on the Outside. They Cannot work out emotions within them. They are broken in this regard so in order for them to deal with their emotions, they cast them out into the real world by "assigning" objects (or worse) other living creatures. Ever wonder how a parent could treat one of their kids like royalty while treating another like the absolute scum of the earth? This is how. They "assign" an emotion to their children, one child is their "happy place" where they can process "happy" emotions while the other kid is their "angry place". You can guess what the parents do to them from there.....

"This wiped out her entire person and turned her (and me) literally into robots that feel no emotions. That was some kind of attack." <--- Skin balloons have no "soul core" of their own so they must leech it off of genuine people. Usually they prey upon those with External Feeling functions. I've been in a similar situation before and it literally feels like the waters of your soul have evaporated, leaving you dry and barren.

"The next thing is that they think they are a victim because they chose me..." <--- Again, they are forever the victim in their messed up heads. Classic narcissistic behavior. The worse part about all of this, your parents probably don't even realize what they are doing is wrong. Most narcissists don't. They living in a "perfect world" where they "always win" and when they don't, they blame EVERYONE but themselves. This is because they have no internal cohesion. They are not "human" at this point, they have no souls and if they did, the soul is long gone. (This can happen when too much outside induced currents and parasitic overload can quite literally Push the soul out of the body. The bio-electro-magnetism of the body is now so far removed from when the soul first inhabited their bodily vessel that it is now uninhabitable because of the interference. How does this happen to some people and not others? Some people are born with a weak soul, that is why it is Imperative to pursue spiritual development of the soul because if you don't and allow your spirit to rot for life times... well... this is what happens.)

"...like super weird no emotions emptiness very forceful and extremely cold energy." <--- You saw them for who they are. Now, it is time to cut the tentacle attached to your soul and divorce yourself emotionally from these "fellow human-beans".

OP, your soul is great and powerful as you wouldn't be here if it wasn't otherwise. The healing will begin when you leave these people. Or it can begin right the fuck now, if you wanted. It will be very painful, I must warn you. You will probably be emotionally constipated and it will take you probably a year to fully "get over it", this is from my experience. But it is really important you get this out of yourself emotionally as emotions are stored in the organs of the body and if your emotions are all fucked up, those organs will not be able to transform Qi or even cultivate more of it. You become weak because of this. Imagine, how quickly you could now advance because you have divorced yourself emotionally from these "people".

You should see if you have picked up any narcissistic tendencies from your parents. Take a test online or go to a therapist and ask them to preform a "personality disorder test" on you. Children of abuse are often not "unscaved" by their abuser, and you should want to make sure that you yourself are okay.

I have hope in you, kind sir. And best of luck!