Unable to meditate, unable to do Ritual, life in shambles.

[Artisan]

Hello,

I wanted to ask for some advice on improving self discipline and willpower. See, I've been in a rut for the past year and a half where I am unable to continue anything for an extended period of time. It's like a sufficating pressure comes out of nowhere trying to prevent me from doing something, the longer I continue to do the thing and the more I push against this pressure the stronger it gets.

I currently have some self-hypnosis which I plan to do for this issue. However, I was wondering if there's anything else you all may know that could assist me through this. I have been trying to handle this on my own for almost two years now. But, I know that I should reach out and ask for help when I need it, and honestly, I should have asked for assistance earlier.

I'm just ashamed I can't even complete a simple meditation schedule. I've restarted the 40 day so many times. I have finished the 40 day in the past and even reached a level of spiritual advancement where I could influence others and bring about events with just my thoughts. So, it's not like I can't do it, because I've done it before, and I know I can, but, I can't seem to overcome this sufficating feeling.

In the past I tied myself to a really nefarious individual through lots of sex and other things, and, I'm pretty positive that this sufficating pressure is as a result of that series of stupid decisions I made, however, without getting rid of this suffication I can't even do the main three meditations for long, let alone a runic working to detach myself from this individual.

Any advice is appreciated. I can't even tell you how angry, upset, and overall just fucked up that I can't bring myself to do simple things. I care for the Gods so fucking much and it brings me to tears out of fucking frustration that I can't seem to do anything to show this love for them. I fucking want to destroy the enemy so badly, I want to advance, I want all these things so bad I would fucking kill for them.

Thank you ahead of time for your responses.

 

[Inflorescentia]

Maybe you need a pen pal? You know, somebody to report to.

I'll do it if you'll do it.

 

[NinRick]

Hello,

I wanted to ask for some advice on improving self discipline and willpower. See, I've been in a rut for the past year and a half where I am unable to continue anything for an extended period of time. It's like a sufficating pressure comes out of nowhere trying to prevent me from doing something, the longer I continue to do the thing and the more I push against this pressure the stronger it gets.

I currently have some self-hypnosis which I plan to do for this issue. However, I was wondering if there's anything else you all may know that could assist me through this. I have been trying to handle this on my own for almost two years now. But, I know that I should reach out and ask for help when I need it, and honestly, I should have asked for assistance earlier.

I'm just ashamed I can't even complete a simple meditation schedule. I've restarted the 40 day so many times. I have finished the 40 day in the past and even reached a level of spiritual advancement where I could influence others and bring about events with just my thoughts. So, it's not like I can't do it, because I've done it before, and I know I can, but, I can't seem to overcome this sufficating feeling.

In the past I tied myself to a really nefarious individual through lots of sex and other things, and, I'm pretty positive that this sufficating pressure is as a result of that series of stupid decisions I made, however, without getting rid of this suffication I can't even do the main three meditations for long, let alone a runic working to detach myself from this individual.

Any advice is appreciated. I can't even tell you how angry, upset, and overall just fucked up that I can't bring myself to do simple things. I care for the Gods so fucking much and it brings me to tears out of fucking frustration that I can't seem to do anything to show this love for them. I fucking want to destroy the enemy so badly, I want to advance, I want all these things so bad I would fucking kill for them.

Thank you ahead of time for your responses.

When you read this, do the RAUM meditation and follow up with a Final Ritual. Easy. Just do it.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Hello,

I wanted to ask for some advice on improving self discipline and willpower. See, I've been in a rut for the past year and a half where I am unable to continue anything for an extended period of time. It's like a sufficating pressure comes out of nowhere trying to prevent me from doing something, the longer I continue to do the thing and the more I push against this pressure the stronger it gets.

I currently have some self-hypnosis which I plan to do for this issue. However, I was wondering if there's anything else you all may know that could assist me through this. I have been trying to handle this on my own for almost two years now. But, I know that I should reach out and ask for help when I need it, and honestly, I should have asked for assistance earlier.

I'm just ashamed I can't even complete a simple meditation schedule. I've restarted the 40 day so many times. I have finished the 40 day in the past and even reached a level of spiritual advancement where I could influence others and bring about events with just my thoughts. So, it's not like I can't do it, because I've done it before, and I know I can, but, I can't seem to overcome this sufficating feeling.

In the past I tied myself to a really nefarious individual through lots of sex and other things, and, I'm pretty positive that this sufficating pressure is as a result of that series of stupid decisions I made, however, without getting rid of this suffication I can't even do the main three meditations for long, let alone a runic working to detach myself from this individual.

Any advice is appreciated. I can't even tell you how angry, upset, and overall just fucked up that I can't bring myself to do simple things. I care for the Gods so fucking much and it brings me to tears out of fucking frustration that I can't seem to do anything to show this love for them. I fucking want to destroy the enemy so badly, I want to advance, I want all these things so bad I would fucking kill for them.

Thank you ahead of time for your responses.

When you read this, do the RAUM meditation and follow up with a Final Ritual. Easy. Just do it.

Why should a beginner who is trying to detach from someone and become consistent with meditations do the Raum meditation then an F-Ritual. Weird advice. But idk.

 

[Aquarius]

You need to work on your mind, your mind is your obstacle, you need to try and be in a constant state of void meditation, when you do this there will be no self sabotaging thoughts as your mind will be empty.
Also, you need to power through the uncomfortable, life is not comfortable, be comfortable in being uncomfortable.
Also stop stimulating your mind with useless internet surfing, it's gonna tire you mentally and rob you of willpower.
^take these advices seriously and you will go far.

 

[Henu the Great]

When you read this, do the RAUM meditation and follow up with a Final Ritual. Easy. Just do it.

It is not easy when there are connections that suck up life force, or create spiritual obstacles. Ironically, hammering through with adding power would make it harder.

...
Thank you ahead of time for your responses.

You are doing yoga daily, right? I really do hope so, because you can muster through this with the aid it gives you.

So all in all, I do not recommend any big efforts, but specific small things done consistelty, to begin. After you have your base established, then you should slowly add more. So to begin with, you can start with the daily efforts listed in the 40 day program, without the opening of the soul mediations. If you are not doing yoga already, then start with what has been instructed in the 40 day program in regards to yoga, do as many or few breaths you feel like is good for you.

So, what I suggest to start off with this specific problem in mind is to at the end of yoga sessions start visualising and affirming that your connections to this past relationship/person are severed. This is best to be begun Waning Moon, but in such case as yours, it's best to begin immediately, and restart the effort later when the Moon enters Waning phase. And now that I just checked the calendar, the timing would be perfect for this because of Waning Scorpio Moon beginning very soon. You are in luck! Best to use this opportunity to your benefit!

Once you have done this for at least 40 days, you can add a runic working of Ansuz or Sanskrit working of Munka to free yourself from this completely. After 40 days of that, you should be on the clear. This should be your number one priority, along with AC/AoP (You can also do Returning Curses 1&2).

 

[Bluecollarbutch666]

Hello,

I wanted to ask for some advice on improving self discipline and willpower. See, I've been in a rut for the past year and a half where I am unable to continue anything for an extended period of time. It's like a sufficating pressure comes out of nowhere trying to prevent me from doing something, the longer I continue to do the thing and the more I push against this pressure the stronger it gets.

I currently have some self-hypnosis which I plan to do for this issue. However, I was wondering if there's anything else you all may know that could assist me through this. I have been trying to handle this on my own for almost two years now. But, I know that I should reach out and ask for help when I need it, and honestly, I should have asked for assistance earlier.

I'm just ashamed I can't even complete a simple meditation schedule. I've restarted the 40 day so many times. I have finished the 40 day in the past and even reached a level of spiritual advancement where I could influence others and bring about events with just my thoughts. So, it's not like I can't do it, because I've done it before, and I know I can, but, I can't seem to overcome this sufficating feeling.

In the past I tied myself to a really nefarious individual through lots of sex and other things, and, I'm pretty positive that this sufficating pressure is as a result of that series of stupid decisions I made, however, without getting rid of this suffication I can't even do the main three meditations for long, let alone a runic working to detach myself from this individual.

Any advice is appreciated. I can't even tell you how angry, upset, and overall just fucked up that I can't bring myself to do simple things. I care for the Gods so fucking much and it brings me to tears out of fucking frustration that I can't seem to do anything to show this love for them. I fucking want to destroy the enemy so badly, I want to advance, I want all these things so bad I would fucking kill for them.

Thank you ahead of time for your responses.

is this an issue with procrastination or are you stresses perhaps? maybe doing more grounding can help you as well as making a schedule and prioritizing things to do for day to day life each day

 

[Priest - Alexandros Iowno]

Too much idealization and abstraction onto what's really just a simple permutation of the power of the will. Do you work? Do you do things during the day? The same way you do those things you do these by deciding and being mature about it. Nothing fancy, no need for existentialisms, as for these, certainly this kind of effort for submission is not the way out.

I had periods when a single Ritual was felt like moving a mountain, other days when I did Rituals the whole day (and fried myself for 3 months one time, unable to perform anything). I had periods of extreme laziness and periods of whole days onto meditation and being unaware of anything concrete. Overcome these, what is there to do for you to not fix these? Do you have anywhere to go? Is anything else more important? Have food, sleep, family, partner, and friends and focus on advancement.

 

[Artisan]

Hello,

I wanted to ask for some advice on improving self discipline and willpower. See, I've been in a rut for the past year and a half where I am unable to continue anything for an extended period of time. It's like a sufficating pressure comes out of nowhere trying to prevent me from doing something, the longer I continue to do the thing and the more I push against this pressure the stronger it gets.

I currently have some self-hypnosis which I plan to do for this issue. However, I was wondering if there's anything else you all may know that could assist me through this. I have been trying to handle this on my own for almost two years now. But, I know that I should reach out and ask for help when I need it, and honestly, I should have asked for assistance earlier.

I'm just ashamed I can't even complete a simple meditation schedule. I've restarted the 40 day so many times. I have finished the 40 day in the past and even reached a level of spiritual advancement where I could influence others and bring about events with just my thoughts. So, it's not like I can't do it, because I've done it before, and I know I can, but, I can't seem to overcome this sufficating feeling.

In the past I tied myself to a really nefarious individual through lots of sex and other things, and, I'm pretty positive that this sufficating pressure is as a result of that series of stupid decisions I made, however, without getting rid of this suffication I can't even do the main three meditations for long, let alone a runic working to detach myself from this individual.

Any advice is appreciated. I can't even tell you how angry, upset, and overall just fucked up that I can't bring myself to do simple things. I care for the Gods so fucking much and it brings me to tears out of fucking frustration that I can't seem to do anything to show this love for them. I fucking want to destroy the enemy so badly, I want to advance, I want all these things so bad I would fucking kill for them.

Thank you ahead of time for your responses.

When you read this, do the RAUM meditation and follow up with a Final Ritual. Easy. Just do it.

I did what you said.

When you read this, do the RAUM meditation and follow up with a Final Ritual. Easy. Just do it.

It is not easy when there are connections that suck up life force, or create spiritual obstacles. Ironically, hammering through with adding power would make it harder.

...
Thank you ahead of time for your responses.

You are doing yoga daily, right? I really do hope so, because you can muster through this with the aid it gives you.

So all in all, I do not recommend any big efforts, but specific small things done consistelty, to begin. After you have your base established, then you should slowly add more. So to begin with, you can start with the daily efforts listed in the 40 day program, without the opening of the soul mediations. If you are not doing yoga already, then start with what has been instructed in the 40 day program in regards to yoga, do as many or few breaths you feel like is good for you.

So, what I suggest to start off with this specific problem in mind is to at the end of yoga sessions start visualising and affirming that your connections to this past relationship/person are severed. This is best to be begun Waning Moon, but in such case as yours, it's best to begin immediately, and restart the effort later when the Moon enters Waning phase. And now that I just checked the calendar, the timing would be perfect for this because of Waning Scorpio Moon beginning very soon. You are in luck! Best to use this opportunity to your benefit!

Once you have done this for at least 40 days, you can add a runic working of Ansuz or Sanskrit working of Munka to free yourself from this completely. After 40 days of that, you should be on the clear. This should be your number one priority, along with AC/AoP (You can also do Returning Curses 1&2).

Thank you Henu. I will do what you said. Your advice is always helpful. I am grateful to you my friend.

 

[NinRick]

Hello,

I wanted to ask for some advice on improving self discipline and willpower. See, I've been in a rut for the past year and a half where I am unable to continue anything for an extended period of time. It's like a sufficating pressure comes out of nowhere trying to prevent me from doing something, the longer I continue to do the thing and the more I push against this pressure the stronger it gets.

I currently have some self-hypnosis which I plan to do for this issue. However, I was wondering if there's anything else you all may know that could assist me through this. I have been trying to handle this on my own for almost two years now. But, I know that I should reach out and ask for help when I need it, and honestly, I should have asked for assistance earlier.

I'm just ashamed I can't even complete a simple meditation schedule. I've restarted the 40 day so many times. I have finished the 40 day in the past and even reached a level of spiritual advancement where I could influence others and bring about events with just my thoughts. So, it's not like I can't do it, because I've done it before, and I know I can, but, I can't seem to overcome this sufficating feeling.

In the past I tied myself to a really nefarious individual through lots of sex and other things, and, I'm pretty positive that this sufficating pressure is as a result of that series of stupid decisions I made, however, without getting rid of this suffication I can't even do the main three meditations for long, let alone a runic working to detach myself from this individual.

Any advice is appreciated. I can't even tell you how angry, upset, and overall just fucked up that I can't bring myself to do simple things. I care for the Gods so fucking much and it brings me to tears out of fucking frustration that I can't seem to do anything to show this love for them. I fucking want to destroy the enemy so badly, I want to advance, I want all these things so bad I would fucking kill for them.

Thank you ahead of time for your responses.

When you read this, do the RAUM meditation and follow up with a Final Ritual. Easy. Just do it.

Why should a beginner who is trying to detach from someone and become consistent with meditations do the Raum meditation then an F-Ritual. Weird advice. But idk.

Just to show him how easy it is to get started. Not too mich thinking is needed, just do it.

Raum is there to give you an energy boost and also to empower your soul, and in that state you do the Final Ritual.

You effectively did some empowerment, did your duty of the Spiritual Warfare, and also you did the Ritual in an energetic condition, which makes it more powerful.

What was so hard to understand from that?

Just do your meditations, it is easy. I can not understand how people don’t get shit done.

 

[NinRick]

...

Very good, just do your meditations just like you did earlier. And you can become consistent in doing your meditations, and advance as a result.

This path is simple, the more you do, the more you advance. All knowledge of Satan is simple, and easily applicable at all times.

 

[Henu the Great]

When you read this, do the RAUM meditation and follow up with a Final Ritual. Easy. Just do it.

Why should a beginner who is trying to detach from someone and become consistent with meditations do the Raum meditation then an F-Ritual. Weird advice. But idk.

Just to show him how easy it is to get started. Not too mich thinking is needed, just do it.

Raum is there to give you an energy boost and also to empower your soul, and in that state you do the Final Ritual.

You effectively did some empowerment, did your duty of the Spiritual Warfare, and also you did the Ritual in an energetic condition, which makes it more powerful.

What was so hard to understand from that?

Just do your meditations, it is easy. I can not understand how people don’t get shit done.

It is hard because there is no established base to build up on. When the foundation is weak, then the structure will not stand strong. First, there has to be consistent habits formed, and most importantly with these intermediate meditations... Properly open soul is something that will actually make the aforementioned meditation worthwhile. It's like doing squares when the chakras are not properly open, the results are lacking in quality and in quantity.

 

[NinRick]

Why should a beginner who is trying to detach from someone and become consistent with meditations do the Raum meditation then an F-Ritual. Weird advice. But idk.

Just to show him how easy it is to get started. Not too mich thinking is needed, just do it.

Raum is there to give you an energy boost and also to empower your soul, and in that state you do the Final Ritual.

You effectively did some empowerment, did your duty of the Spiritual Warfare, and also you did the Ritual in an energetic condition, which makes it more powerful.

What was so hard to understand from that?

Just do your meditations, it is easy. I can not understand how people don’t get shit done.

It is hard because there is no established base to build up on. When the foundation is weak, then the structure will not stand strong. First, there has to be consistent habits formed, and most importantly with these intermediate meditations... Properly open soul is something that will actually make the aforementioned meditation worthwhile. It's like doing squares when the chakras are not properly open, the results are lacking in quality and in quantity.

I expected from someone who has been here for an extended period to already have performed the chakra opening meditations. My bad.

 

[Henu the Great]

Thank you Henu. I will do what you said. Your advice is always helpful. I am grateful to you my friend.

Thank you. I enjoy helping others. I might not be always the most empathetic, but I have good intentions. I'm like a sarge who does want to help others avoid getting their heads blown off in the battle.

Others have shared valuable help too.

I expected from someone who has been here for an extended period to already have performed the chakra opening meditations. My bad.

He has, but as he shared with us, he has been lacking in his practice. So, firstly he should fix the lacking issues, and then, he can add more.

 

[Artisan]

Just to show him how easy it is to get started. Not too mich thinking is needed, just do it.

Raum is there to give you an energy boost and also to empower your soul, and in that state you do the Final Ritual.

You effectively did some empowerment, did your duty of the Spiritual Warfare, and also you did the Ritual in an energetic condition, which makes it more powerful.

What was so hard to understand from that?

Just do your meditations, it is easy. I can not understand how people don’t get shit done.

It is hard because there is no established base to build up on. When the foundation is weak, then the structure will not stand strong. First, there has to be consistent habits formed, and most importantly with these intermediate meditations... Properly open soul is something that will actually make the aforementioned meditation worthwhile. It's like doing squares when the chakras are not properly open, the results are lacking in quality and in quantity.

I expected from someone who has been here for an extended period to already have performed the chakra opening meditations. My bad.

No no you helped me man. You fucking. AHHH I AM SO FUCKING PISSED HAHA

I finally realized FINALLY EVERYTHING and it's because you fucking told me to do that Ritual and I did it yea? Well, after that I did Lydias Deep cleaning for the first time(this shit took like FOREVER)

AND GUESS WHAT I FUCKING FOUND AFTER REMOVING ALL THESE FUCKING BUILT UP CURSES AND SHIT ON MY SOUL? GUESS WHOS BEEN GETTING CURSED AT INTERVOLS OF 10 SECONDS AND GUESS WHO'S RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERYTHING THAT'S BEEN GOING WRONG FOR THE PAST YEAR AND A HALF SINCE I LEFT THIS FUCKING PARASITE PIECE OF SHIT?

THIS FUICKING PIECE OF SHIT WHO I MENTIONED IN THE THREAD. BUT OH MY GODS I HAD NO IDEA HOW FUCKING DEEP IT IS. IMA DETACH MYSELF FROM THIS PIECE OF SHIT THEN CURSE THEM.

Thank you NinRick. YOU ACTUALLY HELPED A LOT!

If it wasn't for you I highly doubt I would have been able to figure out. WHO THE FUCK WAS RESPONSIBLE!!!!

Haha, they are going to fu king. hahaha. fuck man I am so pissed i can't even tell you.

Thank you so much NinRick <3

 

[Artisan]

Maybe you need a pen pal? You know, somebody to report to.

I'll do it if you'll do it.

Actually the reason I stopped communicating on email was because I woke up to a voice telling me that talking to members in email was dangerous and all this other shit.

BUT

I'm pretty fucking sure that it's this evil piece of shit I used to be involved with, OR, the parasitic entities that they love to fucking associate with. Fucking hell man. Fuck.

I am sorry for abandoning you <3 If you'll take me back and be my friend again I'd love that brother Haha, also, guess who figured out why my relationships always turned sour? Turns out I already had a demoness I was bound to and I've been being a fucking idiot.

I fucking, man, I felt her touch on my cheek and in my hand and it felt like someone was really there, I cried bro. But, I have some things I need to do before I'm able to be with her. But, I've got someone who's actually waiting for me. Can you believe it? What a fucking fool I've been haha.

But, I sent you an email. And I hope you'll take me back as your friend once more <3 Hehe

 

[Artisan]

You need to work on your mind, your mind is your obstacle, you need to try and be in a constant state of void meditation, when you do this there will be no self sabotaging thoughts as your mind will be empty.
Also, you need to power through the uncomfortable, life is not comfortable, be comfortable in being uncomfortable.
Also stop stimulating your mind with useless internet surfing, it's gonna tire you mentally and rob you of willpower.
^take these advices seriously and you will go far.

Thank you for your advice Aquarius!

I will be sure to do what you said.

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

...

Detach now while the moon is in scorpio and waning.

Nauthiz is useful for keeping you persistent despite any obstacles, giving patience, endurance, and self-discipline.
Fire energies, like Saulo, the Sun, and Mars are useful for giving the energy to do something, as well as the mental drive.

So you should do larger workings for these qualities, but the trick is to do a small number of runes or total workload that you don't burn out from it, but do it for a longer period of time. If you do feel overwhelmed on a daily basis, then use Nauthiz or Sowilo, programmed to give you the will, focused within a short period (say 5 hours).

Yoga is easy to do and should take less willpower than other meditations. Use this as your main source of empowerment, if you need to. You can listen to youtube or something while doing it.

The Sun is currently in Sagittarius and will enter Capricorn soon. Both are good for giving the energy to be productive, although a Capricorn Sun is blended with earth qualities, of course, and less of pure Sun.

Mars can also be used currently, it will leave Scorpio soon. Next January, it enters Capricorn, giving another opportunity for increasing productivity. Mars Squares can be done twice within their full transit if you start on the first day.

Squares are very powerful and don't take much time, making them very worthwhile to do. Use Lilith's magical square app (search the forums) to keep you from messing up. Don't do them when tired or unfocused, and pay close attention when vibrating. Perhaps even do void beforehand.

Good luck!

 

[MercuryWisdom]

When you read this, do the RAUM meditation and follow up with a Final Ritual. Easy. Just do it.

Why should a beginner who is trying to detach from someone and become consistent with meditations do the Raum meditation then an F-Ritual. Weird advice. But idk.

Just to show him how easy it is to get started. Not too mich thinking is needed, just do it.

Raum is there to give you an energy boost and also to empower your soul, and in that state you do the Final Ritual.

You effectively did some empowerment, did your duty of the Spiritual Warfare, and also you did the Ritual in an energetic condition, which makes it more powerful.

What was so hard to understand from that?

Just do your meditations, it is easy. I can not understand how people don’t get shit done.

I just think it's such a cookie-cutter solution for him/her. I think his/her problem goes much deeper. Also Raum might be advanced for someone who doesn't meditate before, don't you think?

 

[NinRick]

Why should a beginner who is trying to detach from someone and become consistent with meditations do the Raum meditation then an F-Ritual. Weird advice. But idk.

Just to show him how easy it is to get started. Not too mich thinking is needed, just do it.

Raum is there to give you an energy boost and also to empower your soul, and in that state you do the Final Ritual.

You effectively did some empowerment, did your duty of the Spiritual Warfare, and also you did the Ritual in an energetic condition, which makes it more powerful.

What was so hard to understand from that?

Just do your meditations, it is easy. I can not understand how people don’t get shit done.

I just think it's such a cookie-cutter solution for him/her. I think his/her problem goes much deeper. Also Raum might be advanced for someone who doesn't meditate before, don't you think?

The most important thing is to meditate, and to advance. The rest will follow.
For this you just need to do it, if you don’t get shit done you don’t improve, and nothing will change. At least this is how I view things.

 

[Voice of Enki [SG]]

Why should a beginner who is trying to detach from someone and become consistent with meditations do the Raum meditation then an F-Ritual. Weird advice. But idk.

Just to show him how easy it is to get started. Not too mich thinking is needed, just do it.

Raum is there to give you an energy boost and also to empower your soul, and in that state you do the Final Ritual.

You effectively did some empowerment, did your duty of the Spiritual Warfare, and also you did the Ritual in an energetic condition, which makes it more powerful.

What was so hard to understand from that?

Just do your meditations, it is easy. I can not understand how people don’t get shit done.

It is hard because there is no established base to build up on. When the foundation is weak, then the structure will not stand strong. First, there has to be consistent habits formed, and most importantly with these intermediate meditations... Properly open soul is something that will actually make the aforementioned meditation worthwhile. It's like doing squares when the chakras are not properly open, the results are lacking in quality and in quantity.

What you said was true Henu, but in the case of Artisan, Ninrick nailed it exactly. For Artisan, he needs to keep at as basic as possible and just do things one step at a time to show himself and his mind that he can do things, and reprogram his mind to do things while cutting away all excess and distractions.

To sort of kickstart the system that was stagnant, shock the mind awake and act.

He needs to make it as simple as possible for himself by eliminating all other factors, worries or even thoughts, and stabilize structure by moving moment to moment to do what he needs to do in the present, and then look back to realize how much he was able to do when he went and did what he needed to do.

For people who have structure or who are well organized, or who have great will power and self control, they can look ahead and plan exactly all the dozens of things they need to do, then just go through them at a good pace, keeping themselves moving.

For other people who are lacking in these aspects, if they look ahead and there's more than 5 things that need to be done, it becomes daunting because there has ben no grip or control on these for years, thus the negative expectations cause mental strain and worry of failure, combined with other negative mental states that come from being stagnant in place for so long, the mind begins to trap itself and becomes paralyzed.

Therefore, to kickstart the self and begin to act again so this stagnancy is broken, the best thing for these people to do at first is just do the one essential thing they need to do first. Get that done, and then think of the next essential thing that needs to be done.

It works best to just let go of all worries and all other things that need to be done, and focus on the one important thing that needs doing first. The Ritual for example. Do it and see that one succeeded and was able to finish something.

Then move on to the next. This is all to keep the person moving, so they do not have a chance to get stuck and paralyzed again as they are always doing something in the moment.

At the end of the day, reflect and look back on all the things you've done, realize how much better it feels now to experience this success and how great the mind feels no longer having all that anxiety and stress dragging on you.

Then slowly expand on this process. Before going to bed, think of the things you need to do the next day, and make a simple plan that you want to follow. Write it down.

At first probably the whole plan won't be followed through, but the most important things on that plan do succeed, it's already an improvement over the stagnant state of being that the person was stuck in before.

The person can then have the conscious realization that they can succeed at these things, and that since they did it easily the day before, they do not need to worry about any potential failure in the future, and slowly the mind reprogram itself into holding structure, as one actually goes through motions and actually moves. Slowly the negative habits are rebuild.

This all begins with a single prompt to do what one needs to do, followed by the realization that one can do things when that mental block is resolved.

From there one can ask questions to themselves and introspect to realize other underlying issues that have affected the person which they had neglected because of the stagnation that paralyzed the mind before, slowly but surely pulling themselves out of the swamp.

For Artisan, this too needs to be steady and one step at a time, where the focus needs to be on maintaining the essential things on the daily, and slowly adding on more things as the simple and essential things become habit one at a time.

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Quoted you here as well so you can see this.

Hail Satan!

 

[Voice of Enki [SG]]

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Artisan, listen to my advice as well.

Stay here and don't take a break from the forum again.

Just engage in conversation on subjects you know about regularly, so you do not isolate yourself since that doesn't really help you.

No need for any shame or self blame like this.

Isolating away from the forum as you feel like doing now is a flight reaction from the mind caused by the anxiety for the failure you experienced, like wanting to hide from the forum because one feels like they cannot face the people here due to the difficulties one has now.

In this case, taking flight isn't going to help you.

Just stuck around and be present, and understand that we don't really blame you, or I do not, and neither do the Gods, for the difficulties you deal with now.

Everyone is on different levels and has their own struggles. People may and will judge, but mostly we here want to see each other succeed, so rather than judge or look down on a person we want to see them pick themselves up and want to encourage people to take steps to grow.

You've already taken great steps in facing this by realizing and acknowledging the difficulties, now you need to have the courage to own up to it and set yourself free.


You have the tendency to think too much, and let your mind overwhelm you, combined with a tendency to excessively blame the self for things you've done in the past, or for struggling with things that you later perceive as pathetic or stupid things to struggle with.

Act, don't think, and do not punish yourself for having experienced failures or being unable to realize earlier how past decisions still haunted you, etc.

Keep your head up and move forward, even if the step you take is a mere shuffle of the toes.

Feeling angry with yourself and directing this anger on yourself, doesn't help you at all.

Instead, return your focus to the necessary act that you need to focus on in the present, and detach from the past mistakes you've made.

Excessive emotion here only serves to distract, it too is a form of escape that doesn't lead anywhere, so let it go and acknowledge that the past is no longer part of your present, detach fully from the influence it has over you.

Don't get hung up on things, they happened and that never changes. What matters is what you are able to do in the present so your future course breaks away from the past failures and mistakes.

Lastly, understand that it is human to make mistakes. The Gods do not blame or punish one for these kinds of things.

The consequence of a mistake is the punishment, the Gods never add blame on top of this, unless one is an enemy and actively turned against them, but even here there are levels as the Gods have tolerance beyond human comprehension.

Some things may have been bad but been done out of good intentions, or out of ignorance, perhaps due to immaturity. The intent in the heart and ones inner self are more important to them than the fleeting mistakes a person may make, in the end they just want to see you improve and rise above failure rather than crawl in the swamp.

None of the mistakes and difficulties you face are anything damning, certainly the Gods do not blame you for any of it.

Therefore, why blame yourself when even they do not blame you?

Do what you need to do now without resenting yourself for anything.

Hail Satan!

 

[Artisan]

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Artisan, listen to my advice as well.

Stay here and don't take a break from the forum again.

Just engage in conversation on subjects you know about regularly, so you do not isolate yourself since that doesn't really help you.

No need for any shame or self blame like this.

Isolating away from the forum as you feel like doing now is a flight reaction from the mind caused by the anxiety for the failure you experienced, like wanting to hide from the forum because one feels like they cannot face the people here due to the difficulties one has now.

In this case, taking flight isn't going to help you.

Just stuck around and be present, and understand that we don't really blame you, or I do not, and neither do the Gods, for the difficulties you deal with now.

Everyone is on different levels and has their own struggles. People may and will judge, but mostly we here want to see each other succeed, so rather than judge or look down on a person we want to see them pick themselves up and want to encourage people to take steps to grow.

You've already taken great steps in facing this by realizing and acknowledging the difficulties, now you need to have the courage to own up to it and set yourself free.


You have the tendency to think too much, and let your mind overwhelm you, combined with a tendency to excessively blame the self for things you've done in the past, or for struggling with things that you later perceive as pathetic or stupid things to struggle with.

Act, don't think, and do not punish yourself for having experienced failures or being unable to realize earlier how past decisions still haunted you, etc.

Keep your head up and move forward, even if the step you take is a mere shuffle of the toes.

Feeling angry with yourself and directing this anger on yourself, doesn't help you at all.

Instead, return your focus to the necessary act that you need to focus on in the present, and detach from the past mistakes you've made.

Excessive emotion here only serves to distract, it too is a form of escape that doesn't lead anywhere, so let it go and acknowledge that the past is no longer part of your present, detach fully from the influence it has over you.

Don't get hung up on things, they happened and that never changes. What matters is what you are able to do in the present so your future course breaks away from the past failures and mistakes.

Lastly, understand that it is human to make mistakes. The Gods do not blame or punish one for these kinds of things.

The consequence of a mistake is the punishment, the Gods never add blame on top of this, unless one is an enemy and actively turned against them, but even here there are levels as the Gods have tolerance beyond human comprehension.

Some things may have been bad but been done out of good intentions, or out of ignorance, perhaps due to immaturity. The intent in the heart and ones inner self are more important to them than the fleeting mistakes a person may make, in the end they just want to see you improve and rise above failure rather than crawl in the swamp.

None of the mistakes and difficulties you face are anything damning, certainly the Gods do not blame you for any of it.

Therefore, why blame yourself when even they do not blame you?

Do what you need to do now without resenting yourself for anything.

Hail Satan!

You're right. Thank you. I understand.

 

[ManofZeus]

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Detach now while the moon is in scorpio and waning.

Nauthiz is useful for keeping you persistent despite any obstacles, giving patience, endurance, and self-discipline.
Fire energies, like Saulo, the Sun, and Mars are useful for giving the energy to do something, as well as the mental drive.

So you should do larger workings for these qualities, but the trick is to do a small number of runes or total workload that you don't burn out from it, but do it for a longer period of time. If you do feel overwhelmed on a daily basis, then use Nauthiz or Sowilo, programmed to give you the will, focused within a short period (say 5 hours).

Yoga is easy to do and should take less willpower than other meditations. Use this as your main source of empowerment, if you need to. You can listen to youtube or something while doing it.

The Sun is currently in Sagittarius and will enter Capricorn soon. Both are good for giving the energy to be productive, although a Capricorn Sun is blended with earth qualities, of course, and less of pure Sun.

Mars can also be used currently, it will leave Scorpio soon. Next January, it enters Capricorn, giving another opportunity for increasing productivity. Mars Squares can be done twice within their full transit if you start on the first day.

Squares are very powerful and don't take much time, making them very worthwhile to do. Use Lilith's magical square app (search the forums) to keep you from messing up. Don't do them when tired or unfocused, and pay close attention when vibrating. Perhaps even do void beforehand.

Good luck!

Please can you give me examples of using a Mars square for positive material goals.. Cos I can just so much of non physical stuffs here like violence, fever energy, unlike other squares where I can pin point material ways to use them. Thank you

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

Please can you give me examples of using a Mars square for positive material goals.. Cos I can just so much of non physical stuffs here like violence, fever energy, unlike other squares where I can pin point material ways to use them. Thank you

Please read this thread for a better answer: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=67876&p=323264#p323264

There are not many good material uses for Mars, compared to its spiritual uses. Mars is not just about fighting, but more like action and raw energy, also vitality and sexuality. Like with the Sun, everyone could use more energy to do what they want to do. This is what Mars is good at, especially in Capricorn.

For more on this, read the linked thread. If you must use a material square, then that would be useful for increasing your success with the listed careers, gaining sexual partners, success in fighting or competitions.

 

[ManofZeus]

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Please can you give me examples of using a Mars square for positive material goals.. Cos I can just so much of non physical stuffs here like violence, fever energy, unlike other squares where I can pin point material ways to use them. Thank you

Please read this thread for a better answer: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=67876&p=323264#p323264

There are not many good material uses for Mars, compared to its spiritual uses. Mars is not just about fighting, but more like action and raw energy, also vitality and sexuality. Like with the Sun, everyone could use more energy to do what they want to do. This is what Mars is good at, especially in Capricorn.

For more on this, read the linked thread. If you must use a material square, then that would be useful for increasing your success with the listed careers, gaining sexual partners, success in fighting or competitions.

Thank you. I now clearly understand it's nature